Eyes of Love

It's not appropriate for Rachel

The three of them knew that if Rachel found out about this, she would definitely be sad. So they want to keep quiet about this. But they don't realize that Rachel woke up from the hospital bed and approached them.

They all heard Rachel's voice.

"So the three of you now think that you won't say that you've broken the promise you made to me and I'm really surprised to see Mr. Farel following us when we don't have any relationship again." Rachel.

The four of them looked towards Rachel. Max, Liam and Erlan looked sad. They knew that Rachel would forgive them for not being able to keep the promise they made with her. But they were so sad that Rachel kept her feelings inside her.

On the other hand, Farel felt guilty. She did not know what kind of feeling she was feeling right now and most importantly she did not know how to deal with Rachel.

Farel didn't know he had to say anything. So he stayed quiet. Seeing that everyone was silent, Rachel started talking again.

"I think Mr. Farel can come back and Liam, let's get out of here. Will's doctor checked me out and said I could go back home. Erlan come with us if you want."

Erlan then looked towards Farel and said, "i'll accompany you Rachel."

A little while later Rachel took her bag from inside the room and walked out. No one said anything to Farel. The four of them left the place. While Farel remained standing there like a lump of stone and at that moment Doctor Will approached towards him.

"Mr Farel, I know what you did to him and Alex. And I think you should regret all that and try to do something about your past."

Will's doctor doesn't immediately say that he wants Farel to go after Rachel, even if he hates Farel. But she knows Rachel loves Farel very much. Rachel might not have shown all that. Rachel still loves Farel. Rachel only acted coldly in front of Farel because she could not accept the wounds Farel had given her and Alex.

Doctor Will wants Rachel to live happily again. So she supports Farel not to let Rachel go of her life. Farel understood what Doctor Will meant but he could not understand who Alex was. He had a lot of questions in his head and regarding the answers, he did not find them at all.

"Do I deserve it? No, right?" Farel.

Doctor Will looked at her and said, "you are indeed very inappropriate for Rachel. He is much more deserving of others who are even better than you. But what can be done. He loves you and yet he still loves you. So I don't think anyone else compared to you can give her the happiness she deserves. But even after that, you're still the badass guy who hurt him. The past cannot be erased." Said Doctor Will.

After saying that, Doctor Will left Farel there. Farel returned to his car and drove to his house. She didn't want to go to her parents' house, so she went to the house where Rachel once lived with her during their wedding.

Farel went to the room where it was supposed to be their room. The room looked empty. That room carries all the memories of how he killed Luna. Then the memory of that moment came back, the moment of how she hurt Rachel. He lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling. His mind was filled with questions.

Why didn't he believe her and take Rachel's words as evidence? Why didn't he treat Rachel so well and instead treat her so cruelly? Why did she hate that when Rachel was close to some other guy. Now it looks like it's all coming back, but she's always hurting Rachel whenever she hears Rachel meeting Liam.

He knows now and also understands about the feeling that is in him it is all nothing but jealousy . He did not care if Luna was close to any man. He only had one thought that he was inappropriate for Rachel. But he was still selfish for his love.

Who would not be selfish for love?

Everyone did it and Farel did not want to let Rachel be sad anymore. Even if it means she has to keep Rachel in secret. He'll do it, but he'll try to catch up to Rachel before it's too late. He's gonna try to bring Rachel back into his life.

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He said, "i still love you Farel. But I can't accept what you did to Alex. I know you didn't know that I was pregnant with Alex at the time. But still I can't hold myself back. I didn't actually hate you for stabbing me back then. You don't even know the presence of your son. So I can understand.

You could hurt me. I don't blame you. I blamed myself for the pain I had in that place. It was all my fault that Alex was in danger. But the reason why I can't accept you, it's because you can't even trust me." Rachel said at length.

Rachel then laughed.

"I know love is blind. So you believe in Luna so blindly. But I'm not so good at understanding you and forgiving you. Even if you need to understand and take other actions. A relationship works when both sides understand each other and not just one side.'

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Elsewhere Farel was lying on his bed. He heard a noise from the kitchen. He got up and went there and saw that his mother was looking for something.

"What is Mama looking for?" Ask Farel.

Mama Farel was so shocked that she sighed because she saw that it was Farel.

"Mama already asked Rachel to keep something here before a few months ago. But Mama forgot about it and Mama came here to take it for your Papa." Saying The Mama.

Farel's heart hurt to hear Rachel's name called. Her tears started to fall back down her cheeks. Seeing Farel like that, his mother asked Farel.

"Why are you crying Farel? What's going on?"

Farel looked at his mother and said, "i screwed up everything Ma."

After that Farel explained everything that happened. His mother looked at Farel and rubbed his head.

"Even Mama would say that you're not worthy of Rachel. But Mama thinks she needs an apology from you at least and I don't want to see you hurt. So Mama wants you to be happy too . You need to atone for your sins Farel only then can you be by his side. But remember that even if you do, you still don't deserve him. That's all Mama can tell you."

Farel nodded his head.

'I will try to atone for my sins that I committed against Rachel. Even if he won't accept me, I'll take care of him forever. I won't let anyone hurt her again. This is my promise to him and I will keep this promise until I die Farel said in his heart.

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