DiLeMa LOVE
Love's Dilemma
The days he went through were tough, going to school from the hospital back to the hospital again. As much as he could divide the time, on the sidelines keeping his mother he read the exam material, storing the material in his memory as much as his brain can remember in such conditions. Early in the morning he woke up to wipe his mother's body with warm water and antiseptic liquid, change his clothes and prepare things that would be needed when he was in school, put it close so that his mother could easily reach out.
It is undeniable that his uncle always came to replace him when he was in school. It was unbearable to see his uncle had to go back and forth every day to travel far enough, but what he could do, he could not go through this difficult time on his own. What he is grateful for his uncle who used to be hostile to their family when Syifa's father was still alive is now changing much better.
So that for several days, they alternated to look after Fatimah whose condition is now much better.
Until suddenly that night when Syifa was preparing for the last day of the Fatimah test convulsions. Panicked Syifa shouted to call the sisters but because their room was in the corner of the guard sisters did not immediately hear Syifa shout. Undeterred he kept shouting, but now that he was impatiently waiting, he ran through space after space that felt very long
" sister .... my mother's sister.." she cried as soon as she saw the nurse sitting behind her desk.
Like a remote control, Syifa's voice immediately made the 2 sisters get out of their seats and immediately run towards the patient's room. Suddenly last night the silence now became boisterous.
Before the second examination the sisters had Syifa wait outside. From the front door Syifa watched her mother's body twitch, her chest rising and falling heavily. The other nurse checked the infusion flow, checked the heart rate and attached a stethoscope to the abdomen while the other nurse recorded what the senior sister said
" call the doctor !!!! " scream while pressing the emergency button.
The more intense the mother convulsed so that the two sisters had to hold her mother's body so as not to fall, and suddenly her mother's chest lifted high and then fell, the body that had just a moment of intense convulsions was now frozen, frozen, his hand fell helplessly down right at the moment the doctor entered the room in shock. Checking for a moment then the nurse pulled a tool from the corner of the room.
Syifa fell to her knees, shedding tears without being able to make a sound watching her mother's body rise high and then fell many times but the monitor screen still showed a straight line and a long tutttttttt sound that tore the heart.
" again nurse, maximum" the doctor gave instructions.
stop.... enough I sincerely... don't torment my mother's body..,...
thank you God..... You still gave me the opportunity to improve my devotion
His mother is still unconscious, but the critical period can be said to have passed. The doctor and nurse fixed all the equipment attached to his mother's body, then came out.
" i need to talk "the doctor gestured for Syifa to follow him
In the doctor's room Syifa is welcome to sit in front of the doctor who displays a flat facial expression
" this" began a heavy sigh "needs a kidney transplant, in fact we already know from the first if your mother's kidney is problematic, we have tried not to do a kidney transplant, kidney transplant, but it seems like it has to be done. It will be difficult to find the right donor, usually only close families who have a match, if you also find the right donor, the possibility of success and not balanced 50% to 50%. all decisions are in your hands "the doctor ends his studies. Staring at the girl who looked tough and mature even though she was very young.
" can I donate my kidney" he said without thinking.
" but you, right? " the doctor hung up his sentence.
" didn't the teenage organs are still very good and good, and again I am the only family, my uncle is not necessarily willing to donate his kidneys" he added sure
" all right, let's check tomorrow that it fits"
Early in the morning Syifa was on standby in front of the laboratory building, waiting patiently for the arrival of Professor Fahmi who will examine it. Of course, before he came here, he cleaned his mother's body, changed her clothes, first, and feed his mother who now looks very weak helpless with about 3 hoses and several wires connected to the monitor wrapped around her body.
