Design: A Buana
The Eps 24
Today should be my family's last day here. It's day five.
After experiencing the incident two days ago, my condition is now so worried. Many people don't like me, especially the students. They think I took the bluff. Especially Brother Mayang, I took Mas Gema?
I know Mas Gema at the top, I don't know who he is, I don't know what age he is, I don't know where he goes to school, I don't even know which person he is.
So, how do I know they have a relationship? It was only a few days ago that I felt unprepared to lose Mas Gema. But it happened two days ago, as if to break my unpreparedness.
Geck.. Geck..
I took a rough breath, indeed I ordered food for lunch. I opened the door without peeking out of the keyhole.
“Lo I warned you, but I guess take it for granted, huh?”
Why did this guy come here, again? Elvira, the former Mas Raksa and now his dark woman. As always, this girl's appearance is fashionable, neat, and beautiful.
“From two days ago I did not say.” I look, I'm not going anywhere, stay in the hotel.
“What's the plus? Until Agler bela lo?”
“Please, Ma'am. He already has a wife, so you don't disturb his household!”
He almost slapped me, but I firmly held it. Honestly, I don't want to look for any more problems, enough of this to cause a headache.
“Mbak, I'm tired. I don't want to interfere in your affairs.”
He took his hand off forcibly.
“Lo why say I'm here?”
I thought, “gue not per—” has not yet finished defending myself, I just remembered my speech to Mas Raksa yesterday.
“Yesterday love you came to me.”
“What? Just sober, still a kid but senile!”
“Ya emang why if I say?”
What if I said? That is the truth. He's partly a mistress, definitely more dear, right? There is no way Mas Raksa was angry at—
“He's raging with me! Once again lo macem-macem, my bodyguard intervenes!”
I flinched a little with the push of his hand. After that he passed. I sat my body at the door. I went back sobbing, again because of Mas Raksa. Why is everything like this? I tried to let him go, but why didn't he leave my life completely?
“Hey, you really love, huh? Until he weeps he keeps.”
The face that I had originally fixed on my knees, immediately saw the source of the sound. Yes, I love him.
“Mas? How are you here?”
I immediately fell into a hug, Mas Gema. What if I had to be away from him? Will my life be okay?
He calms me, “calm. What are you doing? I think it's sad?”
Slowly I came out of his arms, I shook my head while wiping the tears on my cheeks.
“Yuk to caffe. You need fresh air.”
Without a second thought I closed and locked the door. If there's a Mas Gema, I'll be fine. I'm sure it is.
“Stories are the same Mas.”
Honestly, I'm not ready to tell you what else this is about my own mother's household.
“New Mas stay how many days. Time is fucked up like this?”
We entered the elevator, headed for the ground floor.
“Mas why is it here?”
He raised his shoulder quickly, “entah. I think there is something less.” He said as he put his hand into his pants pocket and saw the numbers in the elevator that kept changing.
It is fitting that Brother Mayang love up to his side. What is this guy short of?
“Yuk.”
We walk side by side to the caffe. Oh yeah, that was the time at the hotel I saw some bodyguards Ma'am Elvira was on guard. Is he still around here?
After arriving at the caffe owned by Elvira, we sat down. I ordered Ice Cappucino, while Mas Gema Frappe.
“Where, you really why?” Mas Gema asked after sipping his coffee.
I just turned the coffee cup. Actually no taste hanging out here, but rather than the depression in the room, mending me looking for fresh air.
“Your mother is a psychologist right? Surely he knows that the problem is saved alone is not good.”
Given all the events yesterday I became dizzy, it felt like I wanted to faint.
“I'll see him again, Mas.”
“Meet when I know her true nature.”
“Means?” Ask Mas Gema, I choose to continue the story.
“Keep, her ex came to me furiously. Said he was confused why Mas Raksa always said my name.”
“Tapkan, Mas know himself, he has become my brother-in-law, right? I myself am also confused, why the girl was angry at me.”
“Surprisingly, he seems not to know that Mas Raksa is already married.”
Mas Echoes for a moment while looking at me, “she knows where you are from in this hotel?”
“Ehm, yes, because, I met them at this caffe.”
