Give Me Hope

Give Me Hope
The Beginning of the First Breakdown of Trust



This is the story of Ku VIII


After finishing the school class, we were on vacation for 2 weeks, well, it was good, itung - it calmed the brain loss, my daily life on vacation as usual, like always, helping my grandmother sell in the market.


After helping my grandmother, I also massaged my grandfather who had just returned home from the plantation, kept cleaning up the house, teaching ya so.


The 2-week vacation ended, tomorrow had to go to school again, then the grandmother came home with groceries.


my grandmother also said


"Indaa, grandma has a gift for inda"


I was very happy to hear it, and then I answered.


"Asik, what's the gift, Grandma.?"


Grandma answered, opening her gift


" Tara, this is called a book cover, let the book not be damaged quickly"


I was so happy to hear it, I finally had a book cover like my friends, and I answered


"yeeee, thanks grandma, bad mood"


My grandmother shed tears, saying


"Sorry grandma yes inda, grandma can only give a gift that can be said to be meaningless, sorry grandma who can not buy toys like other children"


I also answered


"Gapapa nek, so this is already very grateful, even in seneng loh nek , finally inda book can be like rich friends - friends inda" said my word


My grandmother hugged me and said


"Thank God if inda seneng, grandma also joined seneng, study diligently again yes inda, because inda got the 4th rank position, grandma added the pocket money to Rp. 2000 Because it has been ranked 4th largest "


I heard him so happy, I replied


"Yee thanks a lot, grandma, inda seneng really, inda promise will definitely be happyin grandma and grandpa when you succeed later, pray'will be yes inda ya nek so it can be achieved"


grandma pum answered


"Yes inda, grandma always do'ain the best ko make inda, every day grandma do'ain inda"


It was the most beautiful memory of my childhood that I have ever felt today, but new wounds also appeared after akh occupied the 4th grade.


Where I was on my way home that day, and how shocked I was, seeing my mother come home, I was so happy to see my mother again,


then I also said


"My mother came home (while running and hugging my mother)"


My mother also answered


"Yes inda welcome, how does the school run smoothly? "


I also answered


"Current ma'am, as usual, and I also got a 100 in the IPA subjects earlier(while showing)"


my mother also answered


"Well, good defense, yes, I'm so proud of you"


Then I told my mother everything that happened in school, I was so happy to tell my mother, because I was so lost to my mother.


Tina - my mother told me to play outside, and then I asked


"What's wrong mom"


My mother also answered


I also answered


"Yeee thank you Mah, yaudah inda main first assalamualaikum"


My mother also answered


"Yes the same - same inda, ,wa'alaikumsalam, do not play far away"


I also answered


"Yes mah"


I also immediately went to play, to the field, where I played ball, after a jam playing ball, I went straight home, because I felt hungry, because I felt hungry, when I got home, I asked my grandmother,


"Sir, my grandmother was talking about what"


Grandma also answered


"In the near future, you will have a new father, so a good child yes inda can not be naughty in addition you will have a new sister"


I felt so happy, my grandmother said so, I finally have a new father plus I have a sister now, I am so grateful to you God has answered all my do'a.


Turns out I was wrong, I thought I'd be happy to have a stepfather and a half-sister, the opposite, I was wrong, I was wrong,


My stepfather's name is "Dedi"


And my half-brother's named "Andra"


I will also be transferred to a new school. "New Bandung Negri Primary School 2"


When they came into their life, they took my mother away from me when it arrived, My mother bought a used house so I could stay together, I was forced to come with my mother, and my school was forced to move, this was the beginning where I became quiet.


When we all moved, I also had a room but a room to listen to my stepbrother, and I went to the same school with my step-sister just another class, doang,


I was in 4th grade and my sister in 2nd grade was only 2 years different, the beginning of her tragedy began on Sunday during school holidays, I just stayed in the room no where, no where, no where, my sister kept saying


"Sister, play yu bosen at home"


I also answered


"In addition to where andra is, hot - hot like this, cape knows"


Andra also forced me to play while crying, because I could not bear to see my stepbrother crying I also granted his request while answering


"Jude, where's the play.?"


andra was happy because she wanted to be granted, she continued to answer


"let's go to the field"


And we went to the field, while walking, and it turns out that in the field there are those who are playing ball, we also directly there want to watch who is playing ball.


Then there was one player who was injured, because the leg accidentally kicked a rock, and I volunteered as a substitute, and they said.


"Oh you're the new guy who's moving, and the same school with me"


I also answered


" Hehe yes ka, I'm new here , I'm from the village"


And they answered while insulting me


"Well from the village? very unclean from the village, hus there do not play here the base of kampungam haha"


I could only bengong while thinking what was wrong from the village, the feeling I did not do a moment also to them, and they pushed me down, and they pushed me down, once there akh very angry, because of losing to patience I also beat the man


And without realizing my sister andra was also being bullied by a child her age, I immediately kicked, the person who insulted me while running to bring my sister andra away.


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