He's Mine (Sharing Love)

The Blind Love

I was born out of nowhere, because I grew up in an orphanage. A lot of friends, and he said brothers too, because they were both in that orphanage.

You have to share, in everything. Food, gifts, clothes, and so on.

When I started high school and knew a guy, we were both new kids, I felt like he was always looking out for me. Not that I'm gr, but it's true. He easily introduces himself and says that he likes me.

At first, I didn't believe it. He, who looks attractive, certainly can be ascertained that he is from among the people, and not the same as myself, who is only a nursing home and can attend this High School because of scholarships.

But as time went on, I, who did not know who he was at first, long ago also knew that he was the only child of a wealthy couple, who had a lot of effort.

He used to treat me and my friends. I thought, there's no harm if I accept her love. I can use her to get away from the orphanage if I can marry her one day.

And as it turns out, he really loved me sincerely and never moved to another heart. Though in fact, both of his parents, especially his mother, did not like and respect our relationship.

But for a status, I'm determined to stick with it, no matter what. Because what? because if I'm married to him, I'm certainly living a good and fulfilling life without having to share it with friends and relatives, just like in an orphanage.

I'll show her parents if I deserve to be their daughter-in-law and go out into the Ocean.

And so it ended, I was able to attend college on a scholarship as well, and the daily and other necessities, were met by him.

When we graduated from college, we agreed to make our own business, for our lives later if we were married.

I certainly feel happy to be free from the observation of both parents, especially her mother, who looks like a suspicious person with me.

But fateful. When we were planning to make a prewedding photo, the accident happened and made him responsible, by marrying the victim, who was still a girl.

Moreover, the girl's father died and advised her to marry his son, who was in a coma at the time.

He eventually married the girl. I should have been her bride!

I was broken and angry. But I can't do anything about it. I just resigned and wished she didn't want to leave me after marrying that girl.

The girl who is in a coma, and has a broken face due to an accident involving her as a defendant.

But I'm happy, because she's still getting married to me, just as planned. I hope that the comatose girl dies or will never come to her senses.

But it turns out that fate says something else. The girl was conscious and I was pregnant, so couldn't do anything and make everything look fine.

The girl lives in front of our house. I asked him to buy the house when it was sold by the owner, with the reason to make it easier for himself to visit.

Though I just want to monitor the situation and the relationship between the two of them for the next.

I still feel calm when he's smashed in the face. But it did not last long, due to the presence of the mother-in-law who gave the proposal and injection of funds for facial surgery on the girl.

I was angry, but silent. I could only nod and encourage him to be able to return the girl's face the same as before.

But I forget, if the pretenses I'm doing will backfire on my own. When the girl came back beautiful and she became more attentive with him than I was in an old pregnant state.

They're the girl who said, if the relationship between the two of them is only limited to brother sister, but I just don't believe it.

She was normal and the girl was normal. Anybody can survive almost a year without being properly adjacent as a husband and wife.

I can't believe it!

I often make stories and images that can make the girl not feel at home to be his wife. I hope she asks for a divorce soon so I can keep control of her.

But it's all over, when she's sick and the girl finally asks for a divorce. I was so happy to see that scene. I was thinking if it was all done and according to what I planned.

I'm mistaken. I never took into account the position of my ingenious in-laws and was much more experienced in the business field.

I lost and everything was broken!

Fortunately, he can still forgive me. He invited me and my son to get away from the city life that was already uncomfortable for us to live in. We went to this city, for a change he wanted.

But not with me.

Why is it independent to start all over again? He was an only child and all the treasures of his parents were certainly his. Why be tired of working and starting your own business from the bottom?

I don't want to be hard. I want to accept it first, because I want to live a good and not difficult life, just like the time in the orphanage. Why is it even so hard again, if I should all I could enjoy as their wife and daughter-in-law are rich.

I'm mad at him, but I don't want it to be obvious. I'm in a fight my way.

It's up to him to do what he does after this. To be sure, I don't want to live hard, if there's something fun and good, why bother yourself!

*****

The eagle let out a long sigh, having finished reading all the writings of his wife, Adhisti.

Now he realized, if the attitude of his mother first, not everything is wrong. He believed too much in Adhisti, so he did not know, what the lover and his future wife had planned.

His love is so blind that it cannot tell the difference between love and a traitor of the heart.

Adhisti only uses himself, to get out of the poverty and distress he experienced as a child in the orphanage.

Now, the Eagle only realized, if what his mother said was true. That, maintaining seedlings of bebet and weights, just like the philosophy of the old people, is not wrong and not for selfishness alone.

It is used to make it easier for us to find out, what and how someone will be our life companion later.

Not just young ambition, which is disguised by the word love only.

People often say, do not advise people who are in love. That's because they don't have the sense to think. If love is blind, cat shit says it tastes brown.

And now, when everything has happened and not only is a word of love necessary, then consciousness is there.

Being late?

The eagle could not answer the question he had asked himself. He didn't know, what he should do for the future after all this was open.

"I have to how else? What do I have to do to bring Adhisti back to life?"

The eagle kept wondering in his heart. He has not been able to give a decision for his life and Adhisti.

Either still have to defend or end it all. The eagle still could not decide for this near future.