Design: A Buana

Eps 15's

Mother Caeera's birthday day arrived, Mamah's man downstairs was already busy preparing for the party. I told you this party was pretty fancy. The concept of this event is white, until it invites a single organ to enliven the party.

I was in the room tidying up my clothes, my clothes were quite graceful today, because Mamah told me to sing later. It's a bit groggy, but once in a while it doesn't matter. I went back to combing my hair, this time my hair stall, I saw the reflection of my face on the glass. I am beautiful today too.

My face has also been polished a little make up, earlier Mbak Humeera was busy forcing me to want to be self-sufficient. My feeling this morning is quite happy, because it got a good morning message from Mas Raksa. A short message but enough to make me smile.

"La.. La.. L. l.." A smile from my mouth.

I hummed as I tilted and looked at the glass, then spun around while loosening the dress I was wearing. Undeniably, the message from Mas Raksa was very influential for my day.

Once again I saw the glass, it seemed to have settled. I rushed out of the room. Heading to the second floor threshold, looking down, it was almost done apparently. I slowly stepped down the stairs, then approached Humeera who was monitoring the workers.

"Isn't it almost done, Mommy?"

"Eh, Ae." Humeera looked at me from toe to hair, "you're so beautiful, you know." I was just smiling embarrassed.

"Thank you."

He smiled as he touched my shoulder, "it's eighty percent, really. Just wait for the guest to come, just as Sister Cae is still dancing in the room." Evidently.

I can't wait to see how Caeera looks, she must be so beautiful. I smiled at how charming my sister was.

"I can't wait to see Madam Caeera, it must be so beautiful."

"Dong, of course" he said agreed. "Eh, have you checked the food?"

"Oh yeah, I haven't checked yet, it's complete or not." My answer.

I immediately rushed towards the food, laid out in a buffet. I saw the menu, quite a lot and it seems to be complete. I went around seeing the atmosphere of the living room as well as the family room became beautiful, lots of flowers and white cloth. The nuance is very comfortable.

Oh yes, I am also curious about the appearance of Mas Raksa. He must be getting handsome today.

Really impatient.

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By ten in the morning, almost all the guests had arrived. Mas Raksa this morning is also very charming, using a white suit, his hair is also neat. The more I was amazed by his charisma.

"You're beautiful like this not afraid of being judged by other men?" Say it while holding a cup of water, even though here a lot of soda drinks.

I who was busy eating ice cream when it was not time to eat, immediately smiled shyly.

"Gapapa, Mommy. Let me do it."

"It's not just you who don't want to do it." He said, I reject all men because of him.

I smiled and continued to eat ice cream.

"Because it's been ten o'clock and fifteen minutes, we're going to start today's birthday." Speak the host.

All the guests who were busy conversing instantly silently listened to the host speak. But I haven't seen Caeera and Mamah.

"Hey, how pretty you are, Dek." Sapa Mas Damar who just came to us, "want not to be a girlfriend, Mas?" Ask him while raising his eyebrows.

I glanced amusedly, "Ish, Mas!"

"Joking, baby." The stick while putting my chin on.

Mas Raksa slightly put away Mas Damar's hand, "kalem, boss." Said Mas Damar.

"Because the birthday is yet to be seen, let us call, Caeera Nayana Barsha!" The host exclaimed as he stretched his hand towards the stairs.

All the guests including me focused their eyes on the stairs. I was very surprised to see the performance of Mbak Caeera.

She's so beautiful!

Using an elegant white gown patterned with gold flowers, and modern-day bunned hair some of her bangs were allowed to fall down, as well as a thin makeup polished to her face. Truly today he is very charming, lying if men are not interested.

All barely blinking, I saw Mamah and Aunt Edrea busy walking behind Sister Caeera while lifting a dress that could sweep the floor. Ma'am Caeera smiled modestly at the guests. That smile can lead to diabetes, because it is so sweet.

