I Am Not Crazy's

I Am Not Crazy's
CHAPTRE 04



The sun shyly shows its light behind the gray clouds, the cold air increasingly makes people reluctant to wake up, and wander in the subconscious, as well as Sana. Sana was very lazy to get out of her soft bed, however, she had to put that aside because she had to go to school. Moreover, he had today set out with Erlangga, and Erlangga hated being late for school, moreover waiting for something long.


First, Sana also did not expect that Erlangga like that, the article as long as they pdkt Erlangga would wait for him. Sana found out if Erlangga hated waiting, because, at that time they were ordering food in the cafe, maybe because many cafe customers. So, their order came quite long, Erlangga looked annoyed and grumbled about the cafe.


“Where the servant, have been waiting for a long time, still ga dateng-dateng food,” annoyed Erlangga.


Although Erlangga never protested while waiting for Sana, however, after the incident at the cafe at that time, Sana was quite self-conscious that Erlangga did not like to wait. So, as much as possible he did not want to make Erlangga wait. One more trait of Sana that makes her can be burdened, is always trying to make people happy even though it can be a burden for her.


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When he was done getting ready, he immediately went down the stairs to walk to the dining room. It turns out there is already available breakfast prepared by Bi Imah–, one of the maids in the house, also Sana considered as family. After breakfast, Sana headed to the courtyard in front. He is grateful, Erlangga does not exist, because there is no Ninja motorbike parked in the yard. There is one side to be happy, because it makes Erlangga not wait for him, because his girlfriend really hates waiting. But, on one side Sana was surprised, why Erlangga had not come yet when usually Erlangga always came at that hour.


Not wanting to be dizzy, Sana chose to wait on the front porch of the house, while watching the Korean drama series that just came out the latest episode, yesterday night Sana did not have time to watch the episode. Just as he was watching, the person he had been waiting for had appeared as well. There was a motor sound from the gate, Sana immediately stopped watching. Then, immediately disobey Erlangga


“Old yes, I picked it up?” asked Erlangga while giving a helmet to wear by Sana


“Ga long time, just me wonder, tumben today is not appropriate,” replied Sana


“Iya, there was a little problem, I'm sorry San,” Erlangga said apologizing to Sana


“Iya Ga, it's ok,” said Sana while going up to the back seat of Erlangga motor


“Udah?” erlangga said to make sure that Sana had climbed her dirt


“Udah,” Answer There again.


Then, the vehicle drove away from Sana's house, speeding through the streets of the City at that time. Luckily, the road is not currently jammed so Erlangga is more free to overtake every vehicle on the road to quickly reach Neozone High School.


Arriving at the parking lot, many pairs of eyes were directly fixed on them. I was used to those looks. However, it is undeniable that he is also uncomfortable if all eyes are on him. Realizing that Sana looked uncomfortable, Erlangga finally spoke so that Sana ignored them all.


“Udah San, just ignore it,” said Erlangga who actually he was also uncomfortable if stared like that. However, it was a risk that he received if he became a ‘Golden Child’ teacher and became one of the handsome students at Neozone High School.


“Iya Ga, thank you,” said Sana


“Could you make?” asked Erlangga puzzled


“Iya, thanks hehe,” replied Sana was confused and felt the atmosphere there akward, immediately Erlangga laughed, seeing the face of Sana who thought it was funny. Sana who realized the stupidity she did was laughing too.


Instantly, the students who were there immediately stirred up because they rarely saw Erlangga laughing. Yes, although Erlangga is a friendly person, however, it is rare for students in Neozone to see him laughing in crowded places, especially in the parking lot.


“What dream I had last night,”


“Crazy handsome baby already has a handler,”


“Again aja handsome,”


“Thanks very much Sana,”


Such is the word that is thrown from the mouths of most Neozone High School students. But the couple ignored and immediately walked towards Sana's class of XI IPA 3.


“Learn the real,” said Erlangga while scrambling the top of the rambur Sana


“Ish, my hair is a mess Ga,” upset Sana


“Hehehe,”


“I entered the class yes,” said Sana turned around and entered the class.


Then, Erlangga also immediately went towards the XI class of IPA 1. Sana wants to go to her seat, has not had time to sit she has been greeted with a splashy attitude from Cindy.


“Uwu-uwuya smoothly yes,”


“Crazy earlier, feel the world belongs to both,”


“My eyes tainted earlier squirm uwu-uwu,”


“Mak, I want to have a girlfriend,” Cindy said


“Ih right now you no longer have, for Laskar ga tau, my hanging son, tuh,” replies to Dilla's words and strangely people should be sad if hung differently from Cindy he is not sad at all.


