Finding True Love Aishah

Aldi's Last Letter

Tomorrow is Aishah's wedding day, the day when two people are united in a bond. A sacred and holy bond. Where both parties must promise in the heart to unite until death do. Two people who merge into one, planting the seeds of love. Water with affection, care with loyalty, and nurture with trust and honesty. Not forgetting to open with each other adds to the bond getting stronger. Bonds that will continue to hold the heart, branching comfort, leafy sense of security to fruiting happiness.

It was very hot weather. The sun is shining so hot. Until the tubers seemed to boil exposed to its radiance. Aishah began to wake up from her nap. Apparently the hot weather forced her to wake up from her deep sleep. Sweat poured everywhere, his body felt wet from a sweat bath. Apparently, Aishah forgot to turn on the AC in her room. Before her wedding day arrives, Aishah does have to take care of her health with extras. More precisely prepare his body, heart and mind.

Aishah wouldn't want anything to disturb his historic day. For a woman, marriage is very important. Being able to be with the man she loves is the most awaited thing. Especially if the two human children love each other. Does the world only belong to two, while others? yes ngontrak. Aishah tried to rearrange her heart. Opening a new sheet is certainly not an easy thing if there are still many black shadows flashing haunt. Tidying up the messy, taking the scattered and certainly throwing away things that are not important.

His heart and feelings really should be rearranged, washed as cleanly as possible. To be clean of everything that can make him regret later on. Until Aishah is ready to put it on a new blank sheet, which she will ink the ink of life together with her husband later.

Last night, Radit came to Aishah's family to apologize. Explain all the problems that happened to him with Aishah. That Radit does not want this misunderstanding to continue and become a stumbling block in his marriage later. Until late at night, Radit had just returned to his home outside the city. There Radit had no family but his father. However, Radit lives in a different house with his father.

In the afternoon, Radit returned to the hotel with his father. Because if he leaves early in the morning before the kabul ijab takes place, surely it will not arrive in time.

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Time so quickly turned around, it just passed without excuse. Finally the long-awaited day has arrived. This is Aishah's wedding day to Radit. This afternoon, Aishah is ready to dress up in front of the makeup mirror, with a professional fairy being booked by Radit earlier.

The fairies polish each part of Aishah's face in great detail. Like a reliable painter who elegantly swirls his brush on a white canvas. Aishah's smooth, clean white face made her easily polished by the fairy. Doesn't take long, Aishah's face is full of make up. Aishah looks very beautiful with a white kebaya dressing that adorns his ideal body. The kebaya was a long white color that dangled down onto the floor.

Aishah pegs herself in the mirror of her room. She looks so beautiful in her wedding dress and makeup. Aishah until pangling himself saw a reflection of himself in the mirror. He did not expect her to look very beautiful with the dress chosen by Radit. Just wait for the hour and Aishah will be with Radit at the temple. From his chest began to sound a drum that was pounded. The longer the harder and irregular. Aishah took a deep breath in order to make her feelings better.

The wedding ceremony was held in a building not far from his home. After finishing on the make over, Aishah went to the building where her wedding party took place. Aishah left with his family in Pakdhenya's car. After arriving at the building, not many guests had arrived. There were only people who were busy with decorating the space and the servants who were busy preparing the food.

Before her kabuli ijab show with Radit began, Aishah chose to wait in the waiting room. The building where the wedding party took place did provide a special waiting room that can be used as a dressing room. The waiting room is also equipped with a bed. It is like a bedroom, complete with a makeup mirror and wardrobe.

Aishah waits for the event to start along with perias and Andini inside the waiting room. The woman always checks the results of her makeup on Aishah's face, while occasionally fixing Aishah's dress. Meanwhile, the other family was busy welcoming the arrival of invited guests who attended.

There was a knock from behind the door. Andini rushed to open the door. It looks like Ega is standing behind the door with a breath that is still boring. After getting the approval, Ega went into the room. Ega approached Aishah who was sitting in front of the mirror, with a woman who was unceasingly smoothing Aishah's face.

"Gee, what's wrong?" Aishah looked at the image of Ega who was starting to approach from the mirror in front of her. Ega handed me a blue envelope that came from Aldi.

"Aldi left this to me, he asked me to hand it over to you before your wedding day came. But beyond my expectations, I got a project out of town, so I just got back this morning. So that I can give it to you now. "I'm sorry Aish."

A sense of regret appeared on Ega's face. It seemed like he had hurriedly come here, so his face still looked shabby with a scuffed shirt and his disheveled hair.

Aishah received the blue envelope and opened it. Inside was a handwritten letter from Aldi. Aishah began to read word for word that was written in the letter. Suddenly his chest began to feel tight. His eyes seemed to be flowing into the river. Slowly, the crystal grains began to drip. Moisten her cheeks that are covered with thick powder. The powder that stuck to his cheek slowly started to fade.

Dear Aishah

Aish, right now you must be happy. If I could see the happiness that emanated from your beautiful face, I would also be very happy.

Forgive me, for my foolishness has made you sick. I'm sorry, who was never able to be frank about how I felt about you. Forgive me for my recent attitude towards you.

If you knew, far from the bottom of my heart, I would love you so much with my soul and body. I've loved you since we first met in High School. But it's stupid of me that can only love you in silence.

Maybe when you read this letter, I am no longer in this world. Don't be sad and never cry. For even though my body is gone, my love will always be with you.

That's why I can never express my honest feelings to you. Because of this brain cancer that keeps eating away at my body.

I never wanted to see you sad. For that, I just told you my disease is now. When you no longer have to be sad about losing me. Because there is someone who will always be by your side, protecting you and loving you.

I really want to look you in the face for the last time. But my helplessness made my guts shrink. I don't want to ruin your happiness with your future husband.

Please promise me Aish, that you will live happily. If you will never grieve and cry again. Promise me that whatever happens after you read this letter, you will still be married to Radit. Let me calm down with that sweet smile of yours.

Thank you for all the happiness you have ever given me. Thank you for being the most beautiful flower in the garden of my heart, a flower that I could never touch. Thank you for making me feel the beauty of love.

For the last time, I congratulate you on your marriage. May you be happy until death do you part. Goodby.

 

Aldi

 

Instantly, tears streamed down Aishah's cheeks. Flooding makeup that has been polished slick. So make up Aishah fade. Aishah hates the harshness. Even his chest was very tight at this moment.

"Are you okay Aish?" Ega begins to worry about Aishah's crying situation getting worse. He felt guilty for giving the envelope from Aldi just before his kabul ijab began. And assume that that's what caused Aishah to cry like this.

"Sir Aish, Brother why?" Andini also started to look panicked. Andini then took the initiative to call her family.

"How's Aldi ga doing?" With a disjointed voice, Aishah tried to dig up information about Aldi to Ega.

"Last time he met me at the apartment, he was very worried. Aldi dropped the envelope. Shortly after, he was unconscious and I immediately took him to the hospital. Because of his severe condition, his family brought Aldi to seek treatment abroad."

Ega tries to remember the incident he experienced with Aldi, the shadow of Aldi weak still ringing clearly in Ega's memory. Aishah tried to digest Ega's words well, it seemed that from the look on her face, Aishah was trying to control her feelings that were struggling.

"This is your wedding day Aish, so please strengthen your heart. I'm sorry I gave you that envelope right now, but maybe in a few minutes you'll be married to Radit. I should've given you that envelope yesterday, so you're not this shady." Ega felt very sorry.

"I'm fine, I'll still be married to Radit's sister now. Whatever happened to Aldi, because that was his last message. Thank you for delivering this letter."

Aishah tried hard to strengthen her heart and mind.