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I FOUND YOU AGAIN



I looked at the row of names, “oh not”, it turns out there is a name. My heart was pounding when I found out he was the one I loved since High School a bunch of KKNs with me. My eyes were incessantly staring at his name which left me speechless for a while with a still-unbelieving face. Think for sure the many beautiful days we went through in that foreign place.


I can't wait to tell him how happy I am to be with him. But that's all impossible I thought. I know, she's been dating since high school with someone I know quite well who she is and how different I am from her boyfriend.


Those beautiful days are coming. How fast this heart saw the beauty that once made me fall in love. I looked into her beautiful eyes, and there was not the slightest hint of her beauty. I just realized it still feels like it's there.


In that strange place, many wonderful days I went through with him. Not a single moment that I missed without her beautiful smile. I love the sorrow I always go through together.


Happy is this heart when it knows that it is not with it. Want this heart to scream out a happy laugh calling its name. But not so with him, often I see pain in his eyes. I want to entertain and make laughs. Treating his heart and wounds of disappointment given men who are not aware of the beauty of him.


Since then, I've tried to cheer up her days. Returned her smile that I hadn't seen in a while. It is truly unbearable for this heart to express a sense of being stifled in the chest.


Under the clock that is decorated with sparkling colorful lights I tried to invite him to look for a fresh breeze. Tired legs felt, leaning us on a bench that calms the soul.


I held her hand, looked her in the eye, spoke of love. I express all the feelings I've been harboring all this time. With trembling hands, nervous lips, I finally whispered “i love you”. A happy cry flowed down her cheeks. Want to feel hugging him when he said “may I think about it first” this heart feels like it can't stop shaking.


Every night I look forward to her answer, how happy she was when she gave me the answer I wanted to hear. I really love you F A.


I love you, and just you make me happy


***LOVE IN STOP**


As usual after school, I sat sweetly at the school decet stop while waiting for someone not my girlfriend but my Prince. I don't know his name because we're not a school so I call him Prince.


I'm at SMK and he's at Star High School. School he's the same I'm a neighbor so I can only meet him at this stop. A few minutes later he came and he was sitting next to me.


Sometimes I want to talk with him but later I guess SKSD again. Just a little talk while waiting for the bus. Uh our bus is coming. We were? Yaps, our house is unidirectional and it makes me able to look at him silently. Unfortunately, the bus was full and there was only one seat.


“His power will sit him nih” I said in my heart and my guess was wrong he even told me to sit here.


“You sit here aj” tell him to smile.


“Makasih kak” answered me while smiling deliberately I called him brother when I know that he is the same age I let him know his name.


“how old we are, my name is Ega”


“Still Ega” he just smiled.


This incident was really like a dream. And now I know his name. The bus kept moving away from the stop.



“Thank you, Shell” Reject me smooth.


“Totally nih?” Shella.


“Iya Shella” answer me with a smile.


“Gue first yes! Bye” says shella.


“Be careful!” Shella is not horrified.


“Hopefully meet Ega again” I said inwardly.


And my prayer was answered, he was sitting at the stop playing his cellphone. I approached him.


“Hei” greet me while sitting next to Ega.


“Hei also” reply Ega, “oh yes this book lo fall as lo down” Ega nyodorin a book wrapped in pink and written All About Me and I was shocked.


“Campus can really fall! What if he has read” I said in my heart.


“Nes, nes”


“E-eh what?”


“Kok lo bengong? The book lo”


“Gue is not dumb. Thanks ya”


“Iya both. Hm, I also like the same people who always steal the right look at the stop and on the bus” Ega smiled and looked at me .


“Means?”


“Gue has read the book. I want to know you better. Can it?” Ega smiled back.


“Bole” answer me while smiling sweetly.


From now on we will get to know each other more*.