DiLeMa LOVE

Love's Dilemma

The days of Syifa with half her soul left in the village. Discomfort, longing, pressure and fear filled his heart.

Although he has learned a lot from Mbok Inah all ways to care for the baby he still has difficulty. Sometimes he feels afraid when suddenly baby Dava cries out loud. He thought it was because of his mistake in carrying or giving milk. It turns out that healthy babies cry because of two reasons, namely hunger and bedwetting the rest as long as the baby feels comfortable he will not cry. That is how day by day he goes through learning and learning. One that she is grateful for baby Dava is still too small to know who is driving. So that Syifa easily takes care of it without the need for meaningful adjustments. Suppose Dava is 4 or 5 years old certainly requires an extra approach to approach let alone to treat. And because baby Dava was only 3 months old so easily Syifa approached and took care of him, even he began to love baby Dava, although initially only a diversion from the pain in his heart.

Syifa breathed a sigh of relief after Doctor Vishnu left for the hospital. Let the best of Doctor Vishnu Syifa still feel not free to move if Doctor Vishnu is still at home. So far Syifa is still safe, early in the morning Doctor Vishnu departed and returned home at least 5 pm. Like this morning, as soon as Doctor Vishnu left for the hospital, Syifa immediately bathed Dava. 5 working days he no longer need to disturb the work mbok Inah just to help him bathe Dava.

" Dear.. yuk change clothes." muttered Syifa while holding baby Dava. Take her to the room, carefully lay her on the bed. Dava started babbling adorable hands and feet twitching funny. His clear eyes could melt Syifa's broken heart.

Lovingly Syifa wrapped Dava's plump body in telon oil while humming. After draping Dava with Syifa telon oil immediately put on clothes, then carry it.

" Mbok Syifa take Dava to go out first yes "sayfa when he makes milk.

" Be careful, don't go far " message mbok Inah without taking your eyes off the frying pan.

Syifa cheerfully walked out of the house through a side door that was directly connected to a medium-sized swimming pool, around it did not forget the artificial garden that was built so beautifully. Every detail is carefully recorded. Creating a beautiful and cool view. Among the trees and grass is installed footing stone towards the front yard as well as towards the backyard. Next to the pool was installed a pair of lounge chairs complete with his table.

Syifa smiled looking at the clear water in the pond. Imagine him bathing there, wetting and immersing

his entire body into the clear water was like his happy childhood. Bathe in a river where the water flows between the rocks. Joking and laughing with peers, without the burden of the soul.

Pointing out his intention for a walk out, Syifa chose to sit back on a chair in the backyard. Stare at the plants that reconcile the heart that yearns for the atmosphere of the house.

" Drink first dear.. " secretly Syifa calls baby Dava 'honey' when alone ups her point is only alone with baby Dava. " Ummah "Syifa kissed Dava's chubby cheeks before giving her milk.

Suddenly the tail of his eyes caught a sprig of red roses in bloom. Dishonor floated, remembering his lover Adi. He was the only man to ever give her a red rose on their first date, if it could be called a date. Because they only had dinner together at a tent stall. Although sometimes Syifa is not sure of their relationship considering Adi's attitude can never be he is sometimes sweet sometimes indifferent. But it cannot be denied that the memories with Adi are the most beautiful memories of his High School.

" Oh. sleep yes dear " whispered Syifa when she realized Dava had fallen asleep. With a smile on his lips Syifa left the garden and put Dava to sleep in the room.

" telolet. After putting Dava to bed in a baby box. A kind of small bed surrounded by a wooden fence at the waist of an adult, which can be swung. Syifa immediately ran out. He was always happy when the vegetable came. He can joke while choosing the vegetables he will buy.

" What shopping today, yuk Syifa help, all Syifa want to buy thiwul kangen deh eat the village food" said Syifa approached mbok Inah in the kitchen.

" Every day his snacks are also thiwul mulu is not bosen? " reply back to Inah while turning off the stove.

" Yes, how else, there is no boss "reply Syifa with a smile.

They, Mbok Inah and Syifa walked forward through the garden and opened the gallant iron fence. There bang Jali with his pretentious macho style is serving the neighboring ART. Syifa already knew some of them. There is mbak Yuni, mbok Jum, there is also mbak Riana.

While ART in front of the house mbak mbak Susi is good, beautiful and sexy. Syifa often found it difficult not to notice him. Susi is a dream woman, most women want to have what she has. Beautiful face, friendly, kind, sexy body, dense chest filled, sensual lips are good at hiding the appearance ah Syifa is often stunned to see the appearance of Susi especially their age is not much different.

" Who are you with me? " bang Jali nimbrung do not want to be questioned

" Ih bang nothing ya bang "sut mbak Susi flirtatious.

" Same Mr Vishnu with whom? " tanya mbak Yuni who rivals the same mbak Susi to seek the attention of Doctor Vishnu.

" His handsome is handsome mas Adi but. ah if Pak Vishnu it is so tempting." reply Susi full of feelings.

Syifa's blood was absorbed hearing that name. His mind floated, suddenly he remembered Adi his lover did live in a boarding house. But Syifa never knew his real address. Is it true that Adi is his lover or just coincidentally his name is the same?

" No this must be someone else" refuted his agitated heart.

" Cie.. segitunya, already cp desperately too, still running in place "mbok Jum teasing mbak Susi.

" Slowly aja mbak anyan, sit it new as corn "bang Jali back nimbrung.

Syifa was shocked. Big question mark on his head, about the wife of doctor Vishnu answered already. He did not expect the handsome doctor to be a widower.

" We'll see who the doctor chooses tomorrow? " mbak Yuni does not seem to accept.

" Eh shoot, the mothers in PD really mo cp sir doctor, indeed in the hospital ga no nurse or a beautiful young doctor so ampe should choose one of you " bang Jali said spicy "mending mah same I still jaka, let not rich but loyal "

" Feed is faithful, do not need to find money, be given faithful already in full "sewot mbak Yuni handed her groceries to bang Jali. "free ya bang "

" May neng origin want to be the wife of Brother "

" Ih amit-amit deh "the voice of Susi kenes.

Syifa left her snacks at mbok Inah to be paid. He wants to go inside immediately. The name disturbed his mind. I don't know why he felt so uncomfortable. He turned around to walk towards the fence. Suddenly his feet stopped stepping when a voice was caught by his earlobe.

" Mr Sus, buyin Adi corn rice "cried a voice from inside the house across the street. The sound in his ear drum. The voice he always missed. Syifa turned around, staring at the fence of the house that was after it opened. There was no one there, just a suddenly empty gate. As Syifa waited, hoping that she would misunderstand the voice. Two seconds passed in a frozen moment.

" Syifa this mo brought all "the voice mbok Inah disperse his wishful thinking.

I don't know what is confusing behind him, He didn't even say the word mbok Inah. As fast as he could, Syifa ran inside with a thousand uncomfortable feelings.