He's Mine (Sharing Love)

Anjani's Feelings

If there's the biggest dilemma, it's about feelings. A sense that is present unconsciously if anything, because it is accustomed to being together. Carrying anxiety of the heart, anxiety that can not be quickly eliminated.

That's roughly what Anjani is feeling right now.

The time often spent together with her husband, Samudra Eagle, makes Anjani also have an unusual feeling. Even though he himself is aware, if this is not true. But this feeling is not wrong. She has a taste and keeps it, for her own husband, not for anyone else. All she didn't want was, Anjani, not wanting her feelings to hurt Adhisti, her husband's legal wife.

In the morning, as usual, Adhisti would come to chat with her. Eliminate drowsiness, if you have to be at home alone.

Adhisti, walking towards Anjani's house, holding her enlarged belly. He smiled, as soon as he entered the terrace of the house and saw the busyness of Anjani.

"For Jani. Wow, this is the rose. You are a rose lover, right? add a lot of this collection," asked Adhisti, pointing to the pots of roses neatly lined up on the front porch.

"Yes Ma'am. I love the roses. Actually all the flowers I like, but because of the easy care on the roses, I just like it anyway," Anjani replied with a smile, then put down the sprinkler plant.

"You look more beautiful I see. What's hayo's secret?" Adhisti, asked in a joking tone to Anjani.

"Hehehe... Mama could have. Usually this way too, right? I dare not use cosmetics. The doctor said, I am not allowed to use cosmetics carelessly. Especially those that contain mercury, so I'm afraid and it's better not to use it," Anjani replied while shaking his head repeatedly.

"Oh so yeah. So you are already beautiful from there then. Well, surely you have a lot of crush huh a long time ago?" ask Adhisti, trying to figure out Anjani's past.

"Hehehe. I'm shy, school and college, I don't have many friends. In fact, I spend more time in the library. Therefore, I work also only at home, giving private to children in need. Besides, I'm just a coach for martial arts and rock climbing at the sports club."

"Oh yeah? You said you were shy, but you had to meet the crowd." Adhisti, do not believe what Anjani said.

"Yes that's it. I love that sport, Ma'am, and it just so happens that others believe in me, to be able to train beginners only. But yeah so, I don't interact too much outside of practice. Maybe they think I am arrogant, but I am not. I'm just not confident, if I have to be in the crowd."

Adhisti, dissatisfied with the answer given by Anjani. She did not believe it just like that, because what she saw, Anjani was beautiful and smart. He also looks dexterous and can quickly adjust. But, during knowing Anjani, Adhisti never saw Anjani go from home, other than with the Eagle who invited him.

"Aren't you bored at home?" ask Adhisti again.

"No Ma'am. In the past, I didn't like going out of the house. Not only because of my broken face yesterday, but I would rather be at home, than go-away without a definite purpose. The accident happened, when I just got home from martial arts training and got picked up by dad."

Adhisti nodded in understanding. He did not know, if there was a girl as beautiful as Anjani who did not like to show off beauty out of the house. Even earlier he heard, if Anjani was not confident while in the crowd.

"Mr. Are you bothered by my face now?" ask Anjani suddenly.

"Egh, no. I was happy, because your face was back to what it was. That means, if I'm bored, you want me to take a walk, even if it's just to the mall or lunch outside?" ask Adhisti, explaining about the question.

Anjani knows, if Adhisti is a little disturbed, because his face is no longer bad like yesterday.

"Yes, sorry, Jani. Because of the accident, you lost your father. Sorry," said Adhisti, then hugged Anjani with regret. He felt, if the accident was also the result of his own actions.

"It's my fate, ma'am. There is no need to be regretted, though I also have not been able to accept all these realities with all my heart."

The last answer from Anjani, makes Adhisti aware, if he is too cruel if he suspects Anjani who is not-no.

"Sorry Jani" Adhisti said in his heart.

"Don't worry, Ma'am Adhis. Soon enough, I will ask the Eagle mas to relinquish his responsibility to me. I know, this marriage is just a form of responsibility, because of the accident. Now, my face is back as it was, let the path of fate be as it should be. I do not want to be the third person, in the relationship of Ma'am Adhis with Mas Elang. Even though I lost my father, because of that incident too. I should be able to organize my new life." Anjani said inwardly, making up her mind to ask the Eagle, her husband, to release himself in the near future.

*****

In the afternoon, when Anjani just finished bathing. Her mother-in-law is coming. With a smile full of happiness, he hugged Anjani who smiled welcoming him.

"How are you, Jani? I'm sorry, Mama just saw you. There's a lot of work for you to finish."

"Yes Ma, it's okay. It is precisely Jani who apologizes, for inconveniencing Mama, with the cost of facial surgery that I did in Korea."

"Ah, that's not a hassle. Mama's happy to see you beautiful again. Turns out, the photo that Mama saw in your house was, less beautiful than the original."

"Photos at home? Mama see when?" anjani asked confusedly.

As long as he was conscious from his coma, to this day, he had never returned to his former home in the Bogor area. He only paid a visit to his father's grave, before returning to this house.

"First, when your father was about to die, he wanted his body returned home first, before being buried. Hence, I know the photos of You while wearing the sportswear You are in. Mama also heard a lot of stories of people who came to visit your house."

The answer given by the mother-in-law, it makes Anjani sobbing. He misses his patient father and loves him very much. He also became confused with the atmosphere of his quiet home, although not as big as the house he currently lives in.

"Mama, may I come back to Bogor soon?" anjani asked her mother-in-law.

"Why? You're not thinking of parting with the Eagle, are you?" asked the mother-in-law with a probing face.