I Am Not Crazy's
CHAPTRE 02
❗WARNING PLEASE DO NOT MIMIC DANGEROUS SCENES ❗
It is the day that everyone is waiting for the weekend. Everyone was waiting for that day, as they would release their bit of burden for a week. Whether it is the burden of work or lessons, and not a few for those who spend time with family. But, not with Sana, Sana is happy on weekends because she can spend episodes of Korean dramas that she watches. However, he was also sad because when people spend time with family, while he spend time with solitude. His family is not as beautiful as the family of the people, his mother is busy in work and rarely comes home while the papa? Busy with work and his lover.
Sana tidied up her bedroom that was like a broken ship aka mess. After tidying up, he instantly grabbed a laptop and merathon watching Korean Drama. That is how it is every weekend he goes. Maybe for some people to see Sana's life is good, because the average homework is done by Bi Imah Art at Sana's house. However, a beautiful cover does not always guarantee that the contents inside are beautiful. It was already noon and Sana was getting bored and decided to contact her friends and invite them out to drive away boredom.
IT'S HUMAN
^^^Hello, are you busy?^^^
Dilla: Pretty, why San?
^^^Keluar yuk bosen streets nih^^^
^^^at home^^
Cindy: Wow the cake can not I have a promise with Laskar
Dilla: I also want to be invited
go, Bobtw Cin since when do you deket the same Warrior?
Cindy: Since the meeting in the canteen hehehe...
^^^Wah Cindy if soan do not^^^
^^^forgo tax^^^
Dilla: Bener said Sana, all this time you are excited Sana same Erlangga well now your cake first rather than Sana
Cindy: Apaan is both
After that their conversation ended, Hope Sana who would come out with her friends immediately dashed because the two friends were busy. He put his cell phone on his bedside table and decided to go to bed.
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There was a sound notification Chat from Sana's phone that made the sleeping girl feel disturbed by the sound and finally decided to wake up and see who the sender of the message was.
Erlangga
San, is this afternoon busy?
^^^Engga Ga, Why?^^^
Want to go to the park?
^^^You, who is the same?^^^
Both of them
^^^Okey, I'm ready first
I'm going to your house in half an hour
After reading the message, Sana immediately got ready she was immediately confused about what clothes to wear. After choosing a good outfit, he finally decided to wear a plain white shirt wrapped in a jeans jacket and wear jeans. Not to forget he polished his face with a thin powder and cursing lip balm so that his lips moist. After seeing her appearance in the glass Sana also came out of her room on the second floor.
As he went down one by one the stairs he looked around the big and luxurious house. Instantly the mood was immediately bad because the building called the house was not like a house for Sana. As usual, the big building was quiet because only Sana was a permanent resident of the building.But the bad mood was as much as possible he removed because he wanted to meet with Erlangga. Sana did not want Erlangga to be worried because of the changes in his mood that currently often occur.
When Sana arrived at the front door, there was already a red Ninja motorbike was scattered in the yard of Sana's house, and there was beside the motorbike a man was playing a mobile phone in his hand. He immediately approached the man
“Hei Ga, have been waiting a long time yes,” said there
“Eh San, just nyampe me,” said Erlangga while inserting his phone into his pants pocket and giving a helmet to wear Sana.
“Udah is ready yet,” Erlangga told Sana who sat in the back seat of his motorbike
“Udah,” Sana said
After that, the two-wheeled vehicle walked out of the courtyard of the mansion and broke up the city's fairly congested streets, as it was a weekend day. It does not take much time to reach their destination, which is a park. Erlangga put his vehicle in a public parking lot in the park. In the park, a lot of people gather with couples, friends and even family.
Upon entering the park, Sana's attention focused on one family consisting of a father, mother, and one small child who were playing and laughing together. Sana was instantly sad and sad about her life.
When can I like that, inward Sana.
