DiLeMa LOVE

Love's Dilemma

Syifa felt her body float. He resigned, he embraced Dava tightly. Syifa was already preparing to fall to the floor, when quickly the sturdy arm of the doctor Vishnu grabbed her body. Once again the circumstances make Syifa in the arms of the doctor Vishnu.

Syifa was fascinated, completely fascinated by whatever was in Vishnu's doctor. He was unable to take his eyes off those shady eyeballs. Dragged into the dark eyeballs. There's deep pain, there's puzzles without answers there.

"Owe..owe...." Dava who was among them seemed to not accept being made a mosquito repellent.

With awkward doctor Vishnu helped Syifa stand up. Removing his hands from Syifa's waist.

"Sorry dear, sister Syifa is not careful" she whispered trying to calm Dava down.

His body felt as light as cotton, drifting, trembling, and bewildered. Syifa dragged her steps leaving the doctor Vishnu. Calm Dava with a hoarse voice.

Arriving at the kitchen Syifa immediately dropped his body on the chair. Resting his legs that feel boneless. He looks like a dazed man. Breath hunting. Face blushing.

"Syifa?!, is that the Dava dibiarinnya cry? mbok Inah who was cooking reprimanded him.

"What Mbok?." said Syifa.

He has not yet returned to the real world. Still feeling the touch of a moment doctor Vishnu. The sturdy arm was as if it was still stuck to his waist. Circling strongly, holding his dazed body.

Enough Syifa, Vishnu's doctor will save Dava. Don't be shy, please realize yourself dong.

"Owe.. owe.." with his little legs Dava sought attention.

"Syifa!," mbok Inah again rebuked the chaotic-looking Syifa "Even if it's a child, Syifa!" finally Mbok Inah touched Syifa's shoulder.

"Oh, yes Mbok, what's wrong?" Syifa hugged Dava who had been crying since.

"Yes, the Dava is not in cuekin" he said while shaking his head.

"Yes Mbok." Syifa fixed her arms, then made some milk for Dava.

"Why to? how do you dream about that?" ask Mbok Inah who doesn't know anything.

"Why not." lied Syifa, while hiding her face.

"Have started the secrets of mbok Inah? look at it later if you're tight, watch out!" he said while in a pretentious fashion turning his face.

"So...." Syifa hung up her sentence, seeing Vishnu's doctor enter the kitchen.

Syifa lowered her head, hiding her suddenly hot face. He pretended to be stirring Dava's milk. Fortunately Dava was calm from the fall incident earlier. If not, of course Syifa will report to calm him in this situation.

Doctor Vishnu who is ready to leave for the hospital, walked slowly to the table. Grabbing a piece of bread, applying peanut butter and then burning it.

"No need Mbok, I have breakfast only" banned the doctor Vishnu when he saw Mbok Inah nervous about preparing a breakfast menu that is not perfect.

"Sorry sir." Mbok Inah said regretfully.

I want Syifa to laugh at Mbok Inah who likes the PD, at this time. It's not Mbok Inah. But Syifa could only laugh inwardly. He now feels like a suspect on trial.

"What's wrong, Mbok, I have breakfast too early, because there are emergency patients" he said to calm Mbok Inah.

He was given a cooked toast. It was not Vishnu's doctor Syifa always saw. The man was suddenly like ABG. Eating his bread while walking in haste. Passed out without concern Mbok Inah who stared at a series of oddities this morning full of question marks.

"Puffs... " Syifa let out a sigh of relief, as soon as the sound of the motor of Vishnu's doctor disappeared in the distance.

"What's up to this? how about weird?" Mbok Inah asked still curious.

"What's weird Mbok, Mbok's feelings only time." elak Syifa while fondling Dava.

Mbok Inah muttered in disbelief. Choose to keep that question in your heart and continue cooking. Stirring vegetables that begin to spread a delicious aroma. The aroma of vegetable lodeh made by mbok Inah is second to none. Invites the hunger of anyone who finds its aroma.

"So laper Mbok."

"Yes this, Mbok too, yes already there, den Dava memendiin first, only then we have breakfast together, already mateng all this."

"Ready Mbok...."

Finish bathing Dava, Syifa and Mbok Inah breakfast together in the kitchen. While eating Syifa began to tell all the events that she had experienced since last night to parents who she secretly considered mother. Mbok Inah is so considerate and kind to her. Too good in fact.

After having a mouthwash turned out, Mbok Inah had a grandson who should be the same age as him. The first and only child he had. But alas, the ferocity of Flek's disease gnawed at his small body.

He blames himself. Because of the limited economic time, his family had to live in unfavorable conditions. Sleeping on the floor is just a mat. The piercing cold brought disease to his grandson who was not even 5 years old.

That's why Mbok Inah is very attentive to him. He devoted his longing to his grandson, to Syifa. They fill each other with the emptiness of a loved one's heart. Establish harmonious close relationships.

"Mbok tasa, den Vishnu have a sense deh, same Syifa." very lightly Mbok Inah said.

It made Syifa even more afraid of the shadow of a difficult future. The impossibility that he would surely experience, if there were indeed other flavors among them. The age difference is too far. The caste difference is also compared to 180°. Also the background of life and education that is very far away, is the absolute reason for the impossibility.

"What's Mbok?!," Syifa asked in shock "That can't be Mbok."

"Mbok knows Vishnu, the same art-art before you, den Vishnu cuek aja tuh"

"It's just a coincidence, Mbok."

"No, Mbok has lived here for decades, Mbok knows exactly what Vishnu den. Since the death of non Rere den Vishnu has never been warm with girls you know." explained Mbok Inah began to open the past that became a question mark in Syifa's mind.

"Non Rere?" Syifa is fishing for more information.

"So, den Vishnu and non Rere, married almost 7 years. During that time they have not also had a baby. The last 2 years they began to fight often. Non Rere blames the Vishnu den. Because secretly non Rere checked himself. The result is non Rere healthy, no problem.

Den Vishnu tried to survive. Various ways he did to break non Rere's accusation. Herbal medicine, pharmacy and even alternative medicine also he lived.

A year of treatment to and fro without success. Non Rere began to often go home in the morning drunk. Patiently den Vishnu took care of non Rere. Waiting for non Rere aware and willing to continue the relationship well even without a baby between them.

The peak, that afternoon, when den Vishnu came home from work. The door of the house is slightly open. A sight he hadn't seen in a long time. Happy to know that non Rere was home before night, Den Vishnu barged in looking for his wife. Like someone was leading him. Den Vishnu headed straight for the bedroom. Opening the door wide, and how surprised den Vishnu.

With his own eyes. He watched his wife struggle with her own friend. He heard the pleading that he had rarely heard. Even the two were unaware of the presence of the Vishnu den." Mbok Inah ended his story with teary eyes.

Syifa listened to the story with a sick heart. Not expecting doctor Vishnu who has a million charms, turned out to be betrayed by his wife. What is the meaning of a baby if indeed the Power has not given. Want to be forced to the same anyone, the results are still the same. Not Rejeki, if said parents.

Wait, if that's the story. Then, Dava?.