
My head was dizzy after hearing all the explanations from Mas Gema. Who would have thought, if I was good friends with the sister of a girl who has been threatening me lately?
In fact, yesterday it caught me.
Moreover, I rejected the love of her sister that girl.
Everything is so complicated, right? Yes, I myself am confused, why is it as if all the trouble is spinning in place?
Elvira is still fighting for her love for Mas Raksa, while secretly Mas Gema has more taste for me.
Why, yes, do I have to be confronted by two brothers who have great power here?
I can't blame Mas Gema for all this. Everyone has a harsh reality, right?
Moreover, I know, Mas Gema does not have a crazy nature like Elvira. All this time he was too kind and patient to deal with all the chatter about my problems. How could I be angry just because of all this?
I didn't tell Mas Raksa any of this. Promise him, will visit once every week, right? I chose to collect a lot of stories, so that our meeting was not boring.
A week passed. My friendship with Mas Gema is also fine. Elvira's? Until now he's not showing up again, I don't know, maybe he's given up?
To be honest, my communication with Mas Raksa was not frequent either. We were busy with our own business.
It's Friday afternoon. Mas Gema and I decided to sit in the park pendopo near the square. Here, we study together, considering that there will soon be a repeat of the class increase.
Mas Gema is in addition to the chairman of OSIS, he is also the general champion. He is famous for his intelligence. That's why I chose to study directly with the master.
“This is loh, Mas. Math material lately a little difficult!” I complained while showing the material on the package book to Mas Gema.
“Mana, let me see first.”
I let Mas Gema see the material that I find quite difficult.
I chose to circulate the views to the various corners of the park. Lots of small children are playing, some are playing swings, seesaws, slides, some are chasing each other.
They look very happy. Not to forget also the parents watch their children from the edge of the park, they chat with cool while occasionally eating the rujak brought from home.
Not a few young people who are mixing love in this place. Those who are struck by romance are so seen to enjoy the atmosphere. But, there are also those who look to be snooping with their partner.
My eyes were fixed on the two pairs of lovebirds sitting on the other pendopo. I seem to know these two people. But who?
“Ra.” The call of Mas Gema resuscitated my daydream.
“Eh, yes, Mas?”
“You why dumbfounded to one point?” Mas Gema came looking in the direction that from earlier stole my attention.
“That, loh. I know them.”
“That, Brother Elvira, isn't it?” Gumam Mas Echoes.
Huh, Elvira? It's like recognizing those two lovebirds.
Who is the man, huh?
“Ra, it's Mas Raksa isn't it?”
Mas Gema's question aroused my curiosity.
Seriously Mas Raksa? What's he here for? The man should still be in Jakarta. More precisely still work seriously.
Is it possible that they still have a special relationship? Then, his request once a week to visit had another meaning?
Who did he visit the other woman?
I see again, they are currently hugging.
Honestly, my heart hurts to see that scene. In fact, very painful. All the waiting I've been through, all just gone? I've prepared a lot of stories for tomorrow.
But in fact, it was another woman he first met. I'm only champion two.
“Ra, you okay?”
“Sorry, I don't know anything about this.”
All the words of Mas Gema seemed to pass through just like that. I don't know where my courage came from.
Suddenly my feet moved towards them. Mas Echoes a little prevent, but my throat is round.
I wanted to cry, but, why did it feel like there was no longer any reserve of tears?
My chest tightened, accepting all the painful reality. Why do I have to say so many sweet words, if it will eventually be this bitter?
“Hai.”
My greeting let their embrace slip away just like that. But why, why was Mas Raksa's reaction so calm. He didn't seem panicked one bit.
Am I not this important?
“Aeera, are you here?” Ask Raksa calmly.
“Iya. Sorry to interrupt your moment.” My answer is pretty tight.
“You mean?”
I calmed down for a moment.
“Ra, we'll just go from here, okay?” Invite Mas Gema quite smooth, but, I'm not satisfied.
“We've met here. So you do not need to come to Mbah.”
“Loh, my goal is to visit Mbah's house. Meet here just a coincidence.”
Why is it sick, huh? It's only Friday, he should have come on Saturday. What is the purpose for which he keeps visiting me?
My tears are still there, too. Why go out now? I was impressed in front of them.
I saw Elvira sitting down, she refused to interfere. I'm honestly upset with this woman. Why is he always my shadow when I want to be with Mas Raksa?
And the man in front of me. From the look of his face was only confused, but did not look guilty in the slightest.
Sorry Mbah, I broke your taboo. This time, the first and last time. I want to hug Mas Raksa, this very jerk.
I hugged him, so tightly. Not a single reply he gave.
“Why do you have to come again, if this is the end?”
“Gue accept. I'm sorry, you won't see me again.”
“Still make all, meetings and memories, and cuts.”
After that I took off the hug from his body. Hurry to leave, because all this hurts so much. Not even he reacted a bit.
“Drama.” I heard a saying from Elvira, but I chose not to heed it.
“Aeera!”
The call of Mas Raksa was not even I was a bit frustrated. My focus is just to go and go home to calm down.
My position is sitting on a rickshaw. I'm talking about a message from Mas Gema. Misunderstand it? What's up? I clearly saw them hugging, and again what disappointed me was that there was no news from Mas Raksa that he was going to meet the woman.
Is it hard to give a quick message that he's meeting Elvira? If I don't see the incident, it means that I won't know the moment.
I was disappointed again.
I stopped at a steakhouse near the house. Decided not to go straight home, because if you meet Mbah in this condition. It would be hard to explain.
I spent a few hours in this place. Just be quiet and eat occasionally. If I remember the incident earlier, I am actually amused myself. What have I done? Hugging Mas Raksa, while saying a very disgusting thing.
