I Am You And That Time II

Reckon

AZKA



I can't believe what happened today, I can't believe all this I can feel, am I imagining ?

I slapped my own face

and it feels sore

it makes me laugh, I'm like a lunatic ! well, I don't seem to be sane ! I have long lost my normal life

I stared at the sleeping face on my bed, I watched it closely

I can't believe you stepped in my arms tonight

I can't believe being with you feeling like this, you're not feeling sorry for me, are you ?

I don't know if I doubt it

I'm sure you're saving love for him, for that guy, Ailee you're playing with fire, who are you going to burn, me ? she ? or yourself ?

for sure I will not make you burn, until my body is crushed into dust I will not make you hurt yourself

if this love triangle has a sharp angle and will hurt us, I can still back off and watch you happy

I grabbed the thing I had stored in the small box in the drawer of the room table

necklace with half a heart..what does this mean ?

I remember that day ..

I accidentally saw you again, you're the man I met at Ailee's apartment, you're with your desperate face just like me

" you... " turns out you remember me too ? you can't help but stretch out your hand and acquaint yourself

" Yosep ! "

" Azka "I welcome you just like that, holding your hand

we met because of the same schedule, I'm with my depression therapy schedule that's getting better

and you're with your job accompanying someone, you're in that room ? do you know him too ?

I don't really care, what makes me start noticing you is the look on your different face when we meet again

if I get better, he seems to get worse

" Azka. I don't know what else to do. "you said weakly to me, I don't think we've ever been this close until you poured out your feelings.

did that patient make you depressed like me ? who exactly are the people you visit every day ?

JOSHUA WINATA..

I know that name, is he my school student who is famous for his high IQ ? he was our bully target when he was in school

what happened to her ?

why is he here ?

did something bad happen to her ?

Joseph and I looked at old Joshua, the man lying with the tools stuck all over his body, what happened to him ? is it this serious ?

" i can't seem to bear all this, I beg you to help me "you said as long as it made me even more clueless, what was he discussing ?

" do you like Ailee ? " his question suddenly made me immediately answer a lie

I shook my head quickly, how can you guess like that, I know you and Ailee have a mutual feeling, you're setting me up ?

" take it. "he said put something in my hand.

" i will go away from her, I can no longer accompany her, maybe we are not afraid to be together." he said in a regretful tone.

her words made me even more clueless, what happened, why did she look so full of burden and suffer by herself, wouldn't she rather meet Ailee and tell her the truth ? why is he involving me here ? don't we even know each other ?

a woman stood before us

" Sofia. "says her.

making my eyes pay attention, they look familiar

" ah introduce this Azka "

hey ! you even introduced me to him ? do I have to know all your colleagues ? you think what our relationship is

I just want my therapy schedule to be no chatter buddy that I don't even understand what I'm supposed to talk about

I just happened to stop by the guy I only knew, I felt a little guilty about him

then what should I do about this necklace ?

" Yosep are you sure ? " asked Sofia with a look on her soft face, Yosep replied with a small nod

" you will regret it later" said the woman again.

what the hell are they talking about ! I can't even digest it any more than I can understand

" So, you know all these complicated relationships, then what else can I do for her. "reply Yosep with an enigmatic face

what are they talking about ? I just wanted to scream at that moment

" i don't understand !! " my heart is representative enough

the point is I still don't understand all those situations

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I saw the necklace that was coiled around Ailee's neck, now my lips are smiling cynically, this is her partner ?

I tried to wear the necklace, it must look weird, I took it off again

" that man is full of mysteries, what really happened ? "

the last time I saw them in the hospital hallway, when I saw Sofia's panicked face, she had looked at me for a long time with her fearful and anxious behavior, I didn't dare to ask I was just looking

sreeeeekkk !!!

the hospital clerk pushed the bed closed neatly, Sofia took a quick glance and looked like she was praying

I took a seat and noticed the panic of the adult woman

" Yosep.. how ? " his question was quick when a man came out in full medical attire

is that Yosep ? I can't recognize her that well

what was Joshua ?

they had a short chat until the Joseph-like figure passed from before Sofia, she looked at me for a moment but left immediately

Sofia took a seat next to me

" you're here ? " ask her like she wants to know what I'm doing here

I don't know why I'm here, I just want to see Joshua progress, but it seems to be getting worse

I also found out what Yosep is doing here today, he made me an investigator with his closed behavior, also this woman, they both seem to have a big secret

soon Joseph came out in his usual clothes, and he immediately took a seat next to Sofia, joining us

I looked at his eye bags, he looked very tired

his head nodded

" all is well" Yosep assured Sofia's panicked face.

" Rahel got his donor" Yosep said, confirming the smile with force.

" you're really stupid ! " sofia's upat surprised me

what is this ?

Yosep looked towards me

" i leave Ailee to you" she said, holding a smile and a sad look on her face

" you're crazy ! " katus Sofia is upset

" i've decided." said Yosep with a trembling voice, he is not happy at the moment, he holds a lot of weight.

they argued and I just kept quiet, I tried to listen and understand what was going on, but still a big question mark fell on my head

" Sof said thank you to Joshua, visit him every time I mohoon." Yosep said in a low tone and clear face.

" Azka.. I leave Ailee to you, I trust you, I beg you. "she did that to me too ?

what is this ? I just want to do good on Joshua's last day, the past makes me feel guilty

I don't want to get involved with any of your affairs, just now I want to get up and move on

" i'll be gone from your lives for as long as it lasts. "his words make me distrustful.



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wondering where Yosep is now? is he really dead like everyone else thought ?? send your votes... 😘