I exhale violently, “huh. He's not a random person, his bodyguard followed me to the hotel.”
“Who?”
“Hah?”
“Name.”
I honestly forgot his full name. I open HP and search Google history. Then tell Mas Gema.
“Elvira De Geass.”
Mas Gema was silent for a moment, he frowned. Then switch to coffee.
His reaction was quite strange, maybe he was surprised? But, from the reaction of his face I knew that he was thinking hard.
“Huh, how about, yes, Mas?” I complained while putting my head on the table.
“Something seems wrong. Are you sure you don't want to go home before they come back?”
Not quite right? Whaties?
“What?”
Mas Gema again shrugged his shoulders, “katamu he is not a random person, have a bodyguard until you can follow you to the hotel. Are you not suspicious? How could he not know that Raksa is married?”
Come to think of it correctly also said Mas Gema. Moreover, they had met yesterday, right? How could he not know that Mas Raksa was married? Do I really have to go home, let it all work out?
But I'm not ready. I was confused what kind of facial reaction to show.
“You must go home if you want all clear quickly. I'm sure you miss the family, too. Do not let your love be the reason for the distance between you and them.”
So complicated. It's more complicated than a math problem. Honestly my coconut until dizzy.
“Did that woman threaten you?”
I saw the face of Mas Gema. The question is why is it right with what Elvira did?
I nodded a little.
“What?” He asked with a very serious face.
“It doesn't really matter, Mas. Besides I also have not dealt with Mas Raksa, right?”
I don't want Mas Gema to know and be bothered. If he knows he could be more trying to take care of me anytime and anywhere. What else did Sister Mayang just hit me. I don't want everyone getting run over.
“What?” He asked again, how the more here Mas Gema more sinister?
It was as if he was forcing me to tell. Every word that came out of his mouth, I knew there was emotional pressure in it. Because it's not usually a Mas Echo like this.
“Emm. He said that I was still close with Mas Raksa, his bodyguard—” Not yet finished saying, Mas Gema has left without a word.
“Mas?”
So tumben.
What the hell is it?
...🐣...
I was in the rickshaw heading to Mbah's house. Yes, I decided to go home.
I hope they are still there. I want everything to go and be done. I want to tell Mas Raksa that Elvira doesn't come to disturb my life again.
I want to congratulate the newlyweds.
I want to learn to toughen up.
I want to make peace with the situation.
To be honest, my heart is still heavy. But if you continue to follow your heart, when will you?
Arriving in front of the house, I immediately went down and paid the rickshaw fare.
My body was limp and a little sad, when their car was no longer there. L'm late?
“Mba! Mbah!”
Move out of the kitchen in a bit of panic.
“Ono opo, Nduk? Balinese wes cake?”
I wailed, looking around the house. I wish they were still here. Hope the car is only being used to get out for a moment.
But hope is only hope.
“Mbah, wes podo bali to Jakarta?”
Mbah nodded. My body was limp, sitting on a chair while crying. Stupidly, opportunity will not come to twice. I feel so stupid right now.
“Aeera, why?” Ask Mbah while stroking my shoulder.
I can stand the crying as much as possible. I shook my head while looking at Mbah. I don't want him to panic.
“Rapopo, Mbah. Aeera justan kangen.” My answer.
I answered only part of the reason why I was crying. You can't panic. Mba cannot be sad.
“Yoes. Next time can still meet, to?”
I just nodded and tried to smile.
“Koe break ngggeh, tired?”
“Come, Mbah. Ae to the room first, nggeh.”
The room is a suitable place to mourn fate while crying until satisfied. I walked there, trying to toughen up. But up to the room my tears could not be contained. I was crying like that.
My life ahead will not be quiet, Elvira, Kak Mayang and all the students, then Mas Gema. I'm confused, should I stay away from Mas Gema? But I'd look like a kid if I stayed away from him, because he didn't know why.
I took the phone in a small black bag, saw a message from Mas Gema.
Mas Echo
Online
How's it?
16.43 WIB
^^^Telambat Mas.^^^
^^16.54 WIB^^^
My phone put it on the bed. My head is stuck in a pillow. I want to take a break, who knows this is just a dream. I hope it's on the train heading to Jakarta during the Junior High School graduation holiday.
