Husband, If Your Father Is On Your Mother, Your Sins Are On Me

Chapter 4's

"They are people who are constantly infused in the way of Allah, both in the free time, having an excess of property after their needs are met, as well as narrow, that is, having no advantages, no advantages, and those who hold back their anger by any factor that provokes anger and forgives the guilt of others" (Ali Imran 134)

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Every day I study. Learn how to improve yourself, especially learning how to hold back emotions. Not easy, but that doesn't mean it can't be done.

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"Steak! Teteeeh!" Ana's voice called me out loud from inside her room after I prayed.

"Naon?" kataku. In front of the girl there is already a pile of dirty clothes along with **********.

"Now, my dirty laundry," he said, touching the dirty clothes on the floor with his feet.

I stared intently in both eyes and remained silent. In fact, my actions made the girl wrong.

"What wiry? Cepet tuh washingin!" He turned his body ready to leave.

I'm human, and there are times when I can't stand still when I feel badly treated. I quickly collected all the dirty clothes and threw them right on the girl's head.

"College children don't know how to behave to older people!" I said in a slow and sharp tone.

The girl turned her body to face me, and yes, as I predicted, she screamed for her mother.

"Momuu!"

I quickly approached Ana and squeezed her lips hard.

"Effort to scream! It's still morning! Do you know how to get angry!? Believe me, it is not possible to be angry because you are afraid! Teteh is just being kind enough to refrain from hurting you family! If you want, it can easily hit you all! Teteh did not even care if it could make the relationship with mas Yandri destroyed! Please complain, but in the eyes of the elder, you will become a loser!"

The girl's eyes widened in shock. After a while, I took my hand off her lips.

"Pick up your dirty clothes and put them behind neatly. Separate the interior because you don't want to wash your personal belongings!"

I quickly got out of the room and slammed the door hard.

The mother-in-law who just came out of her room rebuked me,

"Re! What the fuck did you slam the door?! I'm surprised to know! You rough chick!"

Still holding back my emotions, I said softly as much as possible,

"Prepare neng, my dear mother-in-law, there was a mouse passing by, so neng was shocked."

Do you guys know? I honestly can't stand it. I want to explode. Want to vent my emotions that have been stifled since I first entered this house. But I am still thinking clearly. Don't let my emotions hurt me.

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"Naon Lita? Screaming rich in the woods" I said.

The girl opened her eyes sharply. "Lita wants tea school, wants breakfast!"

"There's fried rice in front of you! What do you think it is? Sesajen?"

Still with his eyes glancing at the girl crashing against the table. Oh wow, that high school kid who even cooks, I don't think he can, dares to break the table in front of a Rere? You really need to be understood!

"Try kasi tau teteh, why do you make noise for breakfast when in front of you there is fried rice?"

"Lita wants to eat something else! Bosen fried rice keep going!"

Actually Lita's not a shitty girl. He's likely never bothered me since I came to this house. Her annoying attitude I can be sure of because she imitates the attitude that Ana and mother-in-law did to me.

"What do you want to eat? Tell me to teteh." The longer I can be patient the less.

"Whatever, the other photo."

"Well what, Lita?"

"Whatever!"

Okay enough, my patience is minus. I quickly grabbed her cheek.

"You need to ask what you want, the answer must be that makes you understand! Teteh is not your boyfriend who every time he is, you can answer with the word whatever!"

The girl's eyes bulged, I think I gripped her cheeks quite firmly.

"You've been told Ana' how if you're angry. Please, don't fish! Because if you give up, you can beat you one-on-one. Know?!"

Lita's eyes have started to dew.

"One more! Don't you dare be rude to someone if you're being pushed back you're not strong! Cemen it mah! Scrawl!" I'm releasing the grip.

The face in front of me looks pretty shocked. Humans are basically good creatures. It's just that, if something goes awry, humans tend to vent emotions on other humans they think are weaker. I understand that. It has become a human habit wherever it is. Unfortunately, the human before me was misdirected in venting emotions.

"Cepet said what?! Sok-sok'an gamau nasi goreng, asked what do you want to answer! Find out about you, mah!"

The mouth in front of me trembled for a while before making a sound, "You can fry with tea...."

I smiled with one side of my lips raised. "Well that! It's good to make it real!"

I reached into my pants pocket and took out ten thousand dollars. "Where to buy your own fried food, you don't know what you want!"

The girl nodded and took the money from me. "Thank you tea," he said softly but could be heard by my ears.