"Crazy, Caeera is a natural beauty of astagfirullah. Especially if it's gini, stray angel." Praise Mas Damar, I smiled hearing that. True what Mas Damar said, the beauty of Madam Caeera is inhumane.

I did not hear the slightest praise from Mas Raksa, I lyrics for a moment, he just saw Madam Caeera coming down the stairs. Perhaps so unnerved, he could not comment. How human.

Ms. Caeera made her way to the stage which was covered in white carpet, up there was also a pretty big birthday cake.

"Well, whoa. Today's birthday is so pretty, it's worth it the guests are all excited."

The guests laughed a little, being praised was just a simple smile.

"My mom is pretty, right?" I was proud of the two people standing next to me.

"Sometimes I think, Deck. You two are actually siblings, right?" Mas Damar's question is like my mind.

I stroked my chin, "don't Mas Damar, I'm also hesitant."

"Beautiful, not necessarily interesting. Beauty will lose out with comfort. Beautiful doesn't necessarily make you miss." That whisper gives me goosebumps. I was silent not to pierce Mas Raksa's whisper.

"OKAY. We start the first show, yeah. That's blowing out the candles, Caeera made a wish first, yeah!"

Guests applauded for a moment, and I enlivened. Applause while occasionally whistling.

After Sister Caeera makes a wish, "amen, I hope you can quickly mate, yes." Said the host.

"Amin." Saut of the guests. I almost looked up at all that.

Sister Caeera just smiled, after which she blew out the candles gracefully. Suddenly party poppers exploded from the right and left sides, colorful paper flying, and accompanied by happy birthday song from Jambrud.

Today is the day you've been waiting for

A year later, be happy with you

What I gave you was not a clock and a ring

Not a bunch of flowers, or poetry, nor a heart necklace

Sorry, not stingy

Or don't want to be a little

What I want to give you is a heartfelt prayer

May God protect you

And achieved all your thoughts and ideals

Hopefully dib'ri long life

Healthy forever

I sang while dancing a little, occasionally whistling me out of my mouth. Today I am very happy, seeing Ma'am Caeera and all the guests happy.

After the music stops, "there's a two broken not from you, pretty?"

The host gave the microphone to Ms. Caeera.

He laughed a little, "thank you, Mas Ferdi."

"All of you, thank you for coming to my birthday. Thank you also to Mamah and the brothers who have helped make this event so lively. I'm growing up, hopefully more proud of my family. I love you all!" It made my eyes look glassy.

Then the microphone was again given to the host, "okay, really touching, yes. I almost got a whim." The words of the host managed to change the atmosphere back cheerful, almost all the guests laughed.

"Haha. Happy birthday to Caeera. Well, it's time to cut the cake, give the cake to a special person!"

"It's a thrilling moment, about who that person is." Continue the host.

Ma'am Caeera laughed a little, then she took a knife and cut the big birthday cake. After that he whispered to Mas Ferdi.

"Mammy? Okay, Mama please come on stage."

I smiled, it felt so happy to see Mamah laughing. I saw Mamah kissing Mbak Caeera's cheek, after which she received a small plate of birthday cake pieces.

"So sweet." Mas Ferdi complained, "Caeera, is there a special guy?"

All silence, including Ms. Caeera. He looked at all the guests, silent for a moment, then he shook his head with a smile.

"Well, that means the chances are still great, guys." Again the speech of Mas Ferdi made the atmosphere liquid again.

Here, I smiled as I thought, meaning that what Mas Raksa said was true. They have no special relationship. I am more confident and love him more.

"If I'm not his brother, I'm a bad boy!" Mas Damar said in spirit.

"Everything, Mum."

"He who doesn't want to be the same." Saut Mas Raksa's.

"It's the same you want, Sa?" The words made me shake.

"Nhd!"

Mas Ferdi again spoke, "I heard a strange voice. Turns out the sound of my stomach, hehehe."

"Then, the next event, the guests are allowed to eat with satisfaction!!!"

