DiLeMa LOVE

Love's Dilemma

Roy felt a pain in the back of his hand. But the pain in his heart was a million times more heart-wrenching. It was clearly in his eyes. As the jerk hugged and kissed Syifa. He was willing to release Syifa. If that is his choice. He was willing to be hurt as long as Syifa was happy. It was his promise as he tried to fight for his love two days ago. But he did not expect Adi would do all that on their first day. And she knew very well Syifa was not a woman who would easily do such a thing.

"ARRrrrraaaaaaaaAGH..," Roy is furious at him who is unable to protect his best friend.

"Dugh.." again Roy's raw bogem landed wildly on the back wall of the canteen.

Jealousy, anger, regret, all those feelings raged in his heart. He feels stupid. Love before his eyes he ignored. When love steps in to find its way. He fires his own beard.

"Stupid!!!" roy whispered under pressure.

Roy put his face against the wall. Frustrating. It's not all that easy as he said. He said he was happy Syifa. In fact, now he does not accept by scapegoating blackened hugs and kisses.

"Dugh ..." Roy once again hurt himself.

"Stop Roy.....!!!" syifa shouted in panic as she lunged towards Roy.

Roy's hand is now bleeding. Fear of slapping his heart. Roy's fist didn't slacken at all. The great anger.

"Roy I'm sorry, I know I was wrong.... " Syifa tried to hold Roy's hand that was still clenched tightly with emotion.

"Please Fa!!" whispered Roy eerie.

"I beg you to stop .. I'm sorry. I know I was wrong, but it doesn't have to be Gini Roy" Syifa ignored her fear.

"I said get off!" Roy brushed Syifa's hand away.

Syifa was stunned, she almost fell for it. He did not expect Roy who was always gentle could be this angry.

"Roy we have to talk ... I'm sorry" Syifa was out of words.

Realize it's wrong. Has received Adi's love, while Roy he hangs.

"Father Fa you're not wrong it's your right to choose him" Roy was devastated to see Syifa's pias face.

Syifa shook her head tightly with teary eyes. Unable to say a word.

"Today I said, right? I will accept whatever your decision is" Roy continued.

Roy looked away, hiding his facial expression from Syifa. Slowly his anger faded. Especially when he saw Syifa glazed.

... I was wrong about him .. but you should know, I can't back down" shirih Syifa paled in her heart.

In his mind is imagined love story that is too mature, a love story that he should not live. Adi who has crossed the world. Of course, it is very familiar with the name of kisses and hugs.

"Udahlah Fa .. we just live, I hope you can take care of yourself. He's an Adi guy who's experienced at that kind of thing" Roy said. More than the wounds Syifa was cleaning.

Let Syifa clean his wound with tissue, he stared at the girl he had long loved was clingy.

if it could be forever like this even if only in the word friendship, but why should there be someone else among us?

"I know, after this I may not be able to freely meet you Roy, but please do not stay away remain my friend who always advises" selfish Syifa begged.

He wanted to choose Roy but somehow he could not refuse Adi that day. He could not even resist Adi's hugs and kisses and worse he could not express his anger. He can only be silent and fall lulled in another nuance of life.

"I msesel Fa, can not convince you that day, but it has all happened, live with all my heart" said Roy began to calm down.

"I'm sorry.." said Syifa regretfully.

*Sorry to be honest I love you, but I also want to be Adi's lover.

"I will always be a true friend who is always there for you. I will always pray that Adi begins to realize his mistake has dragged you into his life"

Roy sat on the floor, leaning his body against the wall. No matter how messed up he is. Syifa followed sitting beside him.

Silent for a moment,

"I'll be waiting for you, Fa" Roy continued confidently.

Those words struck his heart. Syifa's tears flowed gently on her cheeks. Not expecting that much love that Roy promised for her.

Unable to face Roy, Syifa ran away leaving Roy with a wounded heart.

The faint crumbling of his soul had ignored the sincerity of Roy's love. And foolishly, he chose Adi instead. Even though he loves her, Adi is a typical guy who likes physical relationships.

Roy could only stare at Syifa's back which slowly disappeared with a pushy look.