Erlangga who realized that Sana was daydreaming and did not heed her words called Sana
“San..,” Erlangga said
Sana who realized from her daydream immediately replied
“What Ga?”
“That was me saying, There is someone selling ice cream you want to buy ga? You see I know you like the same ice cream,” said Erlangga while pointing ice cream merchant near them
“Bby deh Ga,” replied There
Then, they both headed to the ice cream merchant and bought 2 pieces of Vanilla flavored ice cream. While enjoying ice cream, they both walk around the park spending time that afternoon together. Although simple, for Sana it was one of the wonderful experiences she had. Because they were tired, they finally decided to rest on the bench and it turned out that the day was getting late.
The sunlight slowly began to dissipate, but, the people in the garden were still so crowded. Sana was currently alone waiting for Erlangga who had just paid a moment to buy something. When Sana asked what to buy, Erlangga did not answer and just smiled, then left Sana. While waiting, Sana again focused on the family she saw earlier when entering the park. Again feelings of envy, sadness, sadness came to him, but soon maybe he brushed it off. Unknowingly, one tear fell from Sana's eye saddle, she immediately removed it.
Suddenly he was approached by a woman who might be a few years younger than him.
“Hai sis,” greet the girl
“Can I sit here?” ask the girl
“Hai, may, sit down,” Sana replied
Finally, the woman sat next to him. For a moment, they were so late in silence that the woman said
“Kakak himself?” ask the woman
“Bareng friend earlier, but he's gone again
buy something,” replied Sana
“Cowok,” Answer There
“His girlfriend huh?” ask again
“Eh, Engga, Cuman temen kok,” said Sana honestly because they are only close but not yet officially dating.
“You're kalo, by yourself too?” ask the woman
“Engga sis, earlier with Abang same temen-tennya,” replied the woman
“Owh, where are you now?” Ask Sana again
“Tadi sih, he said buy medicine first same food,” replied the woman
“You sick?”
“Iya kak,”
“Kalo gitu Cepet Cured yes,”
“So I'm sure it will heal,” said the woman is optimistic that she will recover. Although Sana did not know what disease the woman was suffering from, but she still prayed for the best.
“Oh yes whose sister's name?” ask the woman
“San–,” he has not had time to answer the woman in a hurry to get up and will leave
“Kak I first yes, oh yes my name is Risa, hopefully we meet again yes brother,” said Risa in a hurry and immediately leave Sana. Shortly afterwards, Erlangga came carrying something he was hiding behind his back
“So who is San, I saw from afar talking to you,”
“Oh, the park visitor ga accidentally chatted a little,”
“Oh,”
“Oh yes, you bring what the hell it is,” asked Sana curious
“Kepo yes,” god Erlangga
“Aaan anyway,” said Sana while hitting the soft arm of Erlangga then focus on staring at a beautiful stretch of grass.
Beautiful, inner Erlangga.
Silence struck them for a while until Erlangga broke the silence
“Sana,” call Erlangga
“Iya,” replied Sana while turning her face and looking at Erlangga.
The gazes they met, both of them drifting in those gazes. Until finally, one decided to end the eye contact. The atmosphere became very awkward for both of them. Until, Erlangga spoke to convey his intention earlier to melt the atmosphere
“Sana I want to say something,” Erlangga said to Sana while showing something that he hid from earlier, and he held Sana's hand. The owner of the hand was a little surprised.
“Sana, I do not know where and when this feeling began to exist but I want to say that almost every day my brain is filled with lo. Cheerful face lo, sweet smile lo and all related to lo,” said Erlangga seriously
“And right now I want to change the status of our relationship from just friends to lovers, change from me and you to us. So Sana, you want to not be my girlfriend, and create a story book where there are only two of us in it?” said Erlangga while giving a doll to Sana
“Kalo you accept, grab this doll. If you want, throw the doll on the floor,” he said again
Sana was immediately moved and felt happy, it turned out that Erlangga had the same feeling as her. Without lingering Sana took the doll from Erlangga's hands, which meant that now they officially became lovers. And Erlangga was not happy, because his feelings were reciprocated by the person in front of him. These two men are now us, and will write a story in their book of life. Will this new story begin, will it survive until death separates or will it run aground in the middle of the road? Only God knows the destiny of every human being, including the two. If God wants to divide, then we as His created beings can only live with sincerity. However, for sure if there is a meeting then there will be a separation, and we must be ready whatever happens.
