
Sorry I'm up so late because it has to be crazy up another ongoing novel 🙏
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...Disappointed but not showing anger is part of an extraordinary sincerity. When the heart is broken as it is destroyed, when anger is mounting, the chest feels tight, but you choose silence, believe you are an extraordinary human being. Fatigue is natural, disappointed is human, crying is when all cannot be contained anymore. But after all that has passed you must rise to live. Life is like that sometimes we are given happiness to forget the taste of crying but sometimes we are given a wound that makes the smile disappear instantly. But it doesn't matter that God gives the wound to strengthen it, not to destroy you. Be strong. Always believe that no matter how strong the storm will pass....
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"Dok, are you okay?" david asked as he looked at Sofia's blank gaze. Sofia suddenly remembered the actions of her former lover in her apartment room some time ago.
David's voice breaks Sofia's daydream. The woman looked. "I'm sorry. Are we there yet?" sofia asked when she realized that David's car had stopped.
David nodded. "Let's get down!" Take it gently. Sofia nodded in agreement. After that David met a mechanic who worked on Sofia's car. "Is it already?" david asked a man.
The man gave his thumb. After that David approached Sofia and gave her the car keys. "So where can I pay for the repair?" ask Sofia.
The man who works as a doctor Obgyn just smiled. "You don't have to pay for it because I've already paid the cost. If you want to replace it, just pay me the same."
"Oh, okay. Just tell me how much money I have to change, Doc."
"I don't want you to replace it with money but pay me with what you have." David said something ambiguous.
"I don't understand what you mean, Doc."
"I want your life." David's words make no sense. Where can the cost of the workshop be replaced with the life of Sofia. What is the cost of care incurred?
"You're not kidding, are you?" Sofia knows that David is a humorist.
Unfortunately, the man looked serious. "i'm serious. Just pay with your life otherwise I'll tell everyone you're playing me. Even using me."
"An incredible slander Doc. Just continue! I'm not afraid." Without David guessing it turns out Sofia is not an innocent woman who is easily fooled. He was stronger than his extremely gentle appearance. Sofia leaves David when she gets her car keys back.
But David's not his name if he can't get what he wants. For the sake of fulfilling his obsession he was willing to do everything possible to get the heart of his woman.
Sofia breathed a sigh of relief when she was able to get away from the man she was working with. "You think you can make me a doll, I'm sorry I'm not that innocent girl" muttered Sofia who was monologuing.
He drives his car at a very fast speed. Her delicate and meek character makes Sofia apply to all her activities. But that doesn't mean he's catapulted. It's just that he doesn't like speeding on the street. Safety is more important to him.
Sofia's car goes into her yard along with her father's car. "Your car you took from the workshop?" ask Julian. Sofia nodded.
"Papa forget again get used to say hello when new until Pa." Sofia reminded her father.
"Alright, forgive papa. Assalamualaikum miss Sofia."
The delicious smell of cooking reached Sofia's nose. "God, it smells so good." Sofia sniffed the food all the way to the kitchen.
"What cooking, Ma?" ask Sofia.
"You forgot to say hello" Raina reminded.
"Ups, assalamualaikum my beautiful mother," Sofia appealed to her mother.
"Mama cook your favorite grilled chicken" replied Raina.
"Can I taste Ma?" Raina nodded. "Wash your hands first."
"That's great, Ma," said Sofia as her mouth tasted the mother's delicacy.
"You just found out? When did you learn to cook with your mom? It is important for a woman to spoil her husband's tongue."
"But Sofia isn't married yet, Ma" Sofia protested.
"That's when you're looking for a partner, don't delay too long to get married dear. Remember you almost stepped on the head of three." Raina gave her daughter advice.
"Yes, Ma. I also want to immediately get a mate who can accompany me until old age. But God hasn't met me with my soul mate so I have to how's Ma?"
"You are good at answering. In addition to praying a lot, you also need to open up. Who knows if there are men who approach you but you just close yourself and do not let him know you further. Is there a man like that?" raina's question reminded her of David.
"Ah no Ma." Sofia denies.
"Are you sure?" ask Raina again. Sofia nodded confidently.
"Sofia, you haven't changed clothes yet?" Tegur Julian's. Sofia displays her row of white teeth. After that he went up to his room.
After closing the door to her room, Sofia reflected on her mother's words. "Do I have to open my heart to the man who's been chasing me for so long?" sofia asked herself.
It's not that she didn't know that David liked her for a long time, but that's when Sofia was in a relationship with Leo. Of course, only Leo was in Sofia's heart until she considered David's love statement a joke. Because as far as Sofia David was friendly to anyone so at that time she did not expect what David did was more attention that expected a status.
Sofia took the ablution water and then put on her face. After the prayer, he prayed. "Oh my God, I am still at a loss as to how to organize my heart. Give me a clue to get enlightenment. Verily the trouble of my heart is left to You."
Could Sofia be too picky? Yes Sofia is picky but she chooses good men. Not choosing based on the status of wealth owned by someone. However, he was waiting to get a proposal from someone who was good in any respect.
Choosing the good does not mean looking for the perfect because the true perfection only belongs to the Ruler of Nature. He just wants someone he can count on in the future. The one who makes it depends on his kindness. No one can keep him away from his God.
Sofia believes what her mother said is true. "What matters is that from now on I have to open myself up to anyone who tries to get close to me. But of course I know the limits" Sofia muttered alone.
She didn't want to be called a proud, holy-spirited girl. He wants to be someone worth fighting for.