The guests smiled as they headed for the food they wanted, this room was filled with songs played by a single organ.

Me, Mas Damar, Mas Raksa, Mbak Humeera, and Mbak Caeera gathered at one table. We stood around the table, there were no chairs here.

"Where, Mar? Is anything cute?" The question came out of the mouth of Humeera.

Mas Damar shook his head, "less, nothing interesting."

I quickly swallowed satai meat, "Mas Damar is attracted to Mbak Caeera, tuh!!"

Caeera poked her eyes, "idih, ogah me!"

"Lo wants the same as what the hell? Kayak Raksa's? It's hard to fall for a guy."

I'm also surprised, why is everyone silent for a moment like this?

"But your nutmeg, you think your clothes are covered with coats." Ma'am Caeera replied, "go again and feminine, yes. Don't let me eat!"

All laughed at the threat from Mbak Caeera, including Mas Raksa.

"All I want is to be faithful. Don't like lo, lyrics there lyrics here." Further.

Mas Raksa said, "dengerin tuh, Mar. Brother lo aja ogah sama lo. Haha."

"Yes, I'll find a loyal one." Mas Damar.

"I want to too!" Saut Ma'am Humeera.

"Me too!!" I don't want to lose either. Although my speech got a sharp glare from Mas Raksa.

"Yes, even like a dating agency, I."

We laughed lightly.

"Okeees! It's full, getting more energetic. Let's get into a very important event at this party."

I wonder, is the show really important? What show?

"Caeera, let's go on stage again. Here accompany me, let's not be single."

Caeera smiled, then walked towards the stage. Humeera raised the back dress worn by Ms. Caeera.

"What important way?" I asked the two men next to me.

"Mas doesn't know either." Answer Mas Damar.

"Something."

Mas Ferdi's voice sounded again, long ago this Mas Ferdi was unsettling, yes.

"The angel is already on stage. Now Miss Arkadewi please join."

I was getting confused, I saw Mamah the way to the stage. Then he took over the microphone, his face filled with smiles.

"good. Good day everyone."

"Jiang."

"On this exact occasion, I just wanted to convey a will or a message from my late friend."

The guests looked at each other, I frowned while focusing on Mamah.

"Where did he order my daughter to marry his son."

I'm getting shocked. And so do the guests. Who will be married? Who's Caeera with?

"My daughter Caeera Nayana Barsha with her Son," my heart was pounding, if Mamah mentioned her name it means that that person is here now?

"Agler Buana's Force."

Deg. My heart is weakening. Not only that, it feels immune my body also feels the same way.

Whatisthis? The match between Mas Raksa and Mbak Caeera? Am I dreaming?

My eyes glazed over, as much as I could hold back from being far away. I could only silently look ahead, unable to see him now standing next to me.

"Here, son." Continue Mamah.

I saw Mas Raksa walking towards the stage, had a look at me. I'm fooled? I'm played? What's up with all this?

Mas Damar tried to embrace my shoulder, but slowly I dropped his hand. I don't need any calming moves this time, I can't calm down. Not in the least.

After my trust will be with him forever. After my belief in the meaning of my waiting all this time. After my trust became a special woman in his heart. All fall, scatter, break, and fall apart.

Maybe I am too little, maybe I am too stupid, I am easily deceived and played with. Spontaneous tears were dripping and I could only throw them away quickly.

"Your Mom is forced to arrange for our son, so I announce the match today. They will be engaged soon. The sooner the better, because trust must be carried out immediately." All the guests applauded, many whispers that the two of them were indeed very suitable.

My chest is getting sicker, my tears are flooding my cheeks. I really did not expect all this to happen, if it would be this painful, why did yesterday I have to fly high flapping wings? And today I must fall to such a deep abyss.

If it will finally be this painful, why we will be reunited, if only to say goodbye.

"Wahhh, it's a matching couple, yes."

"Now is the time that Caeera's beloved sister will present a song. Heard his voice so sweet