Give Me Hope

Destroyed His Trust

This is the story of Ku XII

Then I answered "Hehe yes my baby brother thanks "

Then we went home and each opened the door and said

"Assalamualaikum, inda went home" and mother and father replied

"Wa'alaikumsalam"

I was very sad, my mother and father immediately continued watching his tv again, unlike me when in the village, there would be my grandmother who always prepared my favorite fried rice, but I could only be silent and not say anything.

In my mind, you might be my mother cape again, maybe you want me to study independently here.

Then I immediately rushed to the kitchen for dinner because I was hungry after I finished teaching, when I opened the menu, there was nothing, then my mother said

"Oh yes in the food last night abis fitting dinner with inda, you cook eggs only yes in the refrigerator, I forgot to leave for you"

Why not wait for me to go home to teach, why not wait for a while, said in my mind, I immediately replied

"Yes, mah gapapa"

From the bottom of my heart I was very sad, why did I imagine after having a new father and my mother who was by my side now,

different from what I imagined, from the imagination that I imagined, I could be happy, I could spend time together, could eat together, but the reality is that I was too fantasizing

say it in my mind," haha Maybe I'm the one here who's the stepson"

I try not to think about negative things, but why is this heart so unacceptable !.

why is my mother so different affection towards me, the feeling I have tried to be a good child, but why am I so envious of my stepbrother, it was like he was going to take everything from me.

After this incident, I will draw a conclusion

"Because I'm used to the situation, to the disappointment I make laughter"

After I finished eating, I immediately rushed to the room to sleep, but I saw my sister wearing a new shirt, she said, then I thought oh maybe I got a new dress too

I looked into my closet, I kept looking but nothing, and my sister said

"Search what? new shirt? haha you are not bought new clothes, only I bought new clothes (laughing)

then I made an excuse and answered"Hah ge'er really you, brother is just looking for money brother stored in the closet "

In fact, I was looking for new clothes, I think I also got new clothes it was not, why my mother's love is different to me!, as if - the world would hate me so much. say it in my mind.

I went straight to my bed, to forget all this.

the day changed, and the morning began to welcome me back, I immediately woke up my sister, saying "Wake up andra already morning our quarry went together"

and andra answered" Noisy, you know first don't wait for me" while angry, I just ignored it

and as usual I was immediately ready - ready to go to school. breakfast already, maximum handsome face already, okay I say goodbye first to my father and mother while saying"Dad, father,Mother Inda left first, yes"

And my father answered me"*Why is Andra not awake" and I answered him

"Ko you as a brother is not firm against your sister, why you even let her, is because Andra your step sister hah"

I was confused too, hah ko even so this, I just said as if, then I replied

"Udah ko yah has been forced but andra is still sleeping" and my father was immediately angry - angry for no reason while saying

"There's an outcast, so my sister's not acting"

This oath made me hurt, and this was the second time my father had scolded me for no apparent reason, the feeling I had answered him politely and soberly, but ah let maybe my father has a lot of trouble at work.

I ignored him too, and immediately asked my mother for money, saying

"Mom, ask for money to go to school, and then my mom gives her money and says"

"You have to obey your father now, don't make him angry"

As far as I was confused, why my mother also blamed me, as if - all the blame was on me, I was wrong, I would love to protest but I'm afraid to make my mother angry too, I just replied

"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry, but I promise to be a good and broken child to parents".

My mother also answered

"Yes inda, promise yes, yaudah went to school there, later to the siangan" with a smile

In my mind, hmm it's okay, the important thing is to see my mother smile happily is enough for me as an encouragement to go to my school.

I also answered

"Hehe, yes ma'am ready, leave first yes, assalamualaikum" and my mother replied

"iya inda, wa'alaikumsalam, hearts in the way yes"

I went straight to school by public transport.

Arriving at school, at the gate there were already waiting for me, namely Rizal and his gang, and Rizal also said"Here come with me for a while to the toilet"

I also answered

"What's it for, I'm in a hurry to play pr in class"

And Rizal answered while slapping me

"Don't talk to me for a second"

I immediately fell silent, and following his will when he arrived at the toilet he immediately pushed me and immediately gangbanged me, I could not fight him, wanted to run away also difficult door in the lock.

Inevitably, I could only try to fight back, and Rizal said"This is for yesterday, because you have made me ashamed in front of the brothers smp it" laughingly

I began to lose consciousness, because someone hit me hard on the head from behind, long ago my vision began to get out of control, as if it was going to be dark began to cover my view.

I fell unconscious and realized that I was in the UKS room, and the principal asked me

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