DiLeMa LOVE

Love's Dilemma

Dizziness. I don't know what to do but avoid. Yeah, that's all Syifa can do before she finds the answer to her flawed feelings. In his heart, Slalu asked.

"Did he really love Adi?"

Cool guy who became the dream of most girls at school. With all the perfection he possesses. From popularity, good looks, wealth is also cleverness. Or does he love Roy the mediocre guy who is always there in the joy of his suffering. Faithful to hear his complaints. And accept it, as it is. Without ever realizing it himself.

Their friendship has long been established. All this time, their closeness has never been this complicated. Friendship that makes some friends envious.

"Friends are 1000 times more valuable than girlfriends" Riska advises.

"Keep, if that friend is our same love? what are we gonna do about it?" syifa asked dissatisfied with Riska's advice.

"Yes, too"

"Are we refusing to let friendship last? will rejection make a relationship stiff? or do we accept? later if break up ..... "

"Ah, he thought of the distance, rich Indian movies only, close your eyes, and see who appears in the wishful thinking"

"Where can you want to crumble a thousand times that appear both of them" Syifa argued

"That's greedy namnya, atu-atu aja buk, laen love" sedu Riska.

They laugh, laugh at feelings that are so easily wavering because of the desire to have everything alone. Or the language is 'greedy'.

"So, isn't there a solution for me yet?" ask Syifa while throwing a pillow towards Riska "Sleep yuk, sleepy ni" he continued while pulling the blanket to cover his entire body.

Riska could only shake her head at Syifa's behavior.

Roy stared at Syifa's gift agenda book. A book that bears silent witness to her hidden love. Every inch of his story was engraved there. Now that love is no longer hidden. Love comes to the surface when there is a fear of loss.

"Araghhh ...." Roy scratched his non-itchy head violently.

Anger, regret and guilt have become obstacles to the happiness of his best friend. That feeling was always stifling his chest. If he could restrain himself, if his feelings should not be reflected in his words if and if but the rice had become porridge.

Perhaps, he had ruthlessly stained his friendship with love. When it should be called a stain. But let time answer. At least he had fought for his love even in an undue way.

"I'm sorry buddy" Roy's inner voice while listening to the melodious voice of his smartphone.

"Buddy, I'm sorry I love you.." The song seemed to represent him speaking.

"Well, Syifa, I know I was wrong but this love I will fight for" Roy said.

As a real man, he does not want his love history diituls 'burdened love without struggle'. How humiliating.

As a result, the struggle must be perfect. Up to the last blood point if you can. Hehe is war?

"Ok Syifa, let's talk" Roy murmured as he got up from his seat.

Roy prepared himself as best he could. Carefully Roy chose the appropriate clothes, put them on and then combed his hair neatly. He wants this day to have a deep impression.

After feeling neat Roy stepped foot into the princess dormitory. They live in the same dormitory. Actually not a dorm, rather, a boarding place. But because there are some staff who regulate sleep hours, study hours, and diet, the place is called a dormitory that provides lodging facilities for students who attend Nusantara High School. Especially the house far away.

Syifa stuttered to find Roy sitting on the front porch of her room. Especially in a neat state and looked full of confidence. 180 degrees with the appearance of Syifa who had just risen from her sleep. His eyes are red, his veil is tangled, well that's how people wake up.

"Fa, eat yuk, my sneak waitin" Brondong Roy, did not give Syifa a chance to refuse.

Like a remote control robot. Dutifully Syifa immediately ran to the toilet. Soon it came out in much better shape. Shamefully Syifa passed in front of Roy to get into the room. Arriving in Syifa's room in the fog. What should the bungus do? Luckily there was Riska, who helped calm him down, gave him advice and put it in.

"OK! face it!" reanimate Syifa steadied herself while changing her clothes.

He wore blue jeans, combined with a long-sleeved white shirt given by Roy. Not to forget his favorite light blue veil perched gracefully on his head. He tried to behave as usual looking like he had been dealing with Roy.

" Gini isn't too drastic, is it ?"

" Not usually you are so, is there a waiting situation, want to calm down and think clearly before acting, ok!, he said!, do not let you lose friends because of mind but do not choose wrong until the real love even you ignore because of ignorance" Riska advised before Syifa opened the door.

It was common for Roy to see Syifa look like that. Very familiar. But for some reason after more than three days he did not meet, the girl looked charming, graceful and one that he was not so aware, beautiful, more precisely sweet especially when he smiled shyly.

"Sorry to wait a long time" said Syifa expel her awkwardness.

"Yoi no problem" Roy replied calmly.

After a bit of stale they decided to have dinner at a lesehan stall. A small food stall, although small in place, the food menu need not be doubted. Cow rib soup with fried sambal ati super pedes.

They sat facing each other in a small hall under the roof. More comfortable with the decoration of a small bonsai in one corner. The dimly lit lights give the impression and feel of peace. Sitting for a long time in that place does not invite bored. Especially with someone special.

"Fa I'm talking about yesterday" Roy opened the conversation.

Syifa was silent, not knowing what to say.

"I know, I was wrong, but seriously, the feeling was there, and a long time ago. Syifa, I wish our relationship were more than friends"

"Let's Roy, there may be different flavors between us that come without us noticing, but I need time to determine the attitude. Although it is not certain Adi has feelings, but to be honest, I hope there is a further step in our relationship. I'm also not a hypocrite, there are doubts about continuing this relationship since ......"

"Good to enjoy.." The voice of the waitress cut out Syifa's words while serving their order menu.

"Thank you" Roy and Syifa together.

"Let's eat first" Roy decided to eat first.

They ate in silence in their own thoughts.

"Ok Syifa, " said Roy as he chewed on his last mouthful.

"Emmm Alhamdulillah given a sense of fullness" he continued while sipping his sweet orange ice.

"Fa said dumbly, the whole thing was tickling her" Roy scolded as he wagged his hand in front of Syifa's face.

"Ee .. What is ?" Syifa. Shy half-dead, caught watching Roy secretly.

Buru hurried Syifa to finish her meal, looking down deeply as she continued to chew.

"Emmmmmh.....There's something you need to know"

Roy started after Syifa finished her meal.

"I'm serious about this feeling, I love you, and I'll take whatever you answer. Maybe the timing is not right, I just want to fight while I have the chance.that's it."

Syifa cried out in her heart, why only now, why should she hope for others.

"Love me Roy's time" Syifa replied at last.

"There's no need to hurry, whoever it is, I hope it's for the best".