ERRONEOUS

ERRONEOUS
INSECURE



Long story short when Mega was a kid.


When the attitude of Adrian and Hermelinda was heard by Nina who deliberately kept Mega away from themselves made Nina very angry. According to him, they should not be so against Mega. Finally, Nina puts her men on guard to Mega.


Especially when he saw Mega who was sneaking out of his house that night. They followed Mega to get to a luxury club in this city.


When Mega entered the club, some of them went inside and half waited outside. However, when Mega is taken by Sahrul into the room, they lose track and they decide to wait outside the club.


A few hours later, they were so shocked when the condition of Mega who walked out of the club. They reported it to Nina.


Then there was a car that stopped right in front of Mega. They paused his intention to take Mega away from there. However, they immediately followed Mega from the back of the car he was riding.


Until arriving in front of the house, Mega got off his car and went inside.


Nina felt like she was failing herself. He was furious and worried about Mega. Nina then tightens the guard for Mega.


The man who brought Mega to the club was none other than Sahrul. Nina also told someone to keep an eye on Sahrul so as not to bother Mega again.


A few months later, Mega met Damar at a cafe. The news was known by Nina through the men.


Nina also began to like the loving Damar and able to be gentle to Mega. But what Nina was worried about was just as much as Mega was worried about. Nina and Mega are afraid that one day Damar knows the state of Mega and instead leave Mega.


******


"So Grandma already knew everything that had happened to me? then mom and dad?" asked Mega with curiosity. Nina sighed, her emotions returning again as she recalled the incident that befell Mega eighteen months ago.


"They don't know. Because Grandma never told your mom and dad. Grandma did not want to aggravate their situation at that time."


"A few months ago before they went to see you in Indonesia, they had improved and acted as before. Then after your father came back here, both of them were critical and went into the ICU room again. At that time Grandma wanted to tell you, but considering you're about to graduate in one more year, Grandma postponed it."


"Unexpectedly after waking up from the coma, both of them improved even your mother was rumored to have recovered from her cancer. Your father has told Grandma to ask you to come here after graduation."


"However, the day before your school graduation, your mother slipped in the bathroom. Your father was very panicked and made the pain worse again, and ... God made the two lie together in that ICU room again. Until yesterday, doctors had given up on installing the tools that sustain your father and mother."


"Grandmother felt confused, Grandma did not have the heart to make that decision. Until finally the tool itself decides it. Turns ... God loves your mom and dad."


Nina wiped her tears. "Mega .. even if you have an error that is indeed. Never feel insecure about the situation you are in right now. Fix it, because the one who truly loves you will never question how your past, dear," said Nina at length. Mega did not expect that all this time here really guarded by God and also the grandmother even though not directly. He felt how disappointed Nina was when it happened to him as he felt.


Mega hugged Nina very tightly. "Grandmother's not mad at me?"


"What is angry for? it's all been happening. Now you're an adult. You'll be nineteen soon. Be a strong woman no matter how hard the waves come to hit you," said Nina made Mega breathe a sigh of relief.


"Thank you, Grandma. Now, Grandma's the only family I have and the one I care about the most." said Mega, who hugged Nina tightly back.


"Good, Grandma! I forgot that yesterday before leaving here I had an appointment with Damar to meet his parents." Mega screeched while patting her forehead.


"Honey .. before you meet her parents. You better make sure first, whether Damar can accept your situation or not. Be honest with him about your current situation. If he really loves you, he will definitely accept you. If not, then forget about him. Because love needs two people who strengthen each other not just one," said Nina. Mega was silent.


That's right what Grandma said. After this I'll be honest with Damar. Before it was too late, but I loved him too much. For more than a year, he's always filled my days even though more is just through the phone. I was in a dilemma with my own feelings. Such a great fear made me reluctant to open up to him.


"Well, Mega will try Grandma's advice. Thank you very much Nek, Mega affectionate with Grandma," said Mega hugged Nina again and Nina also stroked Mega's hair with affection.


I'm also very sorry for you father, mother, inner Mega.


Mega let go of her embrace and then clasped Nina's hands together.


"Grandma, that means tomorrow I have permission to go back to Jakarta. I want to make sure of my relationship with Damar. Grandma was fine here, "pinta Mega and Nina nodded as she gently swept Mega's hair covering her gaze. "After my business is done, I will come back here either alone or with Damar" he said softly. Nina is so understanding that felt by Mega at this time.


"Dear, Grandma's door will always be open for you" Nina said, smiling. "Now you better take a shower and have dinner with grandma. After that, Grandma will take you for a walk around the complex here," continued Nina and Mega nodded quickly.


Both of them came out of the rooms of the late Adrian and Hermelinda and returned to their respective rooms. After the shower, the two enjoyed dinner together.


*****


After finishing her dinner, Nina takes Mega out of the house. The temperature outside tonight is about twenty degrees celsius. Not to forget they also wear clothes that are layered. The two also walked around the elite house complex.


All the houses here are very beautiful and there are still many trees. However, every house must have a room temperature heater because the weather in the Netherlands if it is winter can reach minus degrees Celsius.


"Mega .. It looks like Grandma forgot something. You wanna come home or wait here?" ask Grandma. Mega turned to the right and to the left.


"About ... Old grandma didn't?"


"Not really .. just for a minute."


"Well, I'll just wait here, Grandma."


"Yes, then Grandma went home for a while and Grandma will come back again. If you are brave, take a walk. But remember! don't go too far, yes" said Nina and Mega nodded.


Nina came home while Mega enjoyed the calm night air. There are only street lights that rarely pass vehicles.


He occasionally walked while breathing free air and closed his eyes. However, when he opened his eyes from a distance he was like seeing someone he knew.


"Mega .... "