Sana who saw the little debate of her friend just shook her head. He is so grateful to have a friend who loves him now. However, sometimes he feels that his friend does not consider him as an important person. In fact, not often he was ignored if the two of them were cool with their own conversation. All the bad thoughts he immediately put away, until finally the bell rang, when the daydream Sana stopped.


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The break bell rang, the students immediately rushed towards the canteen. Likewise with Sana, because, earlier Erlangga had sent a message to meet in the cafeteria during the break. At the cafeteria, Sana immediately approached one of the tables where Erlangga was sitting


“Hai,” Sapa Sana then sit beside Sana


“Halo,” greet Erlangga back


“Udah order to eat?” ask Sana


“Not yet, wait for you,” replied Erlangga


“Owh so, want to order what let me pesenin,” ask Sana again


“As of you,” replied Erlangga


“Okey,” reply There and leave


left Erlangga alone and went to one of the food vendors.


A few minutes later, Sana came with two bowls of meatballs and two glasses of sweet iced tea. Then, they ate their food, while eating a lot of Erlangga teased and mocked Sana for her messy eating.


They spent some rest time in the cafeteria joking around, thinking the canteen belonged to just the two of them. It was as if the center of attention they had, was only aimed at the two of them. The other people around them are not there. However, without them noticing, there was someone who saw them from ignorance. That person seemed to dislike at all with the closeness of the two.


“Liat aja, I will call him from the side lo,” said someone then immediately passed from where he stood.


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Right now, Sana was lying on the bed. I don't know why he's so lazy to do something and just wants to sleep. In fact, to eat alone he felt unwilling. This situation, it has happened almost the last 2 weeks. But he didn't tell this to anyone. This is okay and will soon disappear.


When he was about to fall asleep, suddenly there was the sound of objects breaking from the lower floor. Sana knew instantly that her parents were fighting again. He was tired and cape, why would they go home if only going to fight. He intends to go downstairs to see their quarrel this time because of what. However, he had not had time to go down the stairs, as usual the sound of a door slam was heard for the second time. Although he could not hear their quarrel because of what. But, there was a sentence that made him curious that his mother said before leaving


“INI ALL HAPPENED BECAUSE YOU WERE AT THAT TIME,” shouted her mother a moment ago before going out of the house.


Sana actually kepo why his parents quarrel, because every time they quarrel he must have never heard clearly. Sometimes he falls asleep, is out, or even males hearing, so, he wears earphones. Surely, there are always broken items, then followed by door slings after they quarrel. He wanted to hear what made them fight every time they met in this house. Moreover, he missed the face of the mother, although the mother never defended him when his father beat him. Or give him a loving look.


Sana returns to her room, she is sad, feeling her life is unfair. Why is his life like? Does he deserve the love of his parents? Why is his family not like his family in general?. Sana was scolding the creator, she was tired of everything. However, the creator did not want to take his life. Even though he tried repeatedly to check himself. It was as if the creator did not want to end the story of Sana's life in this world quickly. Maybe there will be something beautiful tomorrow? Only He above knows everything.


Sana wanted to contact Erlangga, however, he said because he remembered Erlangga was busy considering the election of Osis soon. He wants to tell his best friend. However, nil, the two of them were busy at Cindy's house. Sana also does not know if there are gatherings at Cindy's house. He just found out, when he wanted to tell a story through chat, only then, he knew it. They said ‘they wanted to invite but were afraid Sana would not’.


At that time Sana's heart was sad, saddened by the words of her best friend. How did they know he was coming or not, just asked yet. If they ask, Sana will definitely come to Cindy's house. Sometimes, the thoughts he thought at school were getting more and more true.


Because Sana felt claustrophobic at home, she decided to take a walk out to get some fresh air. He did not expect, that this night would be very quiet. The clock still shows at 19:00 p.m.


While walking, Sana felt a strange premonition, a premonition that something bad was about to happen. The premonition grew even more so when in front of Sana there was a group of men chatting. Sana who saw it immediately turned around, condemning her stupidity who wanted to walk around at night.


However, it seems that the goddess of luck is not on the side. The group of men looked at him, evidently there was a voice of someone from behind.


“Hei beautiful, where to go malem-malem,” seductive big man


“You want memenin ga?” said the other man


Sana who was trembling in fear, he could only be silent, because to speak only he could not. Slowly he backed down and prayed to the Creator, apologizing to himself, who was angry with Him.


“Where to be beautiful,” said the man who had been silent while extending his hand wanted to touch Sana's hand.


“Bugh,"


However, from behind Sana there was a blow from someone, making the stranger who was about to touch Sana feel pain. Sana was grateful, it turns out the Creator is still helping him.


- To be continued -