
After reading the letter that the Inca wrote, the guilt grew. Erwin feels like he failed to become a father, he can not keep the child of the woman he loves so much, as if regretting why he did not fight for Sinta, instead choosing to give up. Regret is useless if this is the case, Erwin will remain in regret, no matter how his life must continue because there are children and wives that he must care about.
Erwin went into his room, the first thing he noticed was Maya, the wife who had accompanied him for 13 years, the woman who had given him 2 children. Funny not when Erwin does not love him but he can have 2 children from Maya, even the distance of the Inca and his two sisters is not far, 2 years and 4 years only.
Erwin was in a very heavy disappointment, after bringing the Inca with Maya and they finally got married, the first night it really happened. Unlike the story of the novel that will not touch the woman he does not love, while Erwin does it but what he sees is not Maya but Sinta, however, gradually Erwin also has feelings for Maya, although not as big as Sinta.
Erwin hugged Maya's body, he felt guilty, should Erwin not say rude to his wife. As Maya said that as a stepmother Maya still behaved naturally towards the child, and Erwin acknowledged that.
"I'm sorry may, I've been carried away emotionally. I'm just disappointed why you didn't involve me when the Incas were about to take the scholarship and what's even more surprising is that he stayed in the dorm. I just don't want to part with them, even though I'm busy at least I can still see them every time I go home from work" said Erwin, who still hugs his wife from behind.
Maya who was sobbing turned her body towards Erwin, and hugged the husband she loved so much.
"I'm also sorry for not involving you, I just wanted to fulfill the Inca's wish. To be honest I'm a little happy because for a moment you didn't see your daughter's face that looked so much like the woman you loved so much and I hope that as long as the Inca didn't exist you could learn to accept and love I'm completely" Maya said issuing an uneg-uneg
Erwin was silent, cold as he was angry and disowned Maya's childish speech, how could she have thought that far.
"It is without you to do so that I have accepted you as my wife, though it is not easy but I believe that over time, my dark story will be replaced with the presence of you and the children."
**
Incas
When the school break suddenly there was a dormitory officer who approached me, he said I was told to come to the office. Although I am confused, there may be additional rules for students who enter this dormitory for free.
"Why did the officer tell you to come to the office?" ask kepo's teeth
"Let's go, I'll know after I get there"
"You have to be careful, if you need help, we just say it" Lala said
"Yes, I'll tell you later"
I left the classroom and walked towards the headmaster's room, after knocking on the door and being let in, I walked in with a slight bow.
"Have you got your head up, is this how you found your parents?" Suddenly the headmaster talked about my parents, and I looked at them.
"Dad, mother" I murmured
I also approached my father and mother, after kissing my mother's hand I turned to my father. Dad looked at me with sadness, I felt like he was holding back his tears, but I pretended not to notice.
"How are you doing, son?" ask dad when I'm in his arms
"I'm good dad, then how's dad?"
"Dad's not okay!"
"Why, dad sick?"
Dad shook his head too.
"Dad is sad to have to let you stay here, if there's no rule then maybe I'll take you home right now"
"Dad not to worry, just pray I'm here. All this time I've been troubling my mom and dad, so let me be independent"
"Why are you talking like you're a burden to us huh?"
"It's not like that well, however I want to boast of you not just being a child who is always troublesome "
"Okay, you respect your decision and I beg you no longer to be in your mind that you are a burden to us, because no matter what happens you are part of us"
I also nodded at my father's words. The visiting hours are up I have to go back to class. When mom and dad were going home she gave me the parcels and the brown envelopes, I was a little confused about the envelopes you gave me.
"This is what dad?" ask me about the brown envelope
"That's your right as a father's son, don't ever give back that savings for any reason because all of the fathers' children get that. If you currently cannot use it for scholarship reasons, then you can wear it later when you need it. I'll always fill those savings until you can fill it yourself, I work for you so don't turn it down"
I was so moved to hear my father's words, I had been wrongly guessing, I thought that even my father distinguished his affection like my mother's. I picked it up and thanked him, and after we hugged each other, I forgot to send my greetings to Dhika and Maudy.
***
Day after day had passed did not feel like I had been living in the dormitory for 6 months, every month my father and mother always visited me even though in a short time because of the strict rules of the dormitory.
My days in the dorm were so much fun, especially with Lala and my teeth, I was able to share everything with them, and I was so grateful that there were those who filled my days.
Today the dorm is quite boisterous, from the chat of the students he said there was a handsome new teacher . I laughed at the babbling of the students, the effect of this dormitory is only filled by women maybe they miss the figure of Adam.
"Have you heard the horrendous news of the entire hostel?" the teeth that always catch everything.
"What?"
"There are new teachers and handsome, but there are rumors that milleran if his attitude is not as friendly as his good looks" he said lethargic
"What do you mean?"
"He said the teacher had fortified himself with his fierce face, so the one who wanted to get closer had given up first" said the tooth with an expression that seemed pathetic.
"Well, anyways, you have it, we're underage for what adult men like, just focus on learning."
"Why aren't you guys as enthusiastic as they are, but it's just like that, I'll feel alone"
"Ganjen!" sahut lala brief.
After the commotion we finally got into the classroom, we heard that the new teacher was going to be in my class today, and all the students were so enthusiastic, but not with me and lala.
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