Final Letter
ST36
Inka had put her urine in a small cup and she also carried out the instructions according to the test. Wait a few minutes, and the Incas still pray in their hearts that whatever the outcome is best.
3 minutes was enough for the Inca to see the results and what he saw at this time made him unable to stem his tears.
the long-sized object displays a line of two that are so clear,Inka is not a woman who does not know what it means, especially the wrapping of the testpek explained in full and clear ,one line for negative and two lines for positive which means it is containing.
The Inca felt mixed feelings, happy and also sad. Amidst the chaos of the household and the husband who did not love him, it made the Inca all wrong to say or not. The bad possibility that the Inca would accept was that the Son would not accept a child born like Him who had never been loved as a wife.
However, the Inca had to tell her everything, but waited for the right time, and she chose to tell her story with Bu Darmi.
Inka came out of her room and looked for the social middle-aged woman she already considered to be her own mother. After finding Bu Darmi Inka immediately hugged him and cried.
"Bak Inka why, kok crying?" ask Bu Darmi who is sweeping the backyard
Inka shook her head.
"Mom, I want to share my happiness with my mother" said the Inca, wiping away her tears
"What is the Inca happiness?" ask Bu Darmi curious.
"Mom, as expected of my mother before it turns out I am indeed pregnant with bi" said Inka telling her with haru
Ms. Darmi who was convinced by the feeling as a mother who could not be doubted was not too surprised, and only gave congratulations and prayers.
"Alhamdulillah, congratulations, may the fetus and mother be healthy until the birth of the world"
"Aamiin, thank you Ma'am. Oiya don't tell me about the son first yes, I want to talk about everything at the right time.
"Well, indeed why mbak, this is good news why it should be delayed, I'm sure the son must be happy to hear the pregnancy mbak Inca"
Inka.
"I'm not sure my son will be happy with my pregnancy, I'm not the woman He loves, even the existence of this child is a mistake for my husband. "
Bu Darmi was confused as to what to respond to, this is the realm of privacy, but he had to give a response so that the Inca felt not alone.
"The patient Inca Mother, everything God has arranged, including our happiness and sadness. Just pray for the best for your household and your son, may all be well."
"Thank you Mom, only you understand how I feel"
"Yes equally mbak, Oiya what should not be checked pregnancy mbak at the obstetrician"
"Hmmh later if there is free time now my college assignments stacked because of a few days of skipping college ."
"Well if it's like that, don't be too soybean, the baby should think about the condition of the body mbak, because at this time mbak not alone, there are fetuses that need to mbak Inka Jagan and protect."
"Okay, thank you"
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By night the son had come home early not as usual,Inka saw it seemed like the state of the Son was fine. Finally, with a unanimous determination, the Inca would tell her about her pregnancy to the son.
At 8 pm after finishing a meal, Inka asked for a little time Son.
"Mas, there's something I want to talk about" the Inca said, opening her voice.
"But not if you focus on me and listen to what I have to say"
The son stopped his activities.
"It seems very serious, we should talk in the work room only"
"Alright, looks like it's better"
The two also walked side by side, after being in the workspace the silence came back. Until the son finally opened .
"We're already here, what do you want to talk about seems so important?"
The Inca gathered courage again after his self-confidence had waned a little.
"Why are you silent?"
"Mas___" said Inka, stopping her speech
"You're too long-winded, what exactly do you want to say?
"Mas I'm PREGNANT" said Inka in one breath, after which she lowered her head down in fear of hearing the answer of the son who did not accept her pregnancy.
The son sat down to hear the words spoken by the Son.
"How is that possible?" say son
"What do you mean by saying how is it possible, do I look like a bad woman who can get pregnant by many men?!" she was offended by her pregnancy hormones.
"That's not what I mean, we do it only once how can we get pregnant?" sahut putra explained
"When you take my chastity it seems like it's my fertile days, you know what it means"
The son nodded too.
"I just want to tell you this, not force you to take responsibility or like it, I didn't say it, you admit it or not I've made it clear, like a mas who will never love and accept me" said the Inca revealed his heart.
The son was surprised to hear the words of the Inca, how could the Inca talk like that as if he was not a responsible man.
"I admit it Inca, but give me time"
"I will give my understanding to the Inca first after that I will meet Raya and explain the true circumstances of the Inca pregnancy, hoping that she will accept and give up on pursuing Me" said the son in his heart
"Don't force everything mas, I'm used to living in situations that are less on my side. hated, excluded not considered, lack of affection and others. I wish if I were gone, there's a place I deserve to go, here I have no place"
The son felt pinched hearing the words of the Inca.
"Mas, if you want to live with the woman you love, hold on until this child is born,I'm going to explain to my parents that our marriage is not okay and I'm going to make every excuse possible to make them understand and not corner you"
"I don't want to be a barrier to your happiness, you don't have to worry about this child, I'll take her with me, she won't lack the affection of a mother like me. And I also want to make a plea to you, please don't take my son like my father took me from my mother" said the Inca, who could not hold back his tears.
The son remained silent, he was confused as to what to answer, he felt very guilty and also pity for all the words said by the Inca. Will He be the next cause of injury to the Inca.
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