Please Aeera, what were you doing? I am very ticklish. Hiii.
And again, did Elvira say that I was a drama? Oh yeah, if I was in a drama, then he's a senior artist. Why didn't the woman stick to herself?
The incoming call from Mbah made me a little too drunk. I chose to look at the phone to death myself, reluctant to answer. After Mbah's call ended, I saw the clock showing after five in the afternoon. I rushed straight home. It is certain Mbah will be tearing.
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Damaging mood.
When he saw a black car parked in the yard of Mbah's house. Tell me whose car it is? Still dare to come here. Honestly, I've been lazy to discuss the endless issue of love.
“Aeera home.”
I take off my shoes before I go inside the house. Sure enough, Mas Raksa and Mbah were already sitting in the living room. I came to Mbah to kiss his hand. After that, hurry to get into the room.
“Where to go, ndok?”
Inevitably, my footsteps stopped. Then turn towards them.
Mbah nodded in confidence.
“Mbah ndak bought?”
The tumben?
“Eh, do you usually want Mbah?”
I chose to say goodbye, because the person next to Mbah kept looking at me with the same gaze as when we first met at the Aunty Nada house.
“I'm in a room, Mbah? My body is tired of all.” My pamit.
“Aeera, merene!”
I made a lazy breath as Mbah called me to sit down for a moment. I walked over and sat down with force.
“What's up? Your face is full, tangled once.” Hearing Mbah's words, I lyrics the person next to him is holding back a laugh.
“Need distribution, Mbah.”
“Ealah, ngawur koe.”
I threw my eyes away when Mas Raksa saw me.
“Nak Raksa, Friday is not working? How did you get here?” This time the question is very good. As much as I can sharpen my hearing.
For the sake of the girl, you can only mbah if you have to skip work.
“I've dropped off a friend to Mbah airport, because he has to settle in the Netherlands.”
Wh who? Why would he lie? I clearly know the reason why he came first to Jogja.
“Wah great, who toh?” Ask Mbah again.
“Name Elvira, Mbah. Formerly my ex-lover.”
Deg. Why is he so honest about Elvira?
“He had to settle in the Netherlands because he was transferred by his father.”
So that meant it was the last meeting? I saw Mbah just nodding listening to Mas Raksa's explanation.
“Loh, such a great girl, why did you let go?”
Yeah, he's great. But you know what, anyway? He once knocked me unconscious!
I have long been angry to hear this conversation. Overly upholding Elvira and not knowing the truth.
“Hehe. It doesn't fit, Mbah. There are more suitable with me.”
My eyes opened slightly as Mas Raksa said that while looking at me, because it made Mbah look at me.
“Alah. Boy whipping, spoiled, not consistent this is how do you assess?” Ledek Mbah with his medok log.
I want to bury myself on earth right now. Again my image is bad in front of Mas Raksa. But good, so he doesn't come and play me anymore.
“No reason for sure, Mbah.”
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I put my body in the bed. After taking a shower and having dinner together, I chose to go straight into the room. In the living room, there was still Mas Raksa. He decided to go back to stay, either old man why not just go home? The business is done.
Huh. Misunderstand it? It makes me feel like I'm the most miserable human being in the world. Things that make my life as if I'm dying. I don't want to know her name any more misunderstandings. But I was disappointed, disappointed that he didn't tell me the least. One that gives news, even through a short message.
“Ae.” Call someone from outside the room. I know who that is, his voice is very distinctive.
“Why?” From inside the room, I was lazy to see his face.
“Aeera.” Call again.
“What's up?”
“Aeera.”
Argh. A little upset, I walked out of the room. Open the net with a little rough.
“What the hell?”
He stood right in front of me while putting both hands into the front pants pocket. She smiles. Sorry dorry strawberry, I won't melt again.
“Besok saturday, you have school holiday?”
“What was the school time?”
“Libur.”
“Ya already, so just use tanya.”
“Quick, to the point.”
“OK. I want to take you out.”
“I've permission, Mbah.”
“You want?”
Ouch. The way out? It's one I can't refuse. Tapikan prestige, I'm the story again angry with him.
“Where?”
He smiled hearing my question, “to the plateau. Later we eat good while looking at the beautiful night view.”
So tantalizing. Besides, I also want everything to be finished, so that there is no misunderstanding in the future.
“Ya. I'm going to change clothes first.”
“Wear sweater, trousers, the thing will be cold.” His message.
Honestly, I'm not so excited for this trip. Disappointment is still there, so I need a detailed explanation. After changing clothes, we decided to drive into the car. Previously we had permission from Mbah, and to his surprise, Mbah allowed us to go home a little night.
We were finally in the car.
“Ready?” I just nodded.
“You're so limp, baby?”
Idiiih??? Wrong behavior, but little.
Raksa chose to drive the car. You are in silence, no talk. I saw the hand movement of Mas Raksa pressing a button on the car radio. Finally the song began to fill the vehicle.
“Where is this week's activity at school?”
“Nothing special.”
Back silence.
“Listen from Mbah, soon to Exam Class Hike, yes?”
“Iya.”
Silent again.
“You can salto?”
What kind of silly question is that? My lyrics Mas Raksa, it seems that he is holding a smile while his eyes are still focused on the road.
As much as possible I also held back laughter. Cook suddenly I laugh? Kan prestige.
“Or, can you climb a pinang?”
“Kata Damar, you like to eat bricks, yes?”
The ridiculous question made me fail to hold back the laughter.
“Hahaha. What the hell is Mas?”
“Hahaha.”
Finally the atmosphere was not as awkward as earlier, “gitu dong ceria. I was confused looking for what topics to talk about.”
“Dih, very random lo.”
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