Give Me Hope

Bully'an 1

This is my story IX

We ran as fast as possible to escape from the people who bullied it, we also rested for a while on the side of the road, I should have seen my sister's dirty old clothes stomping on my sister earlier

then I asked too

"You are gapapa andra" said I

My sister could be quiet and not make a sound and she said

"Away from me, because I have a brother village, I also keda so to bully, away from me (while yelling)"

From there I could only daydream, thinking about why she could say that to her own brother, I asked my sister

"Well what's wrong, huh? what is the wrong village, the feeling of brother never bother andra, sister also never bullied you, even brother wants to save andra from bullying earlier"

Andra replied angrily

"It's noisy, Shut up, I hate you so much this is honest from the bottom of your heart, andra does not want to have a sister who comes from the village, Now , look out step aside, andra wants to go home to take a bath"

I was so angry at my sister, but I tried to tell her that I, too, at the same age andraz couldn't hold back her emotional name, yaudah in my mind thought it was possible he was because of emotions so it is so.

I got home, but when I got a slap from my stepfather, he said

"Why can my son be battered like this, huh? you what other kid I'm a dog?"

I was shocked and panicked, why did you blame me, and I answered

"Yah's oath it's not a mistake, you even managed andra just now in kroyok"

and my father slapped me again and said

"You're taught to lie to who, huh? andra said because you andra also got hit in kroyok, why did you find out from where?" already from the village attitude is also a village, lowly base"

I who heard that could only cry out of hurt, this was the first time I felt in my life, I tried to hold back these tears but could not, she said, I wanted to justify the problem, but I was so afraid I was with my father.

"I can't say anything - I can only be patient and endure this heartache".

this morning greeted today with warmth as usual, and I woke up from my sleep, but I could not forget yesterday's shock towards my father and sister who had insulted me,

I tried to forget what happened yesterday, but still couldn't, then I went to stand up to go to the bath, after finishing the bath, I was ready to go to school, I was ready to go to school, in the middle room I also saw my mother who was watching television, I really wanted to convey this matter to my mother.

But I can't, because why? because I saw my mother's happy smile, I didn't want to stop my mother's happiness, so I had breakfast, and rushed off to school, and I said.

"Mother, father Inda left first, assalamualaikum"

my mother and father answered

"wa'alaikumsalam"

While my sister's pocket money is Rp.5000,- but I try to understand, maybe my sister needs her money more.

we arrived at school, and my sister immediately went to her class without saying a word, I told her she was probably still angry, I rushed to my class, like my normal school day, this new school for me was like nothing to life for me, but in the classroom, I was able to find peace in my classroom, namu that peace was snatched away by my upperclassman Rizal.

Rizal also visited the 4th grade, and he came up to me saying.

"Oyy, you know what? this is a benama inda child, he feels from the village loh, do not let you hypnotized the style of his village"

He kept insulting me, and twitching me, I only had 2 choices, Patience or fight, but if I resisted, I was afraid my father would get angry again and say like yesterday, but patiently I can only endure this pain.

And even Rizal, kicked my desk, saying" Wake up bangs**, show me your fucking courage yesterday"

I wanted to stand up and hit her in the face, but I couldn't, I was afraid, I was afraid my father was hating me more, and I was afraid to see my mother's trust crumble against me, because I am the proud child of my mother, then I can only be silent and not repay the treatment of rizal to me.

And my back was kicked by Rizal, Rizal also said" This is for the revenge to be soan yesterday damn, do not expect you can calm down to school here while there is still me hahaha"

Rizal also left me, and I could only be silent like a numb person, in my heart I can only say, patient, patient people patient in dear god.

we immediately started learning Indonesian, after 30 minutes the lesson was completed, and changed to Sport lessons, where it was a lesson that I really liked, I immediately rushed to change my clothes, but suddenly there was something suspicious in my bag.

I also opened my bag, it turns out that my clothes doubted that there was something dirty and it was not who I was, my clothes became very smelly, and I did not bring a replacement shirt, and I did not bring a replacement shirt, I don't want to have to wear that shirt, because if I don't follow his studies, I'm afraid he'll be stamped as a bad boy.

And I also went to the school field, in the school field we were lined up, for gymnastics first so that there were no injuries fitting sports, but there was one student who said,

" hmm the smell of yes, what is this smell so disgusting"

then the eyes of all the students were on me,

the teacher called me, too,

"Here you go, that kenoa your shirt stinks so much, don't you wash it? once away from the field, you are equally father in the warning letter once , hopefully this can make a lesson for you inda"

Then I was very sad to hear the teacher say that, I immediately left the school field.

Pum account walked to my class, maybe I better calm down in class, while waiting for the sports lesson to finish, when I arrived at the classroom door, I opened the door, too, someone is waiting for me.

"That's Rizal" said Rijal

"How do you feel now" while laughing at me with friends.

Oh, so he's the one who fucked me in my mind, and then I answered

"Okaya anyway, even I'm happy to be able to rest in class" I was forced to be so strong, because if I keep complaining for sure he's becoming more and more.

Next Chapter 10's