Finding True Love Aishah

Disillusioned

"Hey." Suddenly there was a male voice from behind that shocked Aishah. Aishah instantly wiped away the tears flowing down her cheeks. Then Aishah turned around to see who was behind her.

"Eh Doctor Dariel." Aishah smiled.

"Kok alone, where's Radit?" Doctor Dariel wails in search of Radit's presence.

"Sister Radit is at work, there's a meeting out of town. So I came to the hospital myself" Aishah explained. Doctor Dariel nodded his head in a sign of understanding.

"It seems Radit is now more cheerful, he can also control his emotions well. It must be all thanks to you." Doctor Dariel sat on another bench next to Aishah. Aishah just smiled.

"What did Radit's sister ever get sick, Doc?" Aishah scrunched his forehead. Actually, Aishah had been a long time since she first met Doctor Dariel wanted to ask Radit about his illness first. However, never completed. Either because you forget or do not have the right time to ask.

"Don't Radit ever tell you?" Doctor Dariel looked confused. Then Aishah shook her head.

"Radit used to love his mother. He was depressed because of the sudden departure of his mother. So I have to consult with me for a few months." Doctor Dariel's gaze glared far up into the sky.

"So Doctor Dariel is a psychologist?" Aishah.

"Yes, I was a psychologist. More precisely I want to become a psychologist and had been a psychologist for about three years. But as time goes on and because of someone. I want to go deeper into the medical world. So I learned more about medicine. And now I'm a specialist in." Doctor Dariel's gaze again soared up into the sky.

"Then what about Radit?" Aishah returned to the topic.

"Then Radit and I were close friends. The Radit I knew was a very good Radit, and I never even saw him angry. Suddenly, an accident takes the life of his mother. Radite shock is severe, even to depression. Radit turned into an emotional Radit. Every day he was angry, even the things in his house broke because of his actions. And what makes him even more depressed is his girlfriend. Her boyfriend was caught cheating on her with his own father and got her mother in an accident and died." Doctor Dariel took a deep breath.

"Bella?" Aishah looked at Doctor Dariel.

"So you already know about Bella?" Doctor Dariel widened his eyes.

"Yes, Bella was married to Dad a few years ago. Radit's sister also told me about Bella having an affair with Dad and causing Mom an accident. Bella could have taken all the wealth that Dad had. Even Dad disappeared and until now his whereabouts have not been known." Aishah looked sad

"What! So Bella was that cruel? Really that woman. Actually, I've been reminding Radit since he was dating Bella. But Radit did not believe it. She still insists on maintaining her relationship with Bella. Even Radit was infatuated with the woman. Either Radit saw the woman from which angle. I even had time to tease her, but Radit was still her lover." Doctor Dariel let out a long breath.

"So that's what makes Kak Radit emotionally unstable." Aishah nodded her head.

"Yes, Radit used to consult with me for almost a year. And for a year that Radit showed pretty good development. His emotions are under control, although not yet fully stable. Radit once said to me that he would fulfill his mother's will to marry the girl of his mother's choice, you are Aishah." Doctor Dariel explains at length.

"Well, sometimes I am confused by Radit's attitude with me. Sometimes he is very good, but sometimes also very indifferent and even rude. He's always mad when I talk about Dad." Aishah stared far in front of him.

"But it looks like you can make Radit hold back his emotions. It stabilizes Radit's emotions. I was just getting overwhelmed." Doctor Dariel chuckles.

"Whatever Radit's attitude, now I miss him a lot. He used to be very good, hopefully Radit can come back as it was." Doctor Dariel glared far up into the sky.

"I wish it was like that, Doc. It's noon, I have to go home." Aishah got up from her seat.

"When I'm going to visit home. The address is still the same as it used to be, right?" Doctor Dariel stood up from his seat.

"We've moved house. Bella has taken everything from Radit's sister." Aishah looked at Doctor Dariel with a pushy look.

"What! So home too? Really outrageous of him! Then I'll ask for your new home address." Doctor Dariel pulled the phone out of his pocket.

They exchange phone numbers, and Aishah sends the full address of her new home. They split up in the hospital hallway. Aishah returns home, while Doctor Dariel returns to work.

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The day is getting hotter, the sun is getting hotter. Kirana just finished her second interview. However, it turns out that Kirana failed to get the position she wanted. Kirana was very upset.

"How could they not accept me to work here? They're really stupid." Kirana kept cursing in her heart. Kirana walked out of the interview room.

Today, Radit is meeting out of town. I can't see him now. Maybe I can whine at Aishah, so that I can be accepted to work at her company without selection.

Then Kirana took the phone from inside her bag. After searching for one name in her contact, Kirana pressed the call button.

Tut. tut's…

There was a phone call from across there.

"Hello, assalamu'alaikum Kira."

"Wa'alaikum greetings Aish."

"What's up?"

"Aish, may I ask you one more request? I beg?" Kirana sounds groaning to Aishah.

