He's Mine (Sharing Love)

The determination of Yasmin

Ara was dealt with directly in the ER. Because the heat was high, so he had to be hospitalized to find out what happened to Ara.

Anjani just resigned, as well as Abhimanyu. They both pray for the safety of their son, Ara.

Abhimanyu gave news of Ara's pain to Edi's father. He said if for a while, he would settle in Bogor along with his small family. This was done by Abhimanyu so that Nanda also was not chased by his mother, Yasmin.

..."It's okay Bi. If for the safety and security of the grandchildren, father would not mind. Your mother must be the same. I'll talk to your mother later."...

..."Thank you Well. Abi will try his best for all of them."...

..."Careful, I'll take care of Nanda's school."...

..."Yes Well. And that please tell Sekar, on the path of caution. Yesterday Wawan had talked if there were other friends as well. Abi was afraid, he gave some information about our family to his friend. Looks like Wawan joined the con man."...

..."Yep. I'll talk about this too."...

..."Did Yasmin go home to Yah?"...

..."Yesterday I went home, but because you let your mother go, so don't know where she is anymore. Sekar said Yasmin's social media account posted that she was at the foundation preparing to go abroad. Maybe he wants to go abroad again for work. Dad was dizzy and didn't want to know anymore. Leave him with his own thoughts. Let him know, what it's like not to get the attention and support of his own family."...

Abhimanyu, actually felt uneasy when he heard the words of his father. But, because he also felt very disappointed with the behavior of his sister, Yasmin, finally Abhimanyu could only sigh long.

..."Yes, you guys are careful. Greetings to Anjani. May Ara get well soon. Tomorrow is Saturday, time off work, I will go to Bogor with my mother and Sekar as well. I can't get permission anymore, because there are too many permits for the last months."...

..."Yes, well, it's okay. Just pray that Ara will get well soon."...

Thus, Abhimanyu talked a lot with his father through a phone call. He decided to stay in Bogor for a while, until everything was safe and there was nothing to worry about.

"Mas. Ara was asleep, " said Anjani, telling Abhimanyu who had just come from outside, because he was calling his father, Edi's father.

"Thank God. Do I have to get the things you need while you're here?" ask Abhimanyu, offering.

"Yes Mas. A few pieces of Ara's clothes and for me too. I only brought two pieces of Ara's clothes. Just tell the baby sitter to take care of Nanda. Don't let her go out alone. For the cafe business, let the chef take care of it, as usual."

Anjani gives some messages to Abhimanyu, before Abhimanyu comes home to take their needs during Ara's treatment.

"Yes Dear. I'm staying, okay, right?" ask Abhimanyu make sure.

Anjani just nodded. He looked at his sleeping son, after having been whining continuously and not going to sleep.

Abhimanyu drew near to Ara's bed, and kissed her two cheeks. After that, he drew closer to his wife, and kissed her forehead before exiting from inside Ara's patient room.

"Be careful, Mas" said Anjani giving a message.

"Yes Dear. We are also yes," replied Abhimanyu, then stepped out.

"Aren't you going to live in Bogor, baby?" asked Anjani, quietly, while rubbing her son's hair, Ara.

"Hopefully, you can be a healthy child and grow up well. There is no shortage of you later."

Anjani continued to pray for the safety and health of her son.

*****

In a restroom, sits a woman with her knees bent to support her chin. He seemed to be silent and doing nothing. Maybe he was dreaming of something.

"I'm stupid. Yes I am a fool. Too stupid, though."

"It's been helped a lot, but it's not self-knowing."

"Be advised and directed, but still unwilling to change. Am I like a rock? which is very difficult to shape in order to be better. Am I like that?"

"Is my fate like this forever? not even my own son now wants me to come near. What kind of mother am I? who even did evil to his brother's own wife. She was considered a mother by my son. Who would care for and give her more affection than I give."

"What kind of person am I, who has no gratitude to those who care and love me so much, and I always disappoint them."

"Stupid Me. You idiot! because I always believe in the man I love. Love that leads to the destruction of my own life. The love that separated me from my family. It was love that made me suffer, and I never thought that much. My own selfishness has ruined my future as well."

Yasmin was at war with herself. He regrets the attitude and behavior he did himself.

Just as his father, Edi's father, said that Yasmin, can not think, if not experience the things that make him destroyed.

Yasmin will regret it if all happened and it was too late.

Now, he's alone again. Regretting his actions that his family cannot forgive, especially his older brother, Abhimanyu.

"I will get back up and fix myself. I will try to change, even if I must by distancing myself from my family, who currently cannot accept me. I know, it's not their fault. All of this is my own. Hiks hyks.but, I want to meet Nanda, before I go abroad again. But how can I meet, while Nanda herself, does not want to see me. Hiks hyks..."

Yasmin continued to regret her unforgivable actions. He realized that his actions did not deserve to be sorry either. He still feels lucky, because he did not go to prison with it.

Now, he is determined to be able to change his own thoughts, attitudes and behaviors, and ways of thinking, by distancing himself from Indonesia. He wants to learn to be more mature by becoming a TKI, who has to work hard to get results that he can use for his future.

Yasmin hoped to be accepted by her family when she returned to Indonesia, though she did not know when.

Such was the determination that Yasmin intended, for her departure to become TKI, for the second time at this time.

He hopes to get a change in his person, to be better than now, in addition to being able to get a lot of money, to pay his debts, which have not been all repaid.