Final Letter

ST2

The unopposed lips are now fused without distance, l*matan by l*matan being evidence of a delayed desire, the stout hand does not stay still exploring looking for something guided by desire, which is, to find heavenly carvings, soft and seductive make Arumi groan in the midst of oxygen that is thinning due to the unification of the lips that never released.

Moments later Arumi realized that she was not ready to carry out her duties as a full wife. Arumi is not ready to have a husband and wife relationship with the Son, say if he is not 100 percent sure about the son, what if the husband only feels guilty, what if the Son is not serious, what if the Son is not serious, what if everything is just an illusion and Arumi again hurt. Such was the question after question lodged in his head.

The initially lustful son also tries to suppress his desire not to do things beyond Arumi's approval, even though he has the right.

"Ma ..as sorry, I'm not ready to do it yet." Arumi lowered her head in guilt.

The son understood why his wife behaved this way, all because of her unfriendly treatment from the beginning.

The son hugged Arumi's still-down body. "Don't apologize dear, it should be the mas who apologized for hurrying and making you uncomfortable" said Putra

Arumi shook her head "No mas, it should be the duty of the wife to give what her husband wants, but I was not ready yet. Please give me a chance to get used to receiving everything, your treatment, your attention and your touches, everything feels new to me, so please be patient." arumi said bluntly because she did not want to make her husband disappointed.

"I understand what you are doing is a form of your vigilance against me that once disappointed, I will wait until you are really ready and we do it because of a willingness and enough love. I promise to change everything that makes you uncomfortable, please give me that trust."

Arumi was already crying because of the husband's words, should he give that right now? but he's not that brave, I'm afraid, I'm so scared.

The son nodded and hugged Arumi tightly. "Mas, be patient and wait until you are really ready. So, don't feel guilty and enjoy your time accepting mas as your husband."

That night became the beginning of both of them shed their taste. Until it ends on an agreement that the two will wait and receive each other with confidence. Naturally Arumi takes time, but however he is willing to start faster with early acceptance, which does not make the Son have to fight hard.

"Whether we sleep, we will return to Jakarta tomorrow morning. I hope you're not half-hearted enough to go with me,."

"No mas, just consider this my first step as a wife. Follows wherever her husband goes."

The son was moved and kissed Arumi. " Thank you for forgiving me, now that we're asleep."

Now they wade through long nights together, clutching each other and providing warmth. There is no activity the first night or what is commonly done by husband and wife, they only sleep to relieve drowsiness although it is undeniable that the Son is holding back his desires.

The last night in Jogja becomes the beginning of a good story, hopefully destiny always accompanies.