I hope, everything's fine.
I hope it all comes back to the way it was.
Even if it's the best. I hope I won't see him again, forever.
...🐣...
School holidays are over. I am currently in a rickshaw heading to school. This morning, Mas Gema offered me to leave together as usual. But I refused. I don't want to be glued to my eyes when I'm at school.
Arriving in front of the school gate, I immediately went down and paid to his brother. All my expectations are inversely proportional to reality. They still look at me with different meanings.
“Delok, wes ra flirty karo chairman OSIS.”
“Yo, wes aware of wrong?”
“Gaweane mok nglarani atine wedokan liyo.”
Their murmurs sounded very clear. What are they fools, huh? I don't understand the concept they're using.
All the whispers they did were deliberately made so that I could hear, or how?
I'm trying to look cute. Indeed, yes, the fate of beautiful women so the gossip continues. I thought to increase my self-confidence.
“Wes muleh, tah, Mas mu seng ko Jakarta?” I was a little surprised for a moment by the whisper of Brother Mayang. All of a sudden this girl walks along with me.
“Not your business.”
“Nek cake wedokan ndue ati, ajane cake conscious nek naturemu kui marai loro atine wedokan liyo.”
I stopped the footsteps, what did he mean? How do I know someone else will be hurt? I just do what makes me happy. I never even teased anyone. This class brother long time ago digelunjak, yes, if silenced.
“What do you mean? I never took them!” My impact made everyone inhabit us. How not? Brother Mayang is also quite famous, he's an OSIS secretary here.
“Conscious!” He turned back while pointing at my face.
“What consciousness? What am I doing, um?”
“Kabeh Siswi also knows! Koe iki flirty!”
“Genit how, anyway? I've never done this school guy!”
“Jek ora awakar wedokan iki.” He pulled my hair straight away which I let unravel this morning. I was lazy to lock it.
“Aduh, sick!” My complaint. I don't want to lose, I pull her hair as hard as I can. My hair was painful and almost fell out. What's this girl, anyway?
“Come! Come!”
“Batek terrace, May. Ben bald, ben elek!”
“Rasakno, come, May!”
Cheers to those watching our action. It's crazy, it's ridiculous. This time I did something embarrassing in public. Just because of men?
OHO! Sure didn't. I do this just to maintain my self-esteem.
“Eh, what is this?”
Mas Gema came to break us up. My hair and Brother Mayang are no longer due to their shape. My breath is already breathless.
“What problems do you have until you get this?”
I'm sick of everything. The view of all the students wanting to kill me simultaneously. I was judged by sight.
“Jawab!”
The clash of Mas Gema made me flinch, I decided to leave this place.
“Aeera if you have problems do not take it to school!” That was the last word I heard from Mas Gema's mouth.
What problems? Crazy girls who start first, and should not Mas Echo talk it in public. He shouldn't have known the most about my life.
I sat in class, trying to get my hair back. My tears came back, in addition to the pain in the heart, pain and pain also in the head.
Who would have thought I had such a complicated problem, my life used to be so good and comfortable. But it changed one hundred and eighty degrees only because of men, as well as women who could not cultivate their love appropriately.
I hiccuped, no matter how many eyes looked at me. My hands continued to comb through the messy hair. My breath went up and my nose was red.
“You have any more problems? Until the big brother of that class?” Tanya Mas Echo who suddenly sat next to me.
I lyrics around, they whisper more and stare full of search.
“I never look for problems with school children here!”
“Terus?”
“I want to myself.” I said while wiping my tears.
“Why you?” Ask him again.
I'm silent for a moment.
“We keep our distance, yes, Mas. I don't want any more trouble.”
Mas Gema looks shocked, very. He's holding my shoulder. I immediately brushed it off.
“Why?”
“I don't want to add any more problems, Mas. I don't want to have problems with one school.”
I saw him shut up, I couldn't bear it. I don't want to be like this either, “Mas knows, right, I mean?”
“Now no. I hope that if you are calm, everything can be clear.” He said, Mas Gema went out of my class. I glanced back at them, all of them immediately throwing their faces away.
Idiotically. As if they were the most holy.
...🐣...
