Final Letter

ST 6

I was already in my room, I was crying alone, my father who I expected was just a cowardly man who could not fight for his love. My mother must have suffered so much, how did she survive when her husband and son left her alone. Oh God why my life is so poor, 13 years I live with different treatment, even though I am grateful that my stepmother did not kill me.

"Where can I see my biological mother, if she's still around I want to hug her, and if she's gone I want to see her belly button"

That day I decided to go out of my room and try to behave as usual, even though my feelings were really broken. I can't afford to be in this house, it's good that you throw me away or throw me away, I don't want to be a thorn in your life.

We had lunch together in silence, we were not allowed to talk while we were eating. I take half a cent of rice and soup without vegetables and fill sausages, meatballs, chicken and others, I just take the gravy. Dad noticed my food, his hands would get me fried chicken and other menus, I realized that and immediately opened my voice.

"I'm in inflammation I can't eat anything else, this is enough "say me and stop the movement of my father's hand that will put food on my plate. I honestly didn't deserve to eat that food so I looked for an excuse.

After I finished eating I cleaned the dishes and went back into the room, but not until my father's room called.

"Where are you going?" ask dad

"I want to go into my room"

"How about we go for a walk, both of your sisters are having fun at the amusement park, there are opas and omahs there too, we follow them" asked my father

If I had not known the truth I might have looked happy and accepted my father's invitation, but the truth is not so, I also just found out why opah was always indifferent to me,and Oma who secretly expressed her affection, it turns out that I am not the same as Maudy and Dhika.

"I'm home, Dad. I want to study for the school exam which is held soon, have fun as usual, say hello to those who are there and say my apologies too" said I who immediately left my father

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At 7pm they came back from the playground, both of my sisters banged on my bedroom door and they told me a little about their walk, but soon my mother came to call them both.

"Maudy, Dhika. Change your clothes, brush your teeth and sleep" said my mother who seemed like her words could not be denied.

After mom left dad came along when I was going to close my bedroom door.

"Ka, Dad bring your favorite chicken flour, surely you haven't had dinner yet, have you?"

I smiled in utter emptiness, sometimes thinking that my gentle father's attitude was to cover up his big mistake.

"No need well, I'm full, so I took the soup water and I finished it, It's okay?" say

"You're seriously eating?but the morning food is not finished even if there is still must have been stale" said Dad

"There's still 'em. Yes I want to rest, Good evening well" said I who did not want to talk at length, and I left father without him peeping my forehead as usual, looks like I should get used to not getting that from dad.