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Sana was finished from her afternoon bathing ritual and was intending to go down for dinner. Along down the stairs he smiled at the incident in the park earlier, that he and Erlangga officially established a relationship. However, at once his smile disappeared, when he saw a middle-aged man, and the younger woman of the man was sitting down and eating dinner while laughing lightly.
Seeing that, Sana's appetite was instantly lost and was about to return to the room but stopped because her stomach sounded a sign she was hungry. Because, from this morning he did not eat rice, he only ate bread and ice cream in the park. With a flat and lazy facial expression he approached the dining table. Sana quickly picked up the dishes, rice dishes, and side dishes that were on the table and wanted to take him to the room, she had not had time to bring the plates, a voice managed to stop him
“Sana, where are you going? don't see anyone here, play go bring a plate, can't you eat at the dinner table? do not know manners,” said the middle-aged man who turned out to be papa Sana
“Udah mas, Sananya do not need to be scolded again mas, Sana want to eat in the room ya?” said the woman younger than her father
“Hm,” answered Sana lazily and wanted to leave the dining room immediately, she felt sick of the two people in front of her
“SANA, AUNT LISA IT ASK WELL TO YOU YOU SHOULD YOU ANSWER WELL,” angry papa Sana and want to stand up to Sana but was detained by Lisa—women younger than papa Sana, Sana, and the affair of his father.
“Hahaha... What do you want? Want to hit Sana again like first? And don't get pretentious in front of me, let this guy hit me again without anyone stopping, like my mom did,” says Sana laughs blandly and remembers how she was hit by the papa, and her mother? just shut up.
It hurt to remember the incident, and Sana tried to hold back tears that were ready to plunge at any time from her eyes.
“SANA,” shouted someone middle-aged from the start opposite
“Mama..,” shine There
Sana still hoped that her role model woman would defend her at least once, however, it was only a hope. Because, up to any time, it never materialized even now
“SINCE WHEN DID YOU BECOME THIS DISRESPECTFUL CHILD, IF YOU'RE LIKE THIS I REGRET KEEPING YOU BACK THEN,” shouted Mama Sana and her words that made Sana's heart hurt as much as thousands of needles pierced her heart.
Sana felt sick and could not stand the two parents who never get along since she was a child. They always say they regret giving birth to her. What exactly was his mistake?
“Since when did mom know Sana's growth? Did mom stay for hours in this house?” sana said then passed from there he could not bear to remain there anymore.
Instantly her tears plunged free as she headed to her room. And again Sana heard the quarrel from both her parents. Then, the sound of the front door slammed, a sign of someone coming out. Not long after, a louder sound of dings was heard again. It was predicted, that this incident would happen again and again. Now, Sana was left alone in this large and luxurious house. Sana entered her room and a crying voice filled the room. Sana shouted out loud, expressing the emotions, sadness and pain she had been enduring.
“WHY??”
“WHY SHOULD I EXPERIENCE THIS?”
“WHAT'S SO HARD IT GETTING YOUR AFFECTION?” sana shouted accompanied by a great sobbing.
After a while, I don't know what to think, Sana banged her head against the wall many times and grabbed her own hair. The activity was repeatedly done. Not until there, he also attempted suicide by swiping his neck with his own two hands hard. However, nil, God has not been willing to end the story of Sana. Finally, it only left a mark on Sana's neck. That was how the night Sana went through with tears until she was tired and fell asleep.
- To be continued -