"Take me to work for your company. Please, I don't know where else to work. Hiks hyks." Kirana began to perform the show by letting out her cultural tears.

"Well, aren't you in an interview? Did you not escape?" Aishah was confused.

"Yes Aish, someone has filled the position I'm going to apply for." Kirana's voice was sad.

"Where are we now?" Aishah began to sympathize.

"I'm still in the office. I'm ashamed to have to go back to your house. Then how am I going to get on with my life if I don't get a job. I can't go home Aish village. Huahua." Kirana's cries were getting made up.

"Yes, you go home first. We'll talk at home. I'm still on my way home now, too." Aishahs.

"I'm ashamed of you Aish. Especially with your husband, I can't keep hitchhiking in your house if I don't have a job at all." Kirana.

"Have not thought too much about such a thing. We are friends, it is my duty to help you." Aishahs.

Finally Kirana managed to make Aishah sympathize with him. When Kirana returned to Aishah's house, Aishah had already arrived home first. Aishah was already waiting for Kirana's arrival on the living room sofa.

"Assalamu'alaikum Aish." Kirana went into the house.

"Wa'alaikum salam. Let's sit here first Kira." Aishah patted the sofa nearby, for Kirana to sit there. Kirana carefully sat down at the spot Aishah had pointed at earlier.

"Aish, I'm asking you one more time. Give me a job. I can work anything. Or I'll help Aunt clean up in this house. This house is big, so I will be the maid in this house. Do you allow aish? I can't go home empty-handed Aish." Kirana knelt in front of Aishah while showing her sad face to Aishah.

Aishah was also eaten by Kirana. Aishah could not bear to see Kirana until she knelt to him. Finally Aishah decided to accept Kirana to work in her company, but in the packaging of goods so there is no need to go through the selection stage.

"Don't kneel like that. Get up, I'll recommend you to the packaging department." Aishah helps Kirana to get up and sit on the sofa.

"Thank you Aish, I'm so happy to finally get to work." Kirana clasped Aishah's hand.

Nothing in any part, the most important thing right now is that I can get into this house, then into the company, and finally I'll get into your house Aish. Haha

Kirana muttered in heart. Kirana does still have a grudge against Aishah, because Lintang used to be. And now Kirana wants her revenge by seizing Radit's heart from Aishah.

At night Radit just came home from work. Radit didn't have time to eat dinner at home. Radit had just arrived home at about ten in the night. Faithfully, Aishah awaits the arrival of her husband.

"You haven't slept, baby?" Radit got out of the car and handed Aishah his briefcase and suit. Aishah just shook her head. Aishah held her husband's hand up the stairs.

"Oh yeah what about your checkup results?" Radit dropped himself on the bed.

Aishah bowed lethargicly, then sat down beside her husband. Aishah took a large brown envelope on the table and handed it to Radit. Radit wakes up to sit on the edge of the bed. Radit opened the brown envelope and read it.

"I don't understand, what does this letter mean? Can you explain?" Radit scrunched his forehead.

Aishah took a long breath.

"Sorry Brother." Aishah lowered her head. Radit looked Aishah in the eye.

"Why?" Radit looks confused.

"Aish has endometriosis" Brother." Aishah looked into her husband's eyes, and there was a river in the corner of her eyes.

"What's that?" Radit is confused.

"Excessive pain during menstruation. Endometriosis can occur because Aish's stomach had a severe impact. And as a result Aish is hard to get pregnant." Aishah did not dare to return Radit's gaze.

"What! So you can't give me a descendant?" Radit was very surprised by Aishah's words. Aishah just bowed sadly. Aishah could no longer hold back the tears she had been holding back. Aishah had expected Radit to be very disappointed to hear all this.

"It could be sister, but it might take a while for that. Aish has to do regular treatment for a few months first." Now Aishah has shed tears.

Radit was silent. Honestly from the heart, Radit felt very disappointed and sad with the results of Aishah's examination. However, this was not entirely Aishah's fault either. Radit was really hit with all this. During this time, Radit has been craving the presence of a baby in the midst of his marriage with Aishah. However, all that Radit must endure until Aishah is healed. If it can be completely healed. Otherwise, Radit must bury deeply into his desire to have children.

"But you'll be able to heal, right?" Radit stroked Aishah's broken hair. Radit wanted to make sure he still had hope of having offspring.

"Aish is sure, Aish can recover." Aishah said with complete confidence.

Why does Radit seem to not care about my feelings. Did Brother Radit not think in the slightest about how I feel right now? My heart is broken, Brother, let alone the fact that Radit has not even the slightest pity on me. I need support from Radit. I need the spirit of Radit.

Aishah continued to lament her. Aishah felt more and more devastated. I don't think she can be a perfect woman anymore. Women who can conceive and bear children into the world. Aishah felt that there was no use anymore. Aishah continued to curse herself.