Final Letter

ST 44'S

In the afternoon the Son was already in the residence of Erwin, the house was so quiet as to have suffered grief left dead. The son immediately entered and was greeted by a domestic assistant at his in-laws' house. The son's face seemed to want to immediately find an answer and immediately hugged his wife to apologize.

Shortly thereafter the son met his mother Maya.

"Assalamualaikum, Bu" said the greeting of the Son

"Wa'alaikumussalam, are you here put?"

"Yes ma'am, there's something I want to ask you,"

"Sit down, and I want to ask you something"

The two sat down and spoke after a housekeeper brought drinks for them.

"Mom, are you going to the office?"

Maya's mother just shook her head.

"Your father is in his room, some days he doesn't want to go out he cries all day after getting a letter from the Inca"

"Letter?" ask the son, Bu Maya also agreed

"Yes, a few days ago came a letter addressed to the father, at first we thought that the letter was ordinary writing or just an expression of a child's longing for his parents,but the reality we accept is so different. Inka poured out her heart, disappointment and sadness all this time, even she said goodbye to us." said Maya who could not continue her words because of guilt

The son listened to every word that his mother-in-law said, although the essence of it all he did not understand, there was a thing that stuck about the Inca that was good,if her mother-in-law was in anguish then where was the Inca?

"Mom, actually the son here wanted to ask the whereabouts of the Inca, according to information from the housekeeper where we live,Inka went with her Oma, did you know which one she was with? "

Again, my mother shook her head.

"What does mother mean?"

"We don't know where the Inca was, our parents weren't that close to taking the Inca away" Maya said, adding that the sons were increasingly confused. Maya realizes this and explains.

"Actually the Inca is not the mother's biological child ... "

Deg deg surprise let alone this, why so much he did not know about the Inca.

"Before the father married the mother, the father was married to a woman who was none other than the Inca mother, the story is short because the mother-in-law did not approve of the relationship between the two and match us, he said,at that time the mother was very loving to the father, the mother desperately came to the Inca mother to release the father and the mother promised to take good care of the Inca. At first her mother refused to divorce her husband and also let go of her only daughter, but that was the requirement that father make, would marry an Incan mother come with us."

"Maybe it's just an excuse, so that later the father can visit his ex-wife under the pretext of a child who misses his mother, but the plan of Man is not the same as the plan of the almighty. Mother Inca first called the almighty because of the pain, it made the father hit and every day he cried and lamented regrets, especially with what he is doing now."

" The spirit of his life is the Inca, the father rose again and started everything from scratch, to where both parents wanted direct descendants from the mother, the mother,and even without love it happens and we have Dhika who's been very wanted. When we had Dhika maybe her father's attention was a little divided especially when Maudy was born, she had to help look after her younger siblings, which was when she felt alone"

"Even so do not want to be a burden for us, he when Junior High He has been looking for his own money and since Elementary he has been actively studying for scholarships, all without our knowledge, it was all without our knowledge,even when High School and entering the dormitory it was a scholarship . I feel so guilty for ignoring her." said crying over everything about the Inca

The son was so shocked to hear the story of the Inca that was so bitter, how the little woman turned fragile inside and out, adding to the remorse and guilt of the Son. This marriage was supposed to be a joy for her but why the Inca had to feel that sorrow again. Ms. Maya still sobbed in tears, until she heard weak footsteps, yes it was Erwin.

"What did you do to my daughter?" erwin broke the silence

"Ma__forgive son yah, son has failed to become a husband, but the son came here to make up for everything and ask forgiveness to Inca, but .."

"But he's not here" said Erwin

"Why did you inflict the same wound on my daughter, her life has suffered from having a cowardly father, and why did you do the same. Why don't you accept him well, his life must have been full of sadness all this time" said Erwin who could no longer stem his tears

The son lowered his head and began to shed tears, while Erwin could not completely blame the son, as He felt that everything was Erwin's fault.

"I'm sorry dad, for being such a cowardly husband to my wife, but I realize it and want to fix everything, do you know where Oma Inka is? " ask the son

Erwin shook his head, He did not know which Oma the Inca meant, because his parents were not that close to bring the Inca. Until Erwin realized something.

Do you live in the city of S, the border between the countryside and the city?" asked Erwin curiously

"Right dad, we live in the border town S between the countryside, and we live in his town,why well, is there something you remember?"

Erwin and Maya look at each other, and they finally understand who took the Inca away.

"There was the birthplace of his Inca mother, but there were still some relatives of his mother who lived there. Father never again came into contact with them after Inca mother died. Do not be all this time they are looking for the Inca and fate bring them together" said Erwin guessing

The son also seemed to agree with the words of his father-in-law.

"Do you still remember who they are, and where they live?" ask son

"It looks like it's still"

"We follow them well, I promise after finding them I'll try to be a good husband, and I'll make amends for my son and my wife"

Hearing the words of the child, Erwin had forgotten that soon he would become a Grandfather, just as his son would pay for the lost time, would hug the Inca body tightly and ask for forgiveness for his daughter .

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End of today 😂

Friends there is a time when we enjoy life too much, whether enjoying the problems that exist or enjoy the happiness that is in the can. There will be a time when we get tired of Lika the twists of this life and choose to '"just" but there is (self) that must be appreciated because it has struggled so far to give the highest appreciation at least thanks.

Self talk

"Thank you for fighting through grief all this time, I'm strong, I'm patient and I'm proud of my unyielding self. I am sure I can be a better person, I am a prayer woman who is missed by heaven, I want to achieve it with the pleasure of God"

There are times when we need to talk to ourselves, in silence and loneliness.