I Am Not Crazy's
CHAPTRE 03
An alarm clock sounded filling the silence in the room, making a girl wake up in a state of chaos. Moist eyes, messy hair, and do not forget the marks on his neck. The clock shows at 06:00 in the morning, Sana rushes to get ready to go to school. This time he wears a scarf, so that the marks on his neck are not visible.
Although he knew the risks, there might be some who would blaspheme him at school later. Usually, he only polishes thin powder on his face, but this time he polishes the powder on his face quite a lot, especially in the eyes so that his eyes do not look puffy. After preparing to be ready, Sana went out of the room and headed to the dining room because her stomach had been demo for food. Because, from yesterday he did not fill the emptiness of his stomach with food.
After finishing eating, as usual outside is parked a motorbike and Sana hopes her eyes are not visible to Erlangga. There he was, in the morning he was cheerful as if there were no wounds of the heart. In fact, every sun changed with the moon tears always freefall without permission. Pretending to be strong, but not at all.
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Sana and Erlangga arrive at school, as usual the pair have always been the center of attention of Neozone students. The two people who were the center of attention were also indifferent to the surroundings. As usual, Erlangga escorted Sana first, just heading to her class. The lesson clock reads the lesson time begins. Listening to all the subjects described by the teachers from beginning to end. Meanwhile, his two friends were busy gossiping about the latest news at Neozone High School.
It did not feel like it was late afternoon, and the bell for teaching and learning ended. One of the moments that all students are always waiting for. And right, as soon as the bell rang everyone was excited and excited, who was sleepy during the lesson hours, strangely suddenly brightened. That's the power of a bell to go home to school. Everyone cleaned up his things including Sana and her two friends.
"Eh go home to school and take a walk" said Dilla
"Gue can't, want to go with Warriors," Cindy said
"Come, Warrior mulu, lo sohan ye same Warrior?" Ask Dilla
"It's okay now, don't know if later," replied Cindy confidently as if that she and Laskar soon officially have status
"But, lo kepedean, if lo San, how?" ask Cindy to Sana
"Eh, sorry Dil, I can't if now there is a promise with Erlangga," replied Sana reluctantly rejecting the request of her friend.
"Well, you're not cool on," Cindy said
"Eat him Dil, look for doi don't be single mulu," Cindy teased
"Lo's mouth asks me to snap Cindy," annoyed Dilla
"Oh fear, there is a single mosquito" Cindy said with a fear tone made while running out of class.
Sana who saw the behavior of her two best friends also laughed at her. After that, Sana said goodbye to Dilla first and she immediately headed to the parking lot where Erlangga was waiting. Earlier, Erlangga had sent a message to Sana that after returning from school immediately to the parking lot, because she wanted to spend the first day of their official relationship with Sana all day. Although it sounds alay to some people, however, for Sana it is a meaningful thing, for someone like him who did not get affection since childhood.
Arriving at the parking lot
"Hi Ga, have you been waiting a long time?" ask Sana
"Thongga lama San, yes yuk," Erlangga replied while giving a helmet to Sana
"Where to go?" asked Sana but Erlangga did not discuss Sana's question.
A few times Sana asked them where they were going during the trip. However, Sana did not get an answer. Finally, Sana gave up. Free, as much as he asked, still Erlangga certainly will not mengubris wordannya. After almost half an hour, they reached their destination. Apparently, Erlangga took them to a bookstore.
"Ga, what are we doing here?" ask Sana
"Oh, uh wait I'm not wrong? you're wearing me-you?" Shocked Sana.
Sana's hand immediately touched the guy's forehead, whether the guy who is his girlfriend status is feverish or what. Because, he had never heard Erlangga wear me-you. However, it turned out that he did not have a fever. Then, what's wrong? Was Erlangga possessed by Seokhoon's spirit in the penthouse? Gapapa really, as long as not possessed by the spirit of the dajjal from Jo and Tae alone, thought Sana. Even Erlangga who felt strange, immediately asked
"You why San?" asked Erlangga puzzled
"This is the problem, why not? strange to know, you possessed by a spirit to call me-you," replied Sana felt strange with the words of Erlangga who said I-you
"And we've been dating San, so I want from lo-gue so I'm-you" Erlangga said
"But amused, I'm not used to it" protested Sana because she was not used to the word me-you
"San was sensed" answered Erlangga
"But if you don't want to, Gapapa, I don't maksa," Erlangga said again, however, a sad look emanated from his face, as if he still wished Sana to obey him, it makes Sana feel bad. Sana who felt bad, finally chose to get used to her. That's one of Sana's attitudes, choosing to make others happier than herself.
They entered the bookstore, then, looked for the book Erlangga wanted to buy. They spent time together at the bookstore. Seen once, happiness emanates from both, which sometimes makes other customers in the store jealous, especially those who do not have a partner. Naturally, this young couple who was drunk by love showed off their affection in public places, it had become a common part.
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For a month Sana had been in a relationship with Erlangga, as long as she dated her life seemed happier, however, it could not be denied that loneliness and sadness still always approached her every night. Although in the morning until the afternoon there was a girl who looked strong and happy together with friends and girlfriends, it is undeniable that every night too, there was a lonely, weak, girl, fragile and constantly crying. Sometimes she doesn't know why she's crying?
However, Sana was grateful for almost a month of this she could spend a lot of time with Erlangga, almost every afternoon they took a walk to the park, played bicycles together, to the mall together, to the cafe together, he said, also watching Erlangga's favorite movie together, although the film is not too Sana like, but if with Erlangga all events become happier.
Yes, that's how Sana thinks, understandably young people are being drunk on romance, whatever is done as long as the couple must always be happier. Neozone High School students already know that they are dating, because Erlangga had posted photos of the two of them while spending time together. There are various kinds of reactions given, some are disappointed because the stock of cogan who is still single is reduced, some are gossiping that he and Erlangga are not suitable, there are also those who are excited like one of his friends once they know that they are dating. Sana who had just come to school a while ago, was instantly at the cross with all sorts of words
"What's? you're not saying San, anyway,"
"I swear, I still don't believe it,"
"Whoever please punch me in the hand,"
"For what the hell, there I ain't no dream,"
"That's not important, what's important is the finished tax" Cindy said in a row
Recalling the incident, it made Sana smile, and at that moment to silence Cindy's chatty mouth, Sana decided to treat them to a meal in the cafeteria, which Cindy said was considered a 'tax'. Right now, Sana was sitting casually on the balcony of her room while recalling the memories created together with Erlangga.
Sana is not with Erlangga, considering that Erlangga has been busy preparing to run for OSIS chair at Neozone High School. While sitting on the balcony of her room, Sana felt a strange feeling that recently happened a lot. Lately, there is a lack of appetite, a constant feeling of sadness for no apparent reason, and sometimes he feels alone when in a crowded place. Not often he hurt himself and the thought of ending his life sometimes comes and perch in the mind there without permission. It was very disturbing for Sana, she tried to keep thinking positively that she was okay.
- To Be Continue -
