DiLeMa LOVE

DiLeMa LOVE
Love's dilemma



Before leaving for school, Syifa first stopped by the dormitory to borrow a uniform. No old clothes, uniforms have been prepared on the room table. Like still being a hostel resident. Syifa approached Riska's room, took the key stored under the flower pot on the terrace, opened the door, and burst in. Soon Syifa came out in a neat uniform.


"Hi Fa"


Syifa turned her head and looked at Roy with her sweet smile. He is indeed the best friend. No matter how badly Syifa hurt her, she was always there for Syifa.


"Roy, when were you there?"


"Lumayan lama, I saw you enter the gate of the dormitory earlier, then I followed you, o yes, want a follow-up exam right?"


"Yes, I hope it's good"


"Getter"


They walk to school. Each one tells their current situation. Roy tried his luck scholarship at Unnes Semarang. Through the PMDK path, he is now actively studying.


"Which major?" ask Syifa.


"Java literature, I want to explore Javanese culture" Roy showed the books he brought.


"That's good" Sahut Syifa, who knew very well Roy liked Javanese literature.


"Hopefully accept"


"Yes, I hope you can also graduate"


"Thank you Roy"


They split up in front of the library building. Roy goes to join his friends, while Syifa has to go to the meeting hall where the next exam will be held.


It turned out that the next exam took more than Syifa thought. Students from other schools began to arrive. Foreign faces began to arrive filling the corridor of the meeting room. None of them Syifa knew. For that Syifa chose to be immersed in points that have been given by the doctor Vishnu last night.


Syifa is rereading less material. Indeed, for IPA children, History and Geography lessons are just for general knowledge. History to instill a sense of nationalism. Geography is about studying the population.


Until the bell rang Syifa was still fun to read. The result did not disappoint. Mostly about being able to do it. Even in the second hour he felt that many things were easy.


Syifa covered her face with both hands while looking down. His heart was filled with gratitude. After collecting the questions as well as the answer sheet, Syifa stepped out lightly. The burden in his heart he lives in. Now he is waiting for his hard work.


When she got outside, Syifa was greeted by her new friend. His name is Juan, from the first meeting this one girl never stopped moving her finger from the screen hp. In every opportunity there is a finger directly agile browsing the gadget screen. Usut got a stretcher he runs an online business. Sell all kinds of things. Clothes, shoes, bags, even household appliances.


"What a long time ago, as long as we have the same connection that has the goods, all we do is a photo, there is an interest in gratitude, there is no loss" he explained.


"You really, how are you?"


Syifa was very interested in that. He asked at length. Fortunately, Juan happily explained. Even giving him tips so as not to be easily fooled by buyers and sellers.


"So we don't meet in person, so there are many possibilities of fraud, just how we are careful" he said ending his explanation of the grief of online business.


From there Syifa began to be interested in online business. Think of a way to get started immediately.


After a long conversation Syifa implored. He wants to see Adi. It seems like I haven't seen each other in a long time. Although now their living quarters are facing each other, Syifa knows far different conditions, requiring her to be ignorant of each other. For this reason Syifa wants to meet Adi at school.


Syifa walked to the parking lot. Who knows, Adi is still there. There Syifa only sees Ben as her lover Nuri.


"Ben, where's Adi?" ask Syifa after close.


"Again eat there Roni in the east canteen"


"Yoy"


Syifa stepped lightly towards the eastern canteen. A sudden longing. Makes her forget how complicated their relationship has become since she worked as a domestic assistant.


Undeniably. The whole world knows 99% of rich people will oppose a young master's love affair with a domestic assistant. No matter how much love, if it is discussed treasure, as a person without his pride must be hurt. But this love is brewing. Syifa can go through all of that.


Syifa is getting closer to the canteen. A sweet smile graced her lips. Adi and Roni sat back to the door. Syifa accelerated the pace. Arriving at Syifa's door prepared to surprise Adi.


"A..." Voice ceased. His steps stopped too.


"Did Syifa know?" ask Roni. His voice sounds clear. The canteen was a bit long.


I don't know what they're talking about. What Syifa thought. Something's wrong with him. Curious, Syifa listened to their conversation.


"No, he won't know, the guy he loves dies with me"


"Hahahaha" Roni laughed. " What about Clara?"


"Again males it's the same business girl"


"Cie... tumben-tumbenan you males, oh yes continue what if he loves you?"


"Biarin, let's just say it's broken up, after all now he's art somewhere"


"Don't that dong, he just lost....."


"Ah, I also know, if he did not die, this play ended yesterday"


"I didn't think you could be this cruel to her"


"Why? do you like her?"


"Enough!!!" Shouted Syifa could not take it anymore. His chest rose and fell, restraining the overflowing emotions.


Fiercely, Syifa approached those who were now stunned. His eyes stared intently with anger. Both of his hands clenched tightly until his fingernails pierced his palms.


"Happy?!!!" syifa voice raspy.


"This, this, not like that... "Adi.


Syifa laughed out loud to see Adi's face. The guy who is always full of confidence, can be laid out in front of a stupid girl like himself.


"Plac!!!" Syifa slapped Adi's cheek. Spilling all the emotions that controlled his heart.


"Thank you for everything" whispered Syifa with teary eyes, then ran out.


Adi swallowed a spit that felt like a stone. Touching her red cheeks. Besides Roni is still gawking. Can't yet digest what just happened. It all feels so fast.


"Why look around?!!!" snapped Adi.


The few disciples who witnessed all of that immediately dispersed themselves. Bringing the hottest gossip to the whole school.


"Crazy, brave too that girl" Roni muttered while shaking her head.


Shame is half dead. Adi got up from his seat and left the cafeteria. His pride fell to a point he had never reached. Being publicly slapped by a girl like Syifa is the most heartbreaking experience.