Final Letter

Crying Regret

When Arumi and Rafa step out of the house, Putra tries to stop both, but his efforts are in vain because Arumi and Rafa have boarded a motor vehicle driven by Aldi. Arka went to her room with her tears in her eyes.

The atmosphere in the house of the Son is not okay, the feeling of fatigue that controls him as if increasing with the things that have just happened, the Son did not expect that everything would be finished just like that.

The son followed Arka into his room, he wanted to ask his son for an explanation. Almost a month Arka was acting strange and blatantly asked him not to get too close to Rafa and also Arumi, initially wanted to refuse but Arka did not want to be denied,and the son followed Arka's wishes until he asked her what really happened.

"Arka, open the door! I know you're inside please open the door otherwise I'll break it!" threaten the son with high tone and emotion

Ayu who followed to Arka's room as if giving a signal that the son must hold his emotions because Arka child that can not be constrained, talk with Arka should be slow and from heart to heart.

"I'm sorry sir, you should calm yourself first, Den Arka will be difficult to talk to if you are still in an emotional state. I don't mean to interfere but things like this happen over and over again, Denden Arka will do the rejection continuously even he can lock himself in his room" Ayu tries to give advice to the son because however the problem will not be resolved properly if accompanied by emotions.

The son nodded and went straight into his room. His current goal was to refresh his body from the strange situation that occurred, hoping that after meeting the water and cleaning himself by soaking then his mind would relax a little.

Almost an hour soaking the son also ended it and immediately put on his clothes, he wanted to immediately solve the problem with Arka. Hoping that the child would give a reasonable answer and make his anger subside a little and disappear.

While Arka, when after locking himself in his room he immediately cried as much as he could on the pillow, Arka did not want to do this, but saw the changed attitude of the son towards Arumi. Sometimes he saw the father smiling beautifully, a smile that used to be often given to his late mother, suddenly Arka saw the smile was given to others. Arka felt that her father had betrayed her mother, and when the son was so sincere in loving Rafa, giving what Arka got, at first he was ordinary inexplicably his arrogance immediately took hold of himself,his conscience clearly refuses but selfishness pulls Arka into a slightly selfish human being.

"I'm sorry" he murmured along with a cry of regret.

The night had greeted, silence was still going on in the big house. The son had been patient withholding his curiosity, he had to ask Arka why his attitude had changed.

For his gentle and patient attitude towards the Arka Putra put aside his anger, hoping that by behaving like this makes Arka lethargic and willing to share his feelings with him.

Arka allowed her father to enter after the persuasion and seduction that the Son gave. Until finally the two faced each other with Arka who lowered her head, eyes as if to witness that Arka had been crying, this became a big question mark of the Son, the son,if Arka was happy about their departure there should be no crying on her face, but it was inversely proportional.

"Now tell dad what really happened,why Arka's not being nice lately, has anyone bothered Arka's mind?" asked the son carefully because he did not want to see Arka depressed and instead made him unwilling to open his voice.

"Are you going to keep quiet like this? do you know, son. We've both been zolimi Arumi and Rafa's mother, we've hurt them with our attitude"

Arka lifted her head and looked towards the father, a tired-looking face plus the problems her father had to face today.

"I just don't like it when you secretly smile for Arumi's mom, I don't want you to forget Inca mom. I don't want you to give Rafa the same affection, I don't like you to ignore me a little bit" Arka bluntly said what she's been feeling all along. After that, she lowered her head and cried.

The son who heard the answer from Arka felt slapped. Has he been ignoring Arka all this time, has he betrayed his late wife? question after question filled his head, had he really been a bad father all this time.

The son embraced Arka's body, however he understood Arka's feelings. Naturally if Arka thought so because all this time he saw his father's life only for himself and his mother.

"Then why did Arka ask father to marry Arumi's mother? didn't you reject him. Father is only trying to make you happy and obey all your wishes, but in the end we hurt them because of our selfishness Arka,"The son stroked the back of Arka who was still in his arms, but in the end we hurt them, I hope he realizes everything.

Arka's tears continued to flow and wet his father's clothes, Sutra felt that Arka had regretted his actions even though he only saw from Arka's cry. The night was getting late, until Arka fell asleep in the arms of the son, this evening the son hugged his son's body tightly giving the best love that will never be timeless.

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At the Arumi residence.

That night after Rafa falls asleep Aldi and Arumi talk about many things. Aldi asks Arumi to tell Rafa the truth, his father and other family. Arumi does not have to hide the truth anymore, but Rafa is old enough to understand the words that will be conveyed.

"Sister, maybe it's time for you to tell the truth, you don't have to sacrifice much more. I beg you, brother, I also have to be happy with my brother's life don't think too much about the feelings while my own brother is not happy." Aldi revealed what he had been quieting, although he always seemed to approve of what Arumi did but in his smallest heart he was very opposed, because Arumi again had to sacrifice his happiness.

Arumi was silent, however much this was her life choice, she would be happy when the people around her were happy, even though she had to make sacrifices. According to Arumi, what was done so far was his best effort to be useful for valuable people in his life.