
That afternoon, when Sean and Sandra were out of the house, Kanaya approached her son. The woman wept stroking the face of the handsome baby whom she named Nathan Abinaya Ibrahim.
"I'm sorry, dear. Forgive me for having to leave you." Kanaya kissed both cheeks of her son with tears.
Her memory returns when she was pregnant with baby Nathan for nine months. The pain of her struggling with childbirth still feels like it was just yesterday.
Sean and Sandra ask him to stay. However, how did he stay there while his heart ached at the thought of having to part with his newborn child?
It was not that Kanaya did not want to give Asi to her son. However, the unwillingness to let go of Nathan would definitely feel heavier if Kanaya still continued to hang on there.
"I'm sorry, son, I'm really sorry." Kanaya came back crying. His hands stretched out rubbing his son's body, then, again kissed the cheek of the baby boy.
Currently, Kanaya lives in Sandra's house. They all moved to the capital after a few days of Kanaya returning home from the hospital.
Weakly and with tears constantly running down her cheeks, the woman got up, coming out of the room. Kanaya heads for the kitchen, bidding farewell to Bi Lasmi who also moves into Sandra's house.
"I want to go ahead for a moment Bi. Please take care of Nathan, Bi." Kanaya held back her tears in order for Bi Lasmi not to suspect her.
"Good, Non." Bi Lasmi nodded. While Kanaya, go straight out of the house.
After Kanaya died, Bi Lasmi went straight to baby Nathan's room. The woman smiled when she saw the tiny baby looking adorable while asleep.
***
Kanaya is currently in an online taxi. The woman decided to go to her mother's house. He wanted to calm down and be honest with his father.
Kanaya could not bear to imagine her entire family was currently waiting for her to give birth. Especially the father who was so happy and very enthusiastic when he saw his pregnancy.
I'm sorry dad. I'm sorry I let you down.
Kanaya let out a long breath. His sweaty hands squeezed each other.
"You better be honest with your father, Nay. I'm sure you'll understand." His mother said as Kanaya called yesterday morning.
"At this time, my health has improved. I'll help you talk to your father." His mother's voice was heard again.
Hearing her mother's words, Kanaya's desire to leave Sandra's house grew stronger. He really couldn't stay there for long. The closer he got to his son, the more Kanaya felt hard parting with the tiny baby.
Forgive me, Son. May you be happy. Mama is sure, papa you and his wife will definitely take good care of you.
***
Sean called Kanaya many times. However, his phone connection was not picked up by his second wife.
Bi Lasmi also looked anxious. It has been almost half a day since Kanaya's departure.
"Auntie sure, if Naya just say goodbye want to go forward?"
"Yes, Den. Non Naya said she wanted to go ahead for a while." Bi Lasmi looked at Sean with guilt.
"If you know it turns out that the old Non Kanaya, mending was aunty joined go nganterin Non, Naya," regretted Bi Lasmi. He really did not expect that Kanaya had left for so long.
"Did he bring something with him when he left, Bi? That means, a big bag, for example?" Sean looked at the housekeeper he trusted so much.
"No, Den. Non Naya didn't bring anything, so I didn't suspect anything. I think Non Naya is really ahead." Bi Lasmi looked at her master with guilt.
"Yes, Auntie please help take care of Nathan, Bi. Let me find my wife."
"Good, Den."
Bi Lasmi leaves from Sean's presence feeling guilty. Sean tried to call Kanaya.
"Where are you, honey? Why haven't you come home yet?"
Sean still keeps making phone calls. However, Kanaya did not pick it up.
The man then rushed out of the house. Ride his car while looking for Kanaya along the road.
It was already night time, his concern for Kanaya grew even more. Moreover, when remembering that Kanaya who just recovered after giving birth two weeks ago.
"Kanaya, where are you, honey?"
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