I Am You And That Time II

Brief

Earlier..

" hello. You just called me today, you go anywhere, I'd like to see you, I don't know... "

ailee's spoiled voice sounded adorable from across the street, making Yosep blush in embarrassment

what did he say, he said kangen ? Yosep felt the same way

if a day Ailee will miss him so much then what if he is back active in his education

" how are you ? " ask Ailee

" i'm good, what about you ? " Yosep asked back

" of course I'm good just a little waiting." said Ailee full of code, the man could only hide his smile.

" Ailee. "call Yosep quietly almost like a whisper, his voice slightly choked.

Ailee's listening seriously across there

" Ailee I want to apologize to you, I... "

Ailee was still listening, the girl felt her heartbeat like it was resounding, why did Yosep's voice seem to tremble and worry, what's wrong with her ? Ailee waited patiently for the follow-up sentence

" Ailee I'm sorry, it looks like we can't continue this relationship" Yosep said slowly and clearly captured by Ailee.

be quiet..

quiet..

without sound..

all just like mute..

Yosep pulled the phone from his ear, the man stared at the old 'boyfriend' on his phone screen

shakes in the chest make everything feel tight, Yosep raised his head staring blankly, the man forced into tears that pooled in his eyelids, all warmed up even now feels hot

the feeling of confusion and confusion was like burning inside his chest

the image of Ailee's cheerful face now flashed

he could not imagine what face the girl would make at this moment when he heard the broken sentence from her

Yosep crouched down and stared at the floor of his house, unable to raise his head

what I did ! his whole heart repeated over and over again, he himself did not understand what kind of feeling this was ! he himself did not understand why he was doing all this ! regret and silliness, that's what Joseph deserves !

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AILEE

Is this what it would be like to fall in love ? you make flying high float feel beautiful and happy and then made to crash in the middle of the deep sea

do you love this sick ?

is there no ordinary, uncomplicated, painless relationship ? why should all relationships be like this ?

it's not enough that I'm involved in Bey Daniel and Reo's love triangle ! should I experience it myself too

why do you give me such great hope Yosep ? not even 2 x 24 hours you throw everything

why would you prepare all those roses and gifts for me if only to throw and make a wound here ! in my heart

why did you have to come in that day and save me ! you're like an angel in my eyes you're like a prince in my shadow but you're a life-seeking angel !

you're not your prince of invaders ! you're so mean to me

PRAAANG !!!!

I slammed my latest iphone, I hate him, I hate you so much ! you fucking Yosep sialaaaan !! I hate you so much, I hate you so much !!

you're a liar ! love..what love ! you dumped me so easily, you didn't even call me all day after giving me so many hot kisses that I can't even forget, damn it !!

you're a jerk ! I hate you !

I grabbed a small bag and got out of my room, I booked a taxi online and I'll enjoy tonight

I'll enjoy tonight like last night, I'll replace last night with tonight, I'll be happy, I'll forget the ridiculous statement with your lie !

damn, why do these tears keep falling, stop Ailee ! you can't cry for that jerk ! he's playing with your feelings, loving ? loving whataa.. you son of a bitch !

" where is miss ? " the question of the driver staring straight at my face from the glass made me immediately throw away the sight of hiding my cry

" the big F discotheque ! " my quick door

why am I so hard to choose men because they are all mostly jerks !

what they are looking for in this life ! what do I not have in this life ? but you dumped me too, what pain this feels like to be cast out, what is this you want to show the world, you are playing me ! you fooled me, Ailee you're so stupid !

baguuss.. now laugh!

laugh loudly, look at this Ailee. she just kept crying until the makeup was not formed again.

look at you ruining my reputation, you're ruining my identity, you're destroying my feelings ! should I clap for his prowess !

woooow.a doctor who looks so nice and innocent dumped an Ailee for less than 2 x 24 hours, wooow...

" you're more of a jerk than Reo ! " my upat continued until the driver several times glanced at me in wonder

" fuck you, were you also sleeping with another woman when you said break up with me ?! "

" of course, you're foreign style, I'm too naive ! "

" isn't sleeping and drinking part of a lifestyle ! do you also sleep and drink with many women ? did you also dump them before two days, or even a day, or an hour, two hours ! "

" YOSEP BRENGSEEEEKK .. !!!!! "

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Yosep thought back to the words he had spoken, the pain in his chest became more and more, several times he thought of his love for Rachel could not make him reject his love for Ailee

" i really like the girl a lot" Yosep muttered with the wet corners of his eyes.

the man touched the screen of his phone, typed a few words and sent them to Sofia

he still continued to pay attention to his phone screen, sliding up and down, staring indistinctly at the contents of his phone

Yosep took a deep breath, he grabbed his hair

the man realized his ridiculous behavior, what by ending the relationship with Ailee would make Rachel stop liking him ? what's with him being separated because of the distance then they have to part ? can't he find another way with a discussion

Yosep always completed his tasks independently, even if it was a group job he could still do it himself and all got perfect scores, but not with relationships, the relationship between two people had to be a two-way discussion, Yosep was wrong to decide everything on his own, Yosep seemed to have just realized that

" that's my problem, why do you have so much trouble thinking about it, just take care of your business, you've just been given a problem one kind of dizzy, just face it and solve it, you're a man, you're a man, chase dong! when you lose to a little girl, you're funny if you give up because of a little girl, she's even fit to be your sister ! "

in a short reply from Sofia, Joseph quickly accepted, his eyes widened, the words he read like slapping his face hard

" Aileee I like you very much. "he cried regretfully.

he grabbed his jacket quickly, Yosep left his phone, he drove his car at high speed, the man was intending to see Ailee tonight as well