I Am You And That Time II
Ragu
JOSEPH
What's wrong with me ? I tried to digest Zian's sentence that flashed in my mind, the sentence continued to stick and made me inexhaustible
what is wrong with me ?
now I can understand why Zian's face is full of anger and his behavior is not controlled, they are..
I mean, neither Zian nor Rachel, they both have some pretty unexciting stories back there
I tried to relate their story and Sofia's outpouring a few years ago, a brother who had never been registered in a surname and was certainly not officially registered in the law
" you know Yosep I hate the most people who ruin other people's relationships ! yes say the actor ! both women and men are like trash ! "
I vividly remember Sofia's angry look when I told her what I saw in the lab room the other day, that day I saw my boyfriend and my teammate making out inside there !
ah this is a story that does hurt, Sofia deserves to call it trash ! but why can't I say the word trash to. ah I can't say the word trash !
" you know Yosep, in addition to his obnoxious and sickening papa nature, he also has a mistress.. "
Sofia took a quick sip of the contents in the plastic bottle in her hand, the woman even though her face looked flat still in her heart held back anger
" never one day they dream, maybe it fits into a day full of dreams, but nightmares ! " said Sofia in flames as she clasped tightly onto the plastic bottle and made a crashing sound
" that day papa wanted to introduce them to me, they wanted me to welcome him with a smile like this ! " Sofia showed off her forced smile lines
" just now that I entered the cafe, the stench of garbage was already smelled by me, so I decided to leave the place immediately, the trash only fits in the place right ! "
resolute Sofia with her nosediving brows
I thought about once again, the story of Sofia and Rachel's current state, there must be a lot of stories behind it all
I straightened my legs, another look of Zian's anger, the man looked desperate in my eyes, his anger was just part of the outburst of disappointment that he had experienced
and Rachel
did I make a mistake with him ? I just wanted to be kind to her, help her a little, but why is she so overreacting to me
like ? fall in love ? even Rachel doesn't know what I look like, why she can be so sure of how she feels
did I make it special too ? if my little treatment just feels special to her then. how bad has she been feeling all along ? all of this is disturbing my mind
do I have the heart to hurt someone else whose family is not even intact
what I can do to disappoint a girl whose even life is far from normal
then do I have the heart to pin the word 'junk' on Rachel who is present in my relationship and Ailee
oh, Ailee ! I forgot to call him today
I grabbed the phone, rereading its name.. Aile...
Aile..
I thought once more
why is there doubt in my heart
what is this feeling ? don't I like that pretty girl a lot ? didn't I prepare for a long day just to express love, but what about Rachel ?
I closed my eyes looking for answers
what should I do for everyone to be okay
should I hurt Ailee
or
should I hurt Rachel
all of this made me sick in my heart
ailee's eyes are full of love
rahel's blank look was full of anxiety
it all disturbs my heart
triiing....
" my schedule is in place. "I smiled wryly at the announcement of my college scholarship.
my thoughts are growing again, should I leave all of them here
I'm really still the same Yosep
the cowardly one !
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The sun was still ashamed to shine, Yosep tidied up his coat, the man prepared to pull the black suitcase towards the taxi that was waiting for him
" hey... "
a woman's voice shocked Joseph, the man turned his body, his lips trying to expand realizing it was Sofia
" this man is still early in the morning, my feelings are always right, are you going to run away ? " ask Sofia with a full face in search
Yosep looked at Sofia flatly, he did not deny the opinion of his friend
" i met you this early on purpose, I didn't think you were ready to run away.. " Sofia is like mocking Joseph
" Yosep you're not an abege child, you're a grown man don't repeat your old ways ! " pinta Sofia while gently patting Yosep's shoulder
Yosep smiled as the man opened the room, letting Sofia in
the woman sat down and folded her legs, occasionally her eyes staring around
Yosep brews sweet tea for them, he glances at his watch, there is still enough time Yosep thought, he will accompany Sofia first, after all it will be a long time for them to be able to meet again
" i read your message ! I'll think about your opinion this time ! " Sofia yelled a little at Joseph in the kitchen
Yosep came with two glasses of warm tea, the man immediately thrust one at Sofia
" what did you say ? will you listen to my opinion this time ? " Josep could not believe what Sofia said
" yes. I will take care of her with a lawyer, I will ask for mediation along with them ", Sofia explained
the woman sipped her warm tea slowly
" where did you meet them ? " look Sofia wants to know
" he's Ailee's neighbor" Yosep said flatly expressionlessly.
" oh yes ! they are that close ! " Sofia laughed to herself, she could not believe that they lived in the same city
" did they not look for me ? I think they really want a confession "Sofia said as she frowned
" Sof. "call Yosep seriously, making Sofia's laughing face immediately stop, he turned to take Yosep's face seriously
" the girl is blind.. "
Sofia was flabbergasted in disbelief, her lips pulling a smile
" you're kidding me "Sofia said in disbelief.
" So, I'm not kidding, you know I can't even make a joke "reply Yosep with a serious face
" what do you mean ? " Sofia still refuses to believe
" Rahel is blind, you must immediately meet Sof. "pinta Yosep with a face like begging.
Sofia lightly shrugged her shoulder, the woman sipped again the contents of the cup in her hand, this time her eyes looked different
" i said I would think of your opinion this time, I will take care of this family matter and. I might also meet the girl." Sofia said as she looked straight into Yosep's eyes, the man smiled happily
" ah but think of my opinion this time Yosep. "pinta Sofia while putting down the glass and standing up.
the woman slightly bowed before Yosep's face
" get your relationship right with Ailee I know you like her so much so don't run away like this, enough is Laura Michel and who is it ?! " Sofia plays her hands and looks in the face when she mentions former Yosep
" life isn't just about Yosep's academics, I admit you're very smart and smart in your studies, but you're not smarter or smarter about relationships, and a beautiful life requires a good relationship, not a good number" Sofia said at length and then she stepped back from Joseph's eyes.
Yosep smiled wryly, as if laughing at his own behavior
" you're absolutely right Sof ! "
