I Am You And That Time II
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I don't know if I fall in love this tired, who says love is beautiful ? who says love is full of happiness ? if you fall in love with the wrong person, it must be the opposite
yeah, I'm feeling it.
I felt like she was the wrong person, I fell in love for less than five minutes, as Azka called it, and the pain I would keep on remembering
you like to play with my feelings Yosep, what's all that fun, right ? what's that tug ? you think I'm a living doll, what do you think I am !
geez I still cry for him, I still can't take it off freely
what the hell is this feeling, if he's like a shirt I've taken off I whipped or I burned !
if only it were that easy
Zian thrust coffee into my grasp
my heart is frozen, so fit with this cup of coffee
I immediately sipped it
" is it not hot ? " i shook my head to answer Zian's astonished face
let alone my tongue if it could make me really numb, I really don't want to feel disappointed like this, especially because of love
ahhh... complicated, complicated !
is it this complicated ?
you love a man who dumps you easily and without reason
while on the other side
your friend is so sweet and always special
isn't it without a thought that you can quickly choose which one is the best ?
I should have chosen Azka instead of her !
but this heart is not an option, I am tired of the stubbornness that keeps thinking
who keeps hoping for her, you've been dumped by Ailee, how many more times you realize, if she's just playing you
Zian squatted in front of me
his eyes were big as sparkling
he made a wide smile that was expanding
" you may cry. "his words stare at the look in my eyes that begin to growl.
" i'm here to accompany you, "his words touch my heart.
why did you and Azka treat me so well
why are you guys compact to make me feel like I'm swaying in no direction
" huhuhu." I started shedding tears.
you know your good manners make me touched, you make these tears fall, I myself am confused and do not understand
why is there a man so nice and sweet to treat me, while my girlfriend ? he even hurt me
he approaches, seduces, gets and throws away, hikss...what the fuck is that, Yosep jerk !! I love the wrong guy
my heart is stupid, my mind is stupid !
I shouldn't like a man like that, I shouldn't love a man like Yosep, love is blind !
I kept roaring to make people notice us
Zian hugged me in his chest and tried to calm down with his warm touch on my back, I should be grateful that there was still something good on me, even though I was obviously disappointed that it wasn't him, my lover
maybe this is when I learn to set my heart, try to be more patient and more mature, I don't want to feel pain like this again, I will be a better woman in the future
I'll show the world if it's okay to be alone, it's okay not to have an important man on the side, my determination is already strong I'll focus on being Ailee the superstar !
I lifted my body and sat back down
I heard the sound of information echoing
I looked at Zian's anxious face with my perfect smile
I'll close my love story..
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ailee's long career journey she's built has finally found a bright spot
the girl was amazed and praised a lot
she acted with all her heart, you will cry when her lips say touching words with her sad eyes
and her crying scene was heartbreaking, the girl was still in the beginning doubted her way of acting, but she answered her well this time
Ailee got applause when she had to cry leaving her family, she could do the scene well even when it was raining and the weather was minus zero degrees
the crew langsug offered a warm drink when the girl completed her take scene
Zian who was smiling proudly immediately approached Ailee, she brought a thick coat and immediately enveloped the girl's body
" thank you " said Ailee with hospitality
" you're so cool "praise Zian
Ailee smiled again
at first Ailee was a little scared, the film was so emotional and full of challenges, she was not sure she could play it well
but look at it
not once did he disappoint his crew, the director even the producer was amazed
Ailee could master her role well, and looking at the scene full of tears, the girl did it as naturally as possible
Ailee looked at the footage from behind the monitor
he occasionally sipped his warm drink and smiled
" look at that expression of yours, amazingly, "thank the others in awe.
Ailee harrumphed
" ah you guys could've. "reply wrong.
in the heart of the girl is happy, finally she can be admitted also even though this is still the initial stage, she is ready to go even further
she doesn't want to be Ailee the controversial artist with her family scandal, she wants to be recognized with her accomplishments, and this is her moment
Ailee withdrew from the crowded film crew and cast who were busy with their respective jobs
the girl threw herself in her chair
he stared at the extreme weather from behind the glass of the room where he warmed himself
the weather this time was so cold, that he used a lot of heat inside his clothes
but Ailee looks ordinary, where's her spoiled behavior ? she is even becoming a grown woman now
Ailee stared at her remaining half-drink
his hand waved out where Zian and his partner were taking their part scene
Ailee liked Zian's hospitality, the man was a good companion, at least Zian treated Ailee well getting a warm reply, certainly just as her friend
Ailee grabbed the thick script at the table and started reading it
the girl repeated the written sentence many times to remember it clearly
he loved every scene written there
*if the flowers will be more beautiful when rubbing the petals then I will be a flower, but remember there is also time
if time stops and does not give a chance to the pistil then all that is left is a dried twig*..
Ailee pulled the corner of her lips
" thanks to you I can do this" said Ailee smilingly remembering her haru scene that invited admiration
" and.your time is up" he continued to agree with the writing in the script..
