Give Me Hope

Depressed

This is the Story of Ku XIII

"What happened son, why did you get battered like this, and found already in the toilet passed out" then I replied

"Pak gapapa ko"

whether I was the wrong one, whether my imagination, I saw Rizal sitting in front of me, and Rizal stood up and said.

"You are finally conscious"

I was also confused why he brought me to the Uks, he also had me gangbanged.

And why did he put on a face that didn't feel the slightest bit guilty!

The principal replied

"Rizal's the one who took you to the Uks, Rizal said he found you unconscious in the toilet"

In my mind, is he a demon who transformed into a human being.

and Rizal also replied "Yes sir, I was very worried because I found my junior sister unconscious in the toilet and a lot of shoes on her shirt, he had it on the toilet" rizal

And the teacher asked me

"Is it true that you've been ganged up on the toilet"

I also want to answer that the one who ganged me was on the edge of the headmaster

But rijal stuck me, with a very scary face, I immediately lied while saying

"iiiya sir, I had been gnawing at my toilet seat, but I could not see the face that was gnawing at me, because the look on my face was covered by cloth, that's why I can't see who beat me up"

the teacher immediately replied

"You don't lie, this is your second case, I'm very worried about you, why you can hate a lot of you, which I see you are a very quiet student, and smart, but why to you many who do not like?, yaudah gapapa but later if you remember the perpetrator immediately said well, father will scold him, said the principal

I also answered directly

" Yes, sir, I'll tell you when I remember him"

and the teacher left me with Rizal in the uks room

And Rizal threatened me and said

"If you open your mouth, I won't hesitate to make you suffer at school every day, let it be a village !"

I could only nod my head, so scared of him to Rizal

And Rizal went and said

"So well lo attitude, you're still lucky to make his problems to me, if it gets to someone else maybe this will be even worse, mix it up"

I could only shut up, and while still limp, I,

I thought, My feelings never made trouble for him, and his feelings also started this problem, and I never fought back, only today against too.

It turns out that true, the human eye is too clear to see the faults of others, but it is too vague to see the faults of others, but my grandfather once said, we little people walk slowly, we are little people, but never retreat because of circumstances.

I ignored the problem, and continued to rest in the uks room, after recovering quickly, I also stood up and while walking to my class, and all my friends just fell silent and ignored me.

And the teacher asked me

"Why do you push yourself, just stay in the uks room, don't learn more"

I also answered

"Nothing, sir, you are still strong enough to learn" and the teacher replied

"if you are still strong enough to learn, you will not forbid inda"

I also answered

And walk straight to my desk, and follow the teacher's lesson.

because the teacher was the last lesson, after the learning jam, we immediately went home, right back at the school gate there was Rizal who was like waiting for me.

And Rizal also said"I just want to tell you, hopefully after this incident you can understand if making trouble with me again will be even worse"(while embracing me)

I can only nod my head

And he said goodbye, too

"You have free time, you can be spacious, I need an attacker who can be relied on to fight the school next door, that's also if you can."

In my mind, he didn't think it was okay to gang up on me, and immediately invite me to play ball? I swear I just found this cruel man, I answered

"Ga can be sorry, I'm still limp"

And Rizal answered while holding me

"What did you say, zal? razal yes I warn you once again, if I violate again I end the village lo"

then I just nodded my head.

Why am I hard to fight it, as if - this is a mouth that seems to be stuck, I just first felt this depressed sensation, somehow I was afraid, and gabisa moved even a little.

Rizal immediately died me and went home, I went straight home also on a public vehicle, too,

Once at home I did not say hello for the first time, I went straight into the house, and went straight to my room, for some reason today I feel devastated, not at home, not at school.

I went straight to sleep, holding back my unexpressed anger, and my mother came home and called me saying

"Wake up, that baby brother is at the gate"

I also answered

"Today I'm off first ma'am, not feeling well, just as limp"

My mother answered immediately

"Why are you Inda, sick again?" (to worry)

I also answered

"Yes ma'am, limp from school"

And my mother answered

"Oh yaudah if so, take care of health well, continue to sleep anyway" my mother also immediately left me

And I continued my sleep, too,

I'm sorry my baby sister is not willing to teach, I just want to be alone first to calm myself first.

And the morning may greet me, I sleep out of my blanket, for I still want to be alone,

And my father approached me, without further ado he immediately pulled my blanket as he said

"So men should not be lazy"

and he looked at my face and said

"look at your son's mother, he's fighting rich, why your face? abis fighting huh? inda father beg your village attitude is not brought - take it to the house dong, dad already cape have to tell you again like what"

I can't say anything else I'm so sick of, why bring the village - the village continues, honestly I swear I was very angry and while saying.

The next chapter 14