Give Me Hope

Charisa

This is My Story XVI

Days passed, the school was also free, because there is currently an inter-school football tournament, but I still go to school just because I want to get tuition.

As usual I just stayed in class to restore my stamina, then there was a girl who was in class name if not wrong Karisa Anjani, who was also in class,she told me she was beautiful but rich she also seemed she was quiet and had no friends like me, but I ignored her.

I was very comfortable with the quiet class position, not noisy, like finding it to the crowd, and Rizal's gang did not appear rich in watching the inter-school tournament, good because I really want him to disappear from the earth.

Then Karisa asked while not looking at me

"Why don't you take part in the tournament"

I also answered

"That's very troublesome for me"

karisa also answered

"While from what I see you look good at playing ball, and the women in the class are rich and love you very much"

Huh like? feeling I rarely adapt to a creature whose name is a woman, maybe he was just joking (pronounced in my mind) I replied

"huh right"

Charisa

"Yes"

And our conversation stopped, Wait why it was so awkward, the atmosphere was comfortable in the classroom as if it disappeared immediately when we were joking, what is with this feeling, he said, why does my heart beat so hard.

Without a second thought I immediately left the classroom to calm my current strange condition, and left Karisa.

And he also went out of class it turns out, in my mind, wah this is a disaster why it seems as if I became stiff when close to karisa, and karisa also asked.

"You want to go to the cafeteria together?"

Hah the canteen why did he take me to the canteen, as if he did not want to be alone, I replied.

"Please be alone, I'll be able to get hungry when I'm hungry"

Huh very good answer to avoid the beginning of friendship, let's maintain your cold attitude is not to be upset again for trusting others.

Karisa answered

"Oh yaudah I'll be hungry too"

God, why did you give me this kind of disaster, and strangely why he followed me on, this oath made me very uncomfortable, hah the trials of the world have always made me unable to like this.

I ignored it and did not answer the conversation karisa, but why my body stiffened to feel like moving, as if something was hindering my legs, this was the first time I felt my body as strange as this.

I would love to step my feet into the classroom but can't at all, and that makes my stomach sound bad again

"Krruukkk"

My silent image shattered instantly, and my face turned red, and I saw Karisa laughing while asking while pulling my hand

"haha, let's not be mostly silent, the stomach has called"

So ashamed I could not say a word, and could only be silent carried away by the flow of the karisa, my quiet self wait for me, I will definitely pick you back (in my mind)

the school canteen is guarded by Yusup's older brother,

maybe this is the second time I set foot in this new school cafeteria.

"Eh karisa tumben now both to his canteen, he who is the new student, the new brother saw him here" said brother Yusup

karisa also answered

"hehe yes this brother my new friend name is Rindaman, oh yes he is a new student here, may have walked 1 month studying at this school, because he does not have friends like karisa, because he has no friends, that's why I asked him to get to know Yusup"

"Oh so, greetings to know Rindaman, hopefully you can be good friends with karisa yes, because karisa is a very good child but unfortunately his friends like to stay away from karisa,sister put karisa to you at this school huh"

Hah tipped her emang what I her father, anyways I am not his friend at all, this is also the first time I talked to him

I also answered

"I'm not a tem" Karisa immediately shut her mouth and mempton the conversation while saying

"Silver yusup order the yellow rice two yes as usual"

"Okay ready karisa" said yusup

Karisa took me to her dining table and said

"Udah diem aja, don't talk like that in front of the yusup ka, sis yusup already like my brother in this school, if you ngomomomg so, sis yusup could be sad"

acupon answered

"Well what's his business with me, I just want to say his honesty ko , berbohomg it's sin tau ga"

"Yes Rindaman, karisa also knows, but there are ko lies for good so that the person can be excited"(while smiling)

When Karisa smiled she was very sweet, and my face suddenly reddened again because of the trivial matter she smiled, calm down you are a child who will not care about anyone anymore. you must be extra strong to face this disaster in my mind.

And brother Yusup also came to bring his yellow rice while saying

"Because today is a special day, you also make yellow rice special and free for you"

"Wahhh, thank you brother yusup, often free let karisa feel at home here and on hehe" said karisa

"eeeiit is not that easy juleha, later broke brother will not sell again if that"

"who else is juleha, not ko joking brother yusup, thank you very much brother yusup, may Allah obey the goodness of brother yusup more than this aamiin" said karisa

"iya thanks karisa aaamiin, yaudah eat first his yellow rice later to the cold rush even so unpleasant"

I was there just silent while thinking

They are like big sister, but they are not home, and not blood, why can that be?

And me ? I can only fight with my stepbrother, even with my stepfather ,this oath makes me confused whether the happiness of all people is different or I am not allowed to feel the happiness of the name of family?

They swear they made me jealous ! even I also want to feel the harmony of my brother despite the blood difference, I have also fought my hardest to be a good brother for my sister, somehow no matter how much I try, I have to be a good brother, there will definitely be no results in the slightest !

the next chapter 17