DiLeMa LOVE

Love's Dilemma

After doing various kinds of examinations, 3 hours later his laboratory results came out. 3 hours were felt for centuries. Keep begging in his heart, hopefully he can share the kidney with his mother.

what is the meaning of a kidney compared to the whole body that grows from its blood and flesh is not in fact this body part of its body? whatever the outcome, at least I tried

An hour later Syifa was lying on the operating table in a room connected to the operating room to prepare. Leaving one by one his clothes and replacing them with a piece of clothing that is more appropriate to be called a long cloth with a hole in the middle and split on the back that is only tightened with some adhesive that is installed recklessly. his condition is not much different from his mother's. The infusion needle pierced his wrist draining the food substitute liquid.

" no. "Syifa said in a panic when the nurse told her to take off her underwear.

" but after surgery your condition will not allow you to get out of bed to urinate "the nurse explained patiently. After arguing for a moment Syifa finally relented, he did not want to buy time for surgery just because of the problem.

Halfheartedly Syifa took off her underwear, now she was perfectly naked hiding behind a piece of cloth.

Syifa's soul was further distressed when the nurse told her to open her thighs wide. Although she was ashamed half-dead, half-hearted Syifa followed the nurse's intervention, opening her thighs slightly

" yes wider.yes a little more "he said without sin. Syifa's face flushed in shame felt the most secret part of her body open and the cold burst a little inside. And the shame was getting peaked when the nurse was relaxed to look for a position and then put a hose a few inches into his body to reach the bladder.

Syifa bit her lip her hand clutching the bedsheet underneath, enduring the pain as the foreign object was forced into her body. It felt very uncomfortable, after the hose perfectly reached his bladder, like a kebelt but unable to remove it, wanted to feel he pulled the object and immediately ran to the toilet, but what power.

The next minute he found himself pushed into a large room that felt very spacious with clean white paint. In each corner there are a variety of medical devices are very much. The air in the room was very cold.

A doctor approached her clamping two wires connected to a monitor on her thumb and middle finger, the instant the object touched his skin the monitor immediately showed figures that turned out to show blood pressure and heart rate. After that, the doctor told him to sit down, revealing the cloth that covered his back. Groping for a moment then injecting it at 3 points in the spine. In the last moments of his consciousness he heard the sound of a wheel drive on the floor "mother. "his mind then he felt very drowsiness.

True, the voice was indeed his mother, who was now lying unconscious after what was given to Syifa, it did not take long, the drug worked in seconds. His mother was laid beside Syifa only about a meter and a half away and separated by a piece of cloth called a curtain. They are handled by 2 different medical teams but are mutually cooperative.

In a third of his consciousness Syifa realized that now he was like a lump of worthless meat in front of a group of people. He lay resigned when the only cloth protecting his body from human sight was revealed to be then attached to a small stainless steel positioned vertically above his chest creating a separation between his head and the bottom his body, so that the patient can not see what happens to his body.

The cold air ran his body chest down, down, then something colder felt smeared all over the surface of his stomach then he felt nothing but on his stomach like there were some insects walking jumping there.

Syifa opened her eyes slowly, and her eyes ached when the light began to hit her pupils again she closed her eyes then blinked slowly trying to adjust her eyes to the intensity of the light in the room.

When he was able to recognize the room, he realized he was alone in the room

" mother.". "his whisper was more like a moaning.

" You have already been mummified "

" sister where is my mother, how is she?" his question ignored the nun's questions nor did he care about the cold biting all over her body. He shivered with drowsiness.

" there he is fine, thank God the operation went well" he said as he put a large pillow on his stomach and then raised the blanket to the chest.

" go to sleep for a while you'll get better "

" but I want to see the condition of my mother "his objection is not aware of the condition of her body which is now weak even to raise her hand.

Syifa felt asleep for too long. He woke up helpless, half of his body still hard to move. And the pain now began to strike his lower abdomen, he could only hope that there would be anyone coming and he would beg to be delivered to his mother.

" morning ..." silent for a moment, looked up to read the name on the board on the wall "......Syifa how are you feeling today? " greet someone he thinks a doctor sees from his appearance. He was about 35 years old, his body was athletic and looked more macho with his skin color is a little dark typical of men who actively play under the hot sun.

" morning doc? " rather than answering the greeting of the doctor he instead asked.

" yes it's Syifa morning "

" dok please take me to my mother's place" Syifa said begging.

" be patient Syifa I will check your condition first, after that I deliver to your mother"

The doctor carefully examined Syifa's physical condition, checked the infusion flow and adjusted to needs. The tools that yesterday wrapped around his body have now been removed, leaving infusion tubes and urine disposal tubes that are very disturbing. Very embarrassed when the doctor was without any discomfort multiplying the collected urine to the container that has been provided.

" no doctor!! " squeak with a blushing face.

" it's okay this is what I used to do, anyways I hear you no one is waiting? "

I don't know, why since yesterday his uncle did not come, so make him alone and a doctor had to clean his urine but whether his uncle would want to do that, as a doctor of course he was professional, he was professional, aren't they getting paid for it? ah I don't know. Though he had told him with a mobile phone from Nia doctor if they had to carry out a double surgery that cost super expensive. Unable to answer from his uncle, he could only contact Nia's doctor. He no longer knew who to ask for help?.

After telling her everything that had happened and what to do, Nia's doctor promised to help her as best she could.

" you take it easy I'll take care of it from afar, and I don't know what Nia's doctor did so that the next morning he was told the surgery could be done and he had to prepare for a match test.

The doctor exited the room for a moment and then re-entered with a wheelchair equipped with an infusion support pole. After locking his wheels so as not to walk on his own, the doctor helped Syifa sit down.

" you hold this so that it doesn't hurt" he said, handing over his urine hose, wanting him to wear a mask right then and there. His face was hot upon receiving the cursed object at least according to Syifa right now it became very cursed.

The doctor gently carried Syifa and sat her in a wheelchair, though she still felt pain in her stomach incision as her body lifted, but he did not care at this time he just wanted to see the condition of his mother.

Lucky this morning he was siben (washing the face of the body and hands with warm water mixed with antiseptic using a cloth) and changed clothes aided by the nurse, and the nurse, so that he should not always bear shame in the presence of the doctor.

After pinning the infusion bag on the support pole, 4 pairs of small wheels under Syifa began grinding the floor slowly. Behind him the doctor pushed gently so that it felt comfortable for Syifa who had just had surgery.

" morning Doctor Vishnu "greet a nurse and a doctor who turned out to be named Vishnu.

" morning Sister Indah "is friendly reply to the beautiful sister.

The journey felt long. Moreover, the warm greetings of the nurses who cross paths with them make Syifa feel uncomfortable looking really they are in again looking for attention.

Syifa looked at Doctor Vishnu questioningly as she was stopped in front of a room with an entire glass wall. Syifa looked up and saw a small board insulating.