I Am You And That Time II

Dulu

Claudia

We've known each other for a long time, he's a good, dedicated team-mate, because a lot of things me and him were involved in a lot of time together until finally we were, precisely I expressed love for him, I think his high dedication, sense of responsibility, and his diligent nature amazed me, but the time answered him that I was only in awe of him

But the figure of his best friend is very stealing my heart, the man is very different from Yosep, despite the similarity of names but their characters are very different, if Yosep is very good to be a friend, so he is very good to be a friend, but Joshua was so attentive and loving, that we were so in love, I loved him so much

But not all love trips are always full of happiness like our day, the day we always pass together, spend time to just chat or make out a friendly relationship, I really gave up everything for our relationship, but he sacrificed more, Joshua who never left his study now spends more time with me, he said, the book that was faithful with him is now dusty and abandoned, Joshua could not without me

Sometimes I hear Joshua and Yosep arguing, hey the class star is fighting for rank ? but instead of Yosep trying to take our business, he started to interfere and create conflict, Yosep you really make me upset, once one day I started to lose the limit of Yosep's pretentious soul

“ do you have no other job but to interfere in our relationship ! “ I warned loudly to Joseph behind Joshua

“ hey.. Better immediately find a girlfriend and forget me ! we've never had good relationships before, either ! “ cynical I saw the face of Yosep who tried to write flat

“ Sofia I want Joshua to finish his study, I do not want to interfere in your affairs, I just want him not to forget the initial purpose why we are here “, Yosep explained did not make me satisfied

“ I remind you once again, do not interfere ! “ threatened me pissed

After the threat seemed to keep Joseph at a distance, I had not seen him long enough, until they left me alone, Joshua promised me to introduce the family, but it seemed like all the good plans were not going well, it seemed like our relationship was getting complicated, my pregnancy, Joshua's neglected education, family expectations and many things that made our love seem to be on the edge. A day full of hot kisses and warm fondling changed tensions and long debates, I still clearly remember the events of that night, obviously I will never forget, I should not have said that night

“ Joshua.. I will / “ I said seriously

Joshua looked at me pushyly, his face obviously disliked, but he couldn't get mad at me because I was a hard man, he said, what I say I will do whatever the opinion of others I will never touch him, nor the opinion of the man before me, Joshua i'm sorry

“ is up.. “ the answer is short, his hand raised as if indifferent but obviously I see a disappointed and scared look there, you can't hide it from me, the man tried to turn around and look me in the face once again

“ can't you be patient, I'll talk to my family again, I'll find a decent job for our family, let's start by staying together “ said Yosep with a sad face trying to convince me, I smiled cynically

“ huh ! I can't believe you, and your Family !! I know they hate me for making you like this ! who will receive********* like me ?! “ asked me in a cynical tone, I heard that remark on Joshua's phone line, his family called me that, ******* !

I saw Joshua's face stiffened in disbelief, he was surprised by my words ? hey, I'm also the same I really don't believe the non-sense words of his family

“ why ? you're surprised I know that ? “ continued I was still cynical, the man tried to grab my arm and ask for my understanding, he wanted me to understand what else, all was very clear, all was very clear, this boy and I will never be part of Joshua's family, they don't want us, they hate me so much!

“ Joshua stop !! “ asked firmly, I no longer want to hear the reason Joshua, the man still tried to defend his family, he still asked me to survive, survive and survive, cih.

“ yes.. I am working on my final assignment at a private hospital “ Yosep said with a proud smile, what is it that boasts of it ? even Joshua is more talented than he is, my inner being is mocked that ex-boyfriend I regret

“ you know there are families from Indonesia who are cared for there, they are so kind and loyal, I really admire their family “ continued Yosep to make Joshua excited just by hearing the story as well

“ should I go back to class ? “ I could not believe hearing Joshua's question, Joseph nodded quickly to answer Joshua's question that he had long wanted, in the end Joshua chose his study rather than mine, I want to be disappointed but it's also good for my future even if our relationship is not so good anymore

The journey of my love and Joshua got worse when he found out that if the battery had thrown away our baby branch, I had done it behind Joshua, he seemed a little unaccepting, but I took his educational topic between our debates

“ you have to finish your college first, if you're financially independent let's have another child ! “ said I reassured with a defiant chest, he could never reply to my behavior if it had teased him with this body

Just look at his face turned to look at my chest exposed almost half, you were always, that is also what distinguishes you and Yosep

If the man is too conservative and conservative but Joshua is easier to follow my will, he is more sociable and open, he said, that's what I like about him one of them besides the handsome face of the Asian line is so charming, however here have a child even his abortions it's common, many students also do it silent, silent, moreover, I am a girl who spends a lot of time in cafes and bars

Joshua went back to school, now he's even more excited, I heard he and Yosep joined a private hospital, it's very good at least our needs are getting met, I heard, renting a house here is very expensive, we have to spend every week for a place to live together

“ what is he conglomerate ? “ ask me curious

“ could be, his family rented one floor of the hospital, wah..it is crazy anyway “ said Joshua still with his amazed face.

“ I heard his family has a company in the entertainment world “ continued Yosep, I listened with fellow patients from Indonesia who amazed them, Yosep continued, usually Asian women especially from Indonesia too often sound negative here, especially where I work, Indonesian women are known to be too easy, too, they are also willing to spend time with old men or people's husbands, yes.that's what I hear, not just hear there, in my place of work there are indeed many who do that, yes, and their rates are really just a matter of old crocodile talk

They, Joseph and Joshua often discussed their new rich friend, what his name was.. Sofia and Mario ? I heard that they are potential heirs to big companies, I should have met them first rather than Joseph or Joshua, which makes me a little disappointed.

I often hear these two men discussing their kindness, I also hear a lot of struggle men 'stupid' that, yes all sounds stupid if about Mario it, it's all about Mario, the man sacrificed a lot of time and feelings for others, then what if not called stupid !

All right, let's forget it! Yosep's happy face today makes me want to say stupid, he brought this girl in the end, the girl I read in Joshua's e-mail, he left her email address on the home computer

Ailee, the girl, she looks so stupid (again) to love a man like Yosep, it should be with her appearance and social status that she can get rich businessmen or at least celebrities as well as herself, he said, why would he bother to accompany Joseph's busy schedule here ? he also visited and was friendly to me, are you serious ?

I once regretted having a relationship with him, he was like a tree trunk alive, had no good reaction to a partner at all, the man was too focused on his mind without thinking about his partner's feelings, he's not a nice guy to be a couple, Yosep doesn't really deserve a woman like me, or like Ailee, that's too good for him

But. Obviously I did not like the woman and her cheerful face that was so sincere to Yosep, hey that man does not deserve you ! you should know that ! should I do something so you'd listen to me ?