I Am You And That Time II

Fantasies

FANTASY WORLD

Yosep soon entered the big gate with a variety of colorful ornaments typical of the capital's amusement park

it seems like today is very crowded, of course there are bands that are on the rise holding concerts here

" Rachel seems to be very dense, we have to wait first "

Joseph grabbed Rachel's hand and led her out of the car

" it's okay brother, if brother can contact his manager, his name is on priority" said Rachel

the girl handed Zian's cell phone to Yosep to scratch a big smile for Yosep

the man immediately grabbed the phone in Rachel's hand, it didn't take Yosep to call the priority number, someone said across the street

Yosep chose a place to communicate because it is very noisy and crowded

his hand clasping Rachel's hand again evaded the crowd, looking for a comfortable place to talk on a cell phone

Rachel followed Joseph's steps, if she had just obeyed when Joseph's hand grabbed his finger this time the girl tried to return Joseph's hand

he tightened his grip on that wide palm, warm from the meeting of the palms felt to his heart

Rachel smiled broadly realizing that if she liked Yosep's warm grip, the smell of the doctor's masculine perfume that was blown by Rachel's long breath, she also liked Yosep's fragrance

the man who now led him to the thought of Rachel, must be a cool guy, he must be, just hearing his figure from the wind from the shadow of his body Rachel could imagine in her mind what kind of figure could now warm her heart

he had never felt anything like this before

Joseph stopped arriving, and Rachel knew it

the man stared at Rachel's face for a moment and let Rachel sit down

" your brother will be here when he's done, let's wait for him "

Rachel smiled happily

he's happy to be here

she was happy to be able to help her sister a little

he was happy that Yosep was the man he was with here at the moment

" are you hungry ? " ask Yosep attentively

" no ka. I'm not hungry" replied Rahel as he shook his head slowly

the girl did not really want food, she was quite happy to be here listening to the boisterous voice of the visitors

the sound of music that is connected

the sound of laughter and other cheerfulness

I am also very happy and want to laugh cheerfully at this time, I am happy to be able to go here ! rahel's heart cried with pleasure

but I seem very happy to be here because I'm with him..

Rachel is sitting on the amusement park chair

Yosep who put one of his hands in his pocket, the man was still focused on looking around, he had not been to a place like this for a long time

rahel's face that kept turning towards Yosep, the girl seemed to know exactly where the man's face turned

" do I like you ? " worry Rachel

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" this is for you ! "

Yosep offered him a cup of ice cream, Rachel greeted him with excitement and with her special smile

" waaaa stoberi. I love ice cream strowberrriii. "cheerfully Rachel grabbed the cup that Yosep offered, the man smiled a little, he liked Rachel's carefree behavior.

" Rachel how old are you ? "

Yosep asked as he ate the chocolate ice cream cup in his hand, Rachel turned to the left where Yosep sat quietly enjoying each of his ice cream bribes

" i. eighteen ka." replied Rachel slowly.

the girl's face kept turning towards Yosep, Rachel seemed to know what the man was doing, she could not stop making a smile, she liked the calm man who was so enjoying the snacks

Yosep is still busy spending his ice cream, his eyes occasionally looking for amazing rides ahead there

" what if Ailee and I get on that ride ? " Yosep laughs funny, he imagines Ailee's screams while riding a roller coaster ride

" it's funny. "unconsciously Yosep muttered to himself, he chuckled.

" what's so funny ? " Rahel turned his head with a flat face and an inquisitive smile

" Rahel do you have tissue ? " josep's forehead frowned slightly as he looked at Rachel's plain face, the girl shook her head slowly

" i'm sorry then.. "

Yosep immediately raised his hand, his fingertips touching Rachel's cheek, the man threw away a little of the remaining ice cream stuck to the corner of Rachel's lips

the girl was long pensive

Yosep looked back at the other exciting rides, the man smiled once again at the face of the girl in his heart

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I think girls like me can't feel all this, I don't think anyone would accept my situation

what can I do with something like this ? even small things are hard for me to do

but today

you came like the savior of my heart, you with your gentleness guided me tightly, you are not ashamed to hold my hand, do you feel sorry for me ?

I'm used to being pitied, and that doesn't make me happy

but it's different from your treatment of me today, I can feel the warmth of each of your grasp, I can feel the cheerfulness of your heart

though..

I'm pretty aware that it's not all because of me, you're definitely waiting for another girl, you like another girl and I like both of you

maybe for you I'm a little girl maybe for you I'm just a girl who needs a lot of attention or you guys already pity me

I don't know !

for me today can walk in your steps

can hide behind your wide back

can feel the warmth in between your fingers and the soft touch in the hair even on my cheeks..

I really like all that

I'll keep it neat in my heart

let it be a good memory between me and you even though you may not remember it

this is my first time

" that's funny.. "

what did you say ? do I look funny with the rest of the ice cream on my lips ? do I look funny like a clown in this amusement park ? am I cute adorable and can draw a little of your attention ? I was a little hoping it would be

can I be a grown-up girl who deserves you too

am I able to compete with Ailee's sister who is so nearly perfect in your eyes

I'm sober

who am I, even my father has dumped me in a deserted area

even my eyesight had been lost with the hope of happiness

I'm just a schoolboy who didn't graduate because of my poor health

I'm just a blind girl !

how could you look at me

how could you consider me more

how could I be like this

how could all that be..

I laughed a little

wryly laugh

something's ringing in here, in my chest

something that I thought was warm persisted into heat and made a very painful

I can't be loved like any other woman in general

I smiled again with a warm corner in my eyes..

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