He's Mine (Sharing Love)

Traumatizing

"What I'm afraid of is precisely Mita, because it could be, she is still thinking about Dika's sister to this day."

Mama and Mita's dad, look at each other. The two of them, confused by what Nanda had just said to them.

"What do you mean by Nanda?" ask Mita again.

"Because sister Dika went without news. And at this moment, perhaps in Mita's heart, it was still unable to accept this reality. Because it is undeniable that, Dika's sister was the first to fill Mita's heart."

Nanda tries to give an explanation to Mama and her father Mita. Since he himself could not guess, what about Mita's heart was the deepest.

In Nanda's own heart, there was fear if, Mita only wanted her because of her present circumstances. It was not because of the feelings that were really in Mita's own heart.

From Nanda's childhood past, of course, many things have made him disappointed and traumatized. Especially from his own father. Wawan.

His family life is not complete. All the disappointments and suffering of his mother. Which he witnessed as a child. And in fact, his papa's behavior often creates problems with those around him.

Moreover, so many women are heartbroken because of their papa as well.

This made Nanda act very carefully. He also does not easily trust others.

And all that Nanda did was to take care of her own heart, so as not to be hurt. And of course for the people around him.

"May Mita not have such thoughts Nak Nanda. Aunty will ask if she is ready to marry you soon or not."

Nanda knitted his eyebrows together, hearing the words spoken by his mother Mita.

While his father Mita himself, turned his head quickly towards his wife. He was shocked when his wife said something they had never talked about before.

"Ma," said Mita.

"I mean Auntie?" ask Nanda confused.

"No Pa. Mama doesn't want Mita to still think about Dika. The child who does not know himself. Mama wants, Mita focuses on college and taking care of her husband."

Mama Mita, paused her sentence. He let out a long breath, then continued his sentence again. "Maybe that way, he had no time to think of a no-no. Especially Dika."

"Yes Ma. That's right, too" replied his father Mita, who approved the proposal from his wife.

It is different with Nanda. He just kept quiet. He did not know what to say, with a proposal from his mother Mita herself.

"How's Nak Nanda, you agree with Auntie's proposal?"

Apparently, Mita's mother asked Nanda for an opinion. He wanted Nanda to agree to the proposal.

"Is this not too fast Auntie? I mean Nanda, what about Mita herself?"

"I am also still a student. No job can support Mita and our household later." Nanda was not sure if, Mita would also agree to the proposal.

"Not to think about Nanda. Most importantly, you agree with this proposal. We'll take care of everything."

Nanda nodded as the answer. He does not want to hide. Especially if impressed to take advantage of the opportunity to be the daughter-in-law of the Atmojo family.

He wanted to have a job first. To be able to live independently with his wife later.

Moreover, he is a man. It is different if she is a woman, who will be a wife.

Because men are leaders and priests for their families and households. As a backbone as well. And Nanda, does not want to get the same image as his papa, Wawan.

"Don't Aunt. I don't want to pressure Mita to rush into marriage. Let him enjoy the present. There was a flurry of lectures he had just started as well."

Mama Mita, took a deep breath. But he finally nodded in agreement with Nanda's words.

The two of them, finally decided to no longer talk about marriage.

"alright. We're not going to say this to Mita. Let him alone have a thought in that direction."

"Thank you, Nanda. And we're sorry, if we're impressed to impose our will. Especially my aunt. Once again sorry son," said his mother Mita, who felt she had forced her will on Nanda.

"It's okay Auntie. I understand the condition of Mita and Aunt. As a parent, let alone a mother, would want the best for her child."

Her mother Mita smiled, hearing the answer given by Nanda.

He felt very confident that his son would be happy. Married to a man like Nanda.

*****

At mom Amel's house.

Everyone is ready to go to the airport. But the Eagle, who wanted to take his mother and his father, could not even come. Because there was a phone call from his secretary who was in the office.

..."What's up?"...

..."Signore. There's a commotion on the project that just went."...

..."Meaning?"...

..."Citizens rampaging Sir. He said the compensation money given had not been clear. And they're blocking the process of clearing the area of the project land."...

..."How could that be? There are people who take care of it, right? There are financial statement files that come out for compensation reimbursement as well. Quickly contact the relevant parties and also the company's attorney. And investigate the case. If there is a misappropriation of project funds, let it be processed quickly."...

..."Well Mr."...

..."I'll be in the office soon."...

..."Well Mr."...

Click!

"What's Lang doing?" mama Amel asked, who heard her son's high-pitched voice.

He was worried that the Eagle was getting angry because of work.

"It's okay Ma. There are only a few problems in the project that just got underway." The eagle tried to calm the heart of his mother, so as not to worry about her condition and also the office.

"Related?" ask Mama Amel again.

And the Eagle, nodding assented quickly.

Finally, Mama Amel could only sigh deeply. She looked at her husband, Papa Ryan, who had just been quiet.

When the Eagle went to the kitchen to get some water, Amel's mother asked Ryan. "Pa. Are we going to America?"

"Why? Mama can't bear to see the Eagle has a problem?" Papa Ryan asked his wife.

"Pa..."

"Ma. Let him make a decision and take whatever action it is, without us getting involved. Let him learn to deal with his own problems."

Mama Amel could only nod, and take a deep breath.

He was always worried. With what happened and what his son will do. He did not want to if, the Eagle would make the same mistake after mistake as the old days. When choosing a wife who is not good, and finally makes a traumatized Eagle to establish a relationship and marry for the second time.