ERRONEOUS

BLAME YOURSELF

"The room is dead, son," replied Damar's mother in a clean light.

The tub was struck by lightning in the morning without any cloud covering the sky. Mega was glued as if her aunt was frozen, her body was limp for a moment and her eyes were already glazed over. He also released the arms of Damar's mother.

"What's? died?" tanya Mega did not believe.

"Yes son, come in let me tell you," replied Damar's mother and took Mega into her house.

With gamang steps, Mega follows the steps of Damar's mother into the house. Shock, that's for sure.

It turned out that my dream yesterday was true, Damar was really alone for ever.

After both of them sat in a chair, Damar's mother told of the incident that had claimed Damar's life. Without excuse Mega's tears just dripped down her cheeks. There is a sense of guilt because when Mega with Damar, he was not always there beside Damar. Megan blamed herself. Although the most painful thing still stuck in Mega's heart, but he never said that he never loved Damar.

"Mom can you take me to Damar's grave?" ask Mega.

"Of course, come on, son. The tomb is not far from here, we are on foot, yes" replied Damar's mother and Mega nodded.

Mega also sent a message to Mr. Madih to wait for him because he would go to Damar's tomb. Along the way, Mega was silent. There were no words coming out of his mouth, other than a clear circle that was still dammed at both ends of his eyes.

Soon the two arrive at Damar's final resting place. Not to forget Mega bought a bouquet of roses at the flower shop next to the funeral gate.

"This is Damar's tomb, last time I saw his face he was very clean. Even at a glance he smiled. I know Damar hurt you once. Sorry for all the mistakes of Damar ya Mega," said Damar's mother while stroking Mega's hand gently.

Mega nodded with a smile, then her gaze shifted to a mound of land that was still filled with flowers.

Damar, I've forgiven you. I'm sorry for you too. Honestly, to this day I still love you. But what I am compared to His power. I can only pray that you will always be happy there. Go in peace, God loves you more.

Mega closed her eyes trying to breathe as much air as possible. It was like there was a whirring of sand flowing in Mega's blood. It hurts when the loss of a loved one goes away for all eternity.

After offering prayers, Damar's mother and Mega return to Damar's house.

"Mom, do you know where April is now?" ask Mega.

"Mom doesn't know Mega. Since Damar's departure yesterday, April has not appeared in front of us at all," replied Damar's mother making Mega sigh.

"Do you know anything about April?" ask Damar's mother.

"Ah, not ma'am. I'm just surprised, Damar has sacrificed a lot for April but when his last day was not even April," replied Mega while scratching his neck that did not itch.

It did not feel like the two even reached the front yard of Damar's house. Mega said goodbye to Damar's mother.

"Mom, I'm going home. I am so sorry mom for Damar's departure. Hopefully the father and mother can be stretched out his heart, so that also Damar is not heavy there," said Mega while holding the hand of Damar's mother.

Damar's mother smiled looking at Mega who was filled with gentleness.

You are very nice and beautiful Mega. May you have the best of God for your happiness.

"Yes, thank you Mega. Once again we on behalf of Damar apologize to you. Sorry if during Damar's life ever hurt your feelings," said Damar's mother and Mega smiled.

"I have forgiven Damar ma'am, who passes let it pass. May the father and mother stay healthy always, I say yes, excuse me," said Mega smiling while bowing her body a little. Damar's mother also bowed her body.

Mega left Damar's house and got into the car.

"Sir, we go home, yes" said Mega and Mr. Madih nodded.

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A few minutes later the Mega car arrived in front of the gate of his house. Ubed opened the gate of the house. Pinkan and Dona are seen playing sports in the yard.

"It's true you Don, I'm getting curious. We samperin yuk," Java Pinkan then invite Dona to come to Mega.

Mega also got off the car in welcome Pinkan and also Dona. Mega immediately hugged Pinkan and Dona and then shed his tears on the shoulders of his two best friends.

"Damar gaes, Damar died," said Mega while crying.

Pinkan and Dona get stuck in shock and then exchange eyes.

"Are you seriously Meles?" dona asked in disbelief and Mega nodded.

"I'm so sorry" said Pinkan.

"Me too" said Dona.

Pinkan and Dona stroke Mega's back. After a long time Mega cried, finally Mega's cry stopped. Mega let go of her embrace.

"We entered yuk, earlier bi Surti said he had bought a cake that was lit red," Pinkan and Mega eyes immediately sparkled.

"really?" asked Mega then Dona and Pinkan nodded quickly.

All three also entered the house. Arriving in the dining room, it looks bi Surti just finished arranging the cakes.

"Aunt me thank you, Mega kangen once with cakes made by Tumini ma'am," said Mega then sat on the chair.

"Look everyone ate together" cried Mega invite all residents of the restaurant together.

Exclusive Bar&Cafe

April was enjoying her drink, I don't know how much she drank. But he was still strong and not drunk too badly.

After he learned of Damar's death yesterday, April did not dare to come to see Damar's parents. April instead goes to the club and channels her grief with the men who hired her.

Damar! why the hell are you dead? Sahrul has gone and now you. Aaaarrgh!

April feels frustrated, because Damar is April's first love. Even he actually still has a little feeling for Damar, but because April knows that Damar is not from a family that is twisted. April is looking for more income by selling herself. April was never grateful, so long Damar had sacrificed a lot for her. Starting from home, facilities and also the cost of living.

April went crazy and finally fainted at the club. A man takes April away from the club.

Mega House

After enjoying the cake, Mega and her two best friends go to Mega's room to get ready to return to the Netherlands.

"Ga, it looks like I went straight back to Solo huh. Sorry, my mom and dad called me last night and told me to go home," Dona said, bowing her head and*********** the end of the shirt she was wearing.

Mega looked at Dona with a smile and sighed.

"Iya Mega I'm also the same as I want to go straight back to Yogya, because my father and mother just arrived in Yogya," said Pinkan.

"It's okay if you guys want to come back, I want to say thank you as well as you guys have accompanied me and filled my days. Without you, I couldn't have been this strong" said Mega and the three of them hugged.

"Thank you Mega for all your kindness" said Pinkan.

"Thank you my sultini" said Dona.

Mega laughed, "Yes the same."