ERRONEOUS

SLIPPERY

6 Months later

Mega is sitting on a chair in one of the most beautiful parks in Amsterdam. The garden which has a stretch of tulips with various colors and is very pampering to the eyes. Where else if not at De Gooyer Windmill.

It did not feel like 6 months Albi was still lying in that cold room. His eyes were still unwilling to open. Every day Mega always comes to meet her future husband. Talked to him, even though there was no answer from Albi. At first the doctor thought the scar would heal for at least 3 months, but it seems like God would have another will. Until now Albi has not been aware of his coma.

Starting one month ago, Albi began to show a positive response. His hands began to move but not in both eyes. The doctor said Albi's gonna be around for a few days. But not even 2 days, Albi drop back. All the best treatments and treatments have been done and given as much as possible. Only the tools attached to the body of the Albi help the Albi to stay alive. Adidaryo was not willing if Albi left just because the tools were released. He is more willing if indeed Albi will go and the tools are no longer able to keep him alive.

Mega inhaled as much air as she could, feeling oxygen enter her lungs. Then tossing it out slowly felt a hint of calmness in his heart. Suddenly Nindya came and clapped Mega's hand.

"Mommy, I want to meet daddy," said Nindya who had been playing with butterflies accompanied by her baby sitter, Nindya's clap resuscitated Mega from her daydream.

"Oh yes, dear," asked Mega then grasped Nindya's hand, then got up from his seat and walked towards the car. The baby sitter followed them from behind.

The driver was ready to welcome Mega and Nindya. They got into the car and the driver drove the car to the hospital.

Along the way Nindya continued to lean on Mega and before long Nindya was asleep in Mega's lap. During these 6 months, Mega really felt the feeling of being a mother with the presence of Nindya who had filled the emptiness of her days. Not to mention Pinkan who has returned to Indonesia since almost 5 months ago because he had to continue his studies. Makes Mega feel that Nindya is the only source of power.

During Nindya with him, Mega never felt disturbed even when he was working on his college assignments. And two days ago Mega managed to get the best score that was almost perfect in his first semester.

The Sint Lucas Andreas Hospital

The car that Mega was riding had arrived in front of the hospital lobby, while Nindya was still fast asleep. Finally Nindya put into the stroller that was previously available in the trunk of the car.

Baby sitter Nindya also pushed the stroller. They walk in tandem. Soon they arrived in front of the ICU. The room that for 6 months Mega visited non-stop. Even Mega to forget that he also needs to be considered considering the cancer that has begun to eat away at the vital organs in his body.

According to Mega Albi recovery is the main thing. Adidaryo just came out of the room.

"How's brother Albi kek doing?" asked Mega with worried eyes. Every day his heart was erratic as he asked about Albi's state. Mega always prayed, so that Albi could wake up from his coma.

Adidaryo just sighed and then sat in the waiting chair, Mega followed Adidaryo who was also sitting in the chair.

"Still with Mega. And the doctor said, if one more week the Albi still remains the same, there is no change. Then the tools attached to his body must be released immediately. If not, it will be dangerous for the Albi itself. Looks like we should be sincere," Adidaryo replied as he lowered his head while massaging his two eyebrows.

Mega was immediately fixated, I don't know what words should come out so his lips. Clearly his heart was not yet able to be sincere.

God, why do I have to feel the loss of the one I love again? why when happy start saying hello there is a farewell and goodbye after? God, if this is a fate you have laid out for me and my brother Albi. I'll try to be sincere.

"Sir, I want to see Sis Albi yes," said Mega while patting Adidaryo's hand gently. Then Adidaryo nodded. Mega got up from her seat and walked into the ICU room. While Nindya was still asleep in her stroller.

Mega wears a special outfit before meeting with Albi in person. When he finished, with a big step he opened the door.

"Hallo brother, how are you today? I always pray that my brother will improve. Sis? I miss brother Albi. I miss the grip of my brother's hand that always strengthens me. Don't leave me, brother, stay here with me. Follow me, until later God brings us back to the most beautiful place on His side," said Mega while holding Albi's hand attached to an infusion needle. He lowered his head with a circle of tears that were unceasingly flowing. When Mega is expressing all his feelings in front of Albi. Suddenly, Albi's hand moved.

Mega immediately raised her head and looked at Albi's hand then her face.

"Sir.. has my sister realized?" asked Mega in disbelief while gently stroking Albi's cheek. Slowly Albi's eyes opened, a smile immediately engraved from both corners of Mega's lips.

"Sir Albi." said Mega

"Me.ga," said Albi stammeringly.

"I called the doctor, sister," said Mega immediately looking for a call button. But when Mega will press the button, Mega's hand was prevented by Albi. Mega turned his gaze from his arm and then onto Albi's face. Then Albi shook his head weakly.

"Ti-dak u-sah. Ma-af-kan a-ku, pe-ra-sa-an ki-ta pu sim-pan-lah de-ngan ba-ik. Ja-dikan a-ku te-man you pa-ling cin-ta," said Albi then sighed and then on the screen heart rate monitor that was normal was now completely gone.

Tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

"Sister Albi, kaaaaaaaak" Mega shouted and hugged Albi. Her sobs broke instantly. The longing that is already very tight is getting more piercing and more open.

"Sister albi.don't go.don't stayin me and Nindya.we love brother Albi.get up kaaak," Mega wiggled Albi's body, he said, hoping Albi would wake up looking back at him like a few seconds ago. The look that for 6 months Mega misses. A look that felt shady to him. Now the look had to disappear from the glare of his sight.

Mega also pressed the call button, before long the doctor and several nurses entered the ICU room. Mega came out of the room with gameless steps such as losing hope, her swollen eyes signifying tears that never stopped flowing and continued to flow with the departure of Albi.

"Mega.." said Adidaryo who then hugged Mega like his own grandson.

"Sir Albi." said Mega and Adidaryo stroked Mega's back gently.

"We have to be sincere," said Adidaryo made Mega's chest feel so crowded.

Why does it feel so heavy? easy to say but hard to do. I have to feel lost again. Losing this time really made my heart seem to die.