Give Me Hope

The Beginning of No Life

This is the story of Ku XIV

"Why should bring the name of the village - the village continues anyway? why is it wrong if you are from the village, and why do you also want to be the same mother? mother Inda is also from ko village why do you accept mother inda, and yes inda had a fight yesterday, besides Inda also fight because inda is not wrong what ko, what ko, besides he's also the one who started his problem not inda"

Suddenly I was shocked because I slipped and overflowed my anger towards my stepfather, my stepfather immediately got angry and slapped me for the 2nd time while saying

"Oh have dared to fight well you, in school instead of actually even makain stupid!"

he pulled me into the living room and kicked me and said

"Hopefully take care of your child, I've never again had to take care of it, why mamah also have to bring the child, mother also udsh know if our economy is also fitting - pasan "

And my mother hugged me and said

"Why the hell well, you are really rude to the mother's child, the feeling of the mother has never been to the andra not so rough, the mother also has never chosen love to the andra, nor has she ever chosen love to the andra, and why would you act something should use violence, why not use it first with a cold brain, honestly well the sick mother sees the biological child of the mother must be treated this harshly in front of the eyes of the mother herself".

Why should I say that to my stepfather, I swear I can't think clearly, my father and mother immediately quarreled before my own eyes, and that's it's because it's my fault, 'cause I'm so fucking pissed off my stepdad.

I tried to calm them both down and said

"Udah father mother do not quarrel, wrong mind, apologize, inda promise will not be a bad child again, have not quarreled, inda do not want to see mother and father quarrel" while crying.

My father also answered

"You shut up first, this is none of your business! and don't ever call me father again, because you're not my son !"

Suddenly I was shocked, hearing my father's words, why did my father say such cruel things to me,

I immediately ran to the room crying, and immediately locked my room, I did not want to go out of the room anymore, I cried as hard as it was in the room.

My mother and father were still fighting in the living room, no matter how long it took, and my mother knocked on my door and said

"You open , here's mom, open the door , mom wants to talk to you for a minute , please open the door 'noo"

I opened the door, and my mother hugged me crying and said

"Sorry about your father well, he may be upset again so hit the inda, if again there is a problem should be directly talking to mother, mother will also help inda ko, inda ko,

don't feel at home with mom"

I also answered

"Yes ma'am I was always beaten up at school, and at home I was as if - will Inda not be considered here, inda very sad mother, very sad, not at school not at home inda always feel depressed, inda want to go back to home inda, to grandma's house again mom, inda not strong here mom, mom, on the one hand you're very happy to be home with mom, but on the other hand you're very depressed here"

My mother also answered

Kasian is also my mother, has already entered her money to school, inevitably I also have to obey my mother's will, that is, because my mother's father he was looking for money to send me to school but I was not polite to say he wanted to move directly to my hometown.

I also answered

"Yaudah mom gapapa if that is, inda will school here until you enter smp, and mom also do not need to come to school, this is an affair of mind, I believe it is the same inda, I, inda can solve this problem"

And my mother answered

"Yaudah if you don't want to say, mom will entrust problems at school to the senses" my mother immediately hugged me tightly, too,

For some reason this was the first time my mother hugged me tightly while crying, I was unconsciously touched by my heart, while feeling guilty about what I had done to my father earlier, she said, which made my mother and father quarrel, why should I spit inappropriate words at my stepfather, and I had made my mother's happy smile crumble.

And from there I started to make the decision not to add friends or make trouble with anyone else,

"and this is the beginning of the nolife happening."

I immediately approached my father apologizing, but my father did not answer my apology, I immediately went back to the room and told my mother

"Mom sorryin inda well, sorry inda yaudah for the smile of happiness of the mother was destroyed, the promise after the inda enter smp, inda will never make the mother sad again."

Which in a sense I won't bother my mother's family anymore

And my mother answered

"Why inda say that, inda already in this house is also the mother was very happy, could see inda setiao day, but if it was an inda decision, mother can not ban inda, mother could not forbid inda, because all decisions are in the inda"

I smiled as well saying

"Yes ma'am, inda promise will be a good child later fit in the inn yard inda, inda promise will be a child yanh sholeh"

My mother also answered

"Yes inda, mom believes ko to inda"

from the problem I was facing right now, I learned a lesson as if the universe slapped me and said

"Your path is difficult first well, so that your heart is great and stronger."

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