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WHEN LOVE IS UNSPOKEN
Karin has a boyfriend, his name is Andri. Karin had long been friends with Andri, last year, when they went on a school trip. Karin begins to realize that she is in love with Andri. Before the Journey ends, Karin takes steps to declare her love for Andri. Andri was willing to accept it, they became lovers, but the way they loved each other a little different.Karin always concentrated on Andri and loved his person, but on the other hand, he always focused on his personal life, Andri never thought Karin existed. For Karin, Andri is the only man she loves, but for Andri, maybe Karin as a backup boyfriend. "Andri, do you want to go watch a movie ?" Ask Karin.
" I can't" replied Andri
" Why, are you busy ?" Karin with a feeling of disappointment.
"No. I'll meet a friend" answered Andri. Andri was always like that . Andri often meets girls in front of Karin's eyes, such as assuming Karin doesn't exist. For him, karin is just his mistress' girlfriend. "The word 'Love' just came out of my mouth . Ever since I knew her, I've never heard her say 'I Love You' to me. He never said anything from the first day we were dating. Every day, he just gives me a doll, every day. I don't know why?" karin asked in her heart.Then one day ...
Carin : "emb.. Andri , I.."
Andri : "What?"
Karin: "I love you."
Andri (just give a doll and go home). That's how Andri ignored Karin. there was not a word and Andri just gave the doll. Then he left, like he was avoiding. Karin receives dolls from Andri almost every day, until Karin's room room is full of dolls given by Andri.
Then one day came, the 15th birthday of 19-year-old Karin . When Karin wakes up in the morning, Karin always imagines celebrating her birthday together with Andri in a garden full of flowers. Day passed, night passed and the sky was dark. Andri hasn't called Karin yet, until Karin falls asleep. Then around 2 am, suddenly Andri called Karin until he woke up. He told Karin to get out of the house. Karin welcomed her with joy, and continued to imagine the beautiful things she had always imagined.
Karin: "Andri..?"
Andri: "Here ...Take this "Once again, she gives Karin a small doll.
Karin: "What is this?"
Andri: "Yesterday I forgot to give it to you, so I give it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.."
Karin: "Wait, wait ! Do you know what day it is?"
Andri : "Today? I don't know"
Karin feels very sad, Karin thinks Andri will remember her birthday. Andri turned around and left like nothing had happened. Then Karin shouted: "Wait ... !!"
Andri: "Do you want to say something?"
Karin: "Tell me, tell me you love me."
Andri: "What? !"
Karin: "Say!" (Karin hugging Andri from behind).Hopefully, Andri can say that she loves Karin. But in fact Andri only spoke coldly. "I don't want to say that, if you're disappointed to hear it, please find my replacement" Andri went. Hearing that Karin cried and fell to the ground. "why you can't tell me Love, How could he? I feel that maybe he's not the right guy for me." cried karin
After a month passed, Karin started going to school again. But what Karin saw was painful, because seeing Andri walk with another girl, . Karin immediately ran back to the house and saw the dolls in her room, crying, saying "Why did she give these dolls to me, Are the Dolls given to other girls?" in his anger Karin pelted the doll. Then suddenly, the phone rings, which turns out to be Andri. Andri tells Karin to come to the bus stop outside Karin's house. Karin tries to calm herself down and goes to the bus stop. Karin keeps promising in her heart that she will forget Andri, and asks for a break up. Andri came to Karin's face, holding a large doll.
Andri : "Today, I thought you were angry, But you really came" (while thrusting a large doll)
Karin: "I don't need it."
Andri : "why?"
Then Karin took the doll from her hand and threw it in the street.
Karin: "I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore ! I don't want to see anyone like you anymore!".
But unlike the other days, Andri's voice was very trembling. "I'm sorry" Andri apologized in a small voice. Then Andri tried to take the doll on the street.
Karin: "You fool! Why did you take the doll? !"
But Andri ignores Karin and picks up the doll . Then ..."Peeeps.... Peeep...!!!" With a loud horn, a large truck was heading towards Andri.
"Andri ! Go ! Away ! " Shouted Karin.
But Andri does not listen to Karin, Andri crouches down and picks up the doll . " Boom ! " The voice was, so terrible . That's how Andri left karin. That was how Andri went without opening her eyes to say a single word of love to Karin.
After that day , Karin must live life by herself shrouded in so deep sadness And after spending two months like a madman, Karin takes one of the dolls that Andri once gave her. "Only these dolls are my memories with you, I remember the days I spent with her, when we were in love" raced like crazy.
" One ... two .. three ... " Karin started counting dolls." Four hundred and eighty-five dolls "It all ends with 485 dolls . Karin then started crying again, with the doll in her arms, karin hugged the doll tightly, then suddenly ... " I love you ~ , I love you ~ "Karin was surprised, then dropped the doll, Then Karin took her doll back and pressed her belly ." I love you ~ I love you ~ "
" I love you ~ "" I love you ~ "" I love you ~ "The words come out of the doll endlessly. I ... love you ... " Why didn't I realize that his heart was always beside me, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that she loved me this much ?"
then Karin took the doll under the bed and pressed down on her stomach, it was the last doll, the one that fell on the street, with bloodstains on it. and the voice that came out of the big doll.
" Wall... Do you know what today is ? We've loved each other for 486 days . Do you know what 486 is ? I can't say I love you . because I'm too embarrassed ... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you .. everyday .. until I die ... Paskins ... I love you ... "
Tears came pouring out from the two eyes. "Why? Wh why? I asked God, why do I know all this now? She can't be by my side, but she loves me until her last minute ..." Karin was full of tears
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