ERRONEOUS

DON'T FOLLOW ME

To be honest, I still don't understand how I feel. I don't know the meaning of being present in my life. You and Alka are such meritorious people to me. I am happy to know you guys. But I can't give my heart to you right now or to Alka.

"This is where I feel sorry for Nindya who so desperately needs a mother figure. He reminds me of when I was a kid. Far away from my mom and dad. But if to be with you, I don't know because my heart is still not sure brother," replied Mega while looking at Albi.

"What do I understand, maybe this is too hasty for you. I would wait until your heart is sure of me, but please give me reassurance so that I don't expect someone who doesn't expect me" Albi said with confidence.

I see your eyes have sincerity there. Why does my heart still doubt? maybe it's because I've felt the pain of losing someone I love so much. And I'm not ready to feel that loss anymore.

"Better, for now let us be friends. Don't follow me if I start to stay away, and don't stay away from me if I start to get close to you" Mega said with a smile.

"I don't know when these feelings are present for you, which is clear right now I love you so much. I will wait for you until your heart is sure. That your love is linked only to me, Mega Lesmana," said Albi who also smiled.

I finally knew the journey of your life after meeting with me, I feel more relieved now.

"You know brother? that love will present itself over time, the frequent time together, and the collapse of each other's egos. If God does outline us as fools, I believe as hard as we avoid, no matter how far we go God will surely unite us in a sacred bond," Mega and Albi continued to develop a smile.

Your thinking is very mature, I understand very well that you were so devastated. I also understand your life hasn't been easy all along. May God allow me to paint colors and write beautiful stories for the journey of our lives.

"Oh yeah in a few minutes I have class, it looks like I have to go back to high school" Mega continued, looking at the circular watch in her hand.

"Alright, I also have to go back to the office. Later tonight, will you have dinner with me and Nindya?" ask Albi carefully.

Mega chuckles, "lady no longer seduces me by taking Nindya, right?" Mega turned back her question to Albi.

"I'm on a Mega attempt. Want yes, please," said Albi by putting on a pleading face.

"Well, I want to" replied Mega with a very sweet smile.

Albi was unceasingly showing her smile that dissolved the taste in Mega's heart.

"Bye Mega, greetings later tonight. We'll pick you up at 8 p.m.," said Albi, waving his hand

"Okay, greetings later tonight brother, bye," said Mega reply to a wave of Albi's hand.

Albi also went from the front of Mega and walked towards the parking lot. When Albi had disappeared from Mega's sight, Mega walked back to her class. But suddenly there was someone who pulled up Mega's arm and held her back.

Mega turned her head towards his arm then to someone who pulled his arm. Mega stared fixedly at the face of the man in front of her.

Mega smiled, "sir Alka?" ask Mega.

"I've heard everything, Mega," said Alka, releasing her hand from Mega's arm.

Mega tilted her head slightly.

"Then?" ask Mega back.

"Albi never answered why she knew you. And today I know that you are the woman he had been expecting" replied Alka, putting her hands in her pants.

"Th-you mean? I really don't understand, brother?" tanya Mega.

"So, after Nindya's birth, Albi was so shaken up in her soul. One side he really needs a woman who he can make a wife to take care of him and also Nindya. And on the other hand he didn't expect Lusy to come back. Because she wasn't sure Lusy would be a good mother to Nindya. The proof is that she left so soon after giving birth to her child. Even I had time to read a note in the Albi workspace that read, hopefully we will be reunited, Mega. When I mentioned your name in front of him, I knew he had more feelings for you but he tried to keep covering it up. But unfortunately he could not lie to me," explained Alka at length made Mega nod understanding.

It's good that my brother Albi suddenly asked me to be a mommy for Nindya and stay with her if one day Lusy comes back. God, how should I?

"Then what did you mean by Alka last night?" asked Mega innocently.

Alka spins her brain memory to the moment she sings a song to Mega and expresses her feelings. Alka instantly glued as if her lips were frozen.

"How can you easily express your feelings to me when there are still women out there who are still the wife of Alka's sister?" ask Mega back.

Alka still did not budge, then she sighed before Alka spoke up.

"Actually Kiran and I have been separated for a long time, Kiran left me for her career. My feelings have long since disappeared for him. I even just think of Kiran as just a friend and nothing more. Before you were present in my life, Kiran had already made my feelings disappear on her. Kiran and I were wrong from the beginning. We come from a very rival family in the business world. In the name of love, we insist on getting married secretly."

"The beginning of the marriage is indeed very beautiful, but Kiran is tempted to pursue her career in the world of modeling just like Vanesha. The difference is I never knew Kiran had a lover or not. Yeah, now Kiran and I are in a divorce. So you don't think of yourself as the third person between me and Kiran. I expressed my feelings last night, because honestly when I was near you I felt such peaceful comfort," explained Alka and Mega was relieved because he was not the third person between Alka and Kiran.

"Thank you for sharing your story with me, now I understand. Today all my questions have been answered that always revolve in the memory of my brain" said Mega and Alka smiling while nodding.

"Oh yes, didn't you say that there was a class, yul together with me," Alka and Mega nodded with a smile.

Alka and Mega also walked together into the same campus building. From a distance there was a woman who had been watching Mega.

"So that's Mega, well she's beautiful. But he couldn't get what was supposed to be mine!" the woman said monologue.