ERRONEOUS

STILL STRUGGLING

"Sister A-Arif?" said Pinkan with a clean sliver.

"You? A pinkan? really true?" asked Arif while pointing at Pinkan with a smile on his lips.

Your smile is still the same Pinkan as it was 6 years ago. If at that time I dare to approach you and not budge with Zidan I will definitely be the happiest man to have you.

"You know each other?" nina asked Pinkan and Arif, both nodding at the same time.

"Old friend or?" Nina hung up her question and was immediately cut off by Pinkan.

"Old friend grandma," said Pinkan with a smile.

"Yes that's right, madam. We're old friends" said Arif as he glanced at Pinkan then turned his gaze again.

"then let me deliver. Because I was assigned by Mr. Alka to take Miss Mega and non Nindya back home," said Arif, inviting them all to leave the room first.

Pinkan walked behind Nina, Mega and Nindya. Before they head to the car, Nindya asks to meet with Albi first.

"Mommy, I want to meet daddy" said Nindya and Mega nodded.

"Honey, but Nindya can only see from the outside through the window because Nindya is still old enough to be able to go inside," the word Mega gives understanding to Nindya while aligning her body to be the same as Nindya.

"But I want to hug daddy, mommy," said Nindya with teary eyes.

"It's a pity that daddy has woken up from his sleep. Nindya can hug daddy as much as she can. Now Nindya hugged mommy first yes," said Mega then hugged Nindya. Initially Nindya did not return Mega's embrace, she finally returned it. There was a round of tears that soaked Mega's shoulder. Nindya cried in silence.

Not long the elevator door was open, Mega immediately carried Nindya out of the elevator. For some reason Nindya's embrace was getting tighter, Mega stroked softly on Nindya's back.

God, I hope Nindya can understand that her daddy is still struggling to live.

Megan prayed in her heart. Arriving in front of the ICU room, Adidaryo seemed to close the door because he had just come out of the room.

"Adidaryo, how's Albi doing right now?" nina asked with a curious face.

Adidaryo just sighed, "the doctor said after the examination a few days ago, Albi's life is currently hanging from a device attached to his body. Maybe if it is removed, Albi is really gone for eternity," said Adidaryo then massaged his eyebrows and then cried, his body shook. It was as if the deep sadness he was experiencing. Nina tried to calm Adidaryo down by gently stroking her back.

"We still have God, keep praying. I believe the more we keep asking, the closer we will be to our hope, our prayer. Like a bicycle, the closer it is to our destination" said Nina. Mega's heart seemed to be sliced to hear Adidaryo's answer.

Lord, give brother Albi a chance to breathe. Because only he can accept me with all the love he has and his heart is as pure as my past. Don't let brother Albi go now, Lord. I know You are more powerful than Brother Albi. But I beg you, give him a chance even if only for a breath as long as I am with him.

Mega's tears just dripped, not realizing Nindya noticed Mega who was crying. Nindya's attraction through Mega's shirt resuscitates Mega on her daydream. Mega wiped her tears and tried to keep smiling at Nindya. He also re-aligned his body to be the same as Nindya.

"What's the matter, dear hem?" ask Mega who is still smiling.

"Mommy glimpsed dearly, was crying because it was so itchy," Mega rubbed her eyes, but Nindya watched Mega carefully, as if she was not satisfied with the answer Mega had given.

"Then daddy?" tanya Nindya repeated the question because Mega did not answer it.

"Daddy is fine baby, here mommy is carrying so that Nindya can see the daddy," replied Mega then carried Nindya and brought her to the front of the big glass on the side.

"Hallo daddy, daddy kok is still sleeping anyway. Nindya kangen playing with daddy. Daddy, how are you awake? we're going to eat ice cream again. Daddy wakes up quickly, why is daddy so sleepy now? whereas if Nindya sleeps, daddy keeps awake for Nindya. I love you more daddy," said Nindya made Mega's heart shake instead of playing. Tears that have been held back since, are now spilled just like that. Mega hugged Nindya very tightly.

"Nindya very dear yah same daddy?" mega asked with sobs and his voice began to turn into a sting.

"Yes mommy, why is mommy crying again? is it because daddy's been asleep for too long?" nindya answered while nodding then rubbed Mega's tears and Mega hugged Nindya back.

God, why does it feel like I can't afford to lose the man who made me fall in love again. What is my mistaken feeling about every fate you have given me? It hurts so much God. Still seeing her lying weak my chest felt tight. Especially if I don't see it forever.

Mega is unable to answer Nindya's question, she continues to hug Nindya. Lucky Nindya is a child who easily understands the situation. Nindya continued to hug Mega.

Long enough for them to hug, Mega let go of his embrace.

"Now we pray yuk for daddy. So that daddy quickly healed and could wake up again from his sleep," asked Mega then the two also prayed together.

After finishing, Mega invited Nindya to the front again. He saw that Ninda and Adidaryo were not there but only Pinkan and Arif who were sitting waiting for Mega and Nindya.

"Where are you going, grandma?" tanya Mega is still holding Nindya.

"Mommy I want to walk," said Nindya, then Mega dropped Nindya from her carrier.

"His grandmother and grandfather Albi had just left. Brands say there is business that they have to take care of," replied Pinkan and Mega also ber oh ria.

"Yes, let's go home," asked Mega then Pinkan and Arif nodded together.

"Mommy tomorrow we'll be here again, won't we meet daddy?" asked Nindya while showing her adorable puppy eyes.

"Yes baby, for now we go home first yes to mommy's house. Kan Nindya and Mommy just recovered from illness so still have a lot of rest," replied Mega and Nindya nodded in understanding.

They also stepped their feet away from the ICU room.

"Mommy later I want to sleep hugged mommy yes," said Nindya while smiling to show her rows of white and neat teeth.

"Don't worry, we'll sleep in mommy's room" said Mega and did not feel they reached the car. They get into the car, and Arif drives his car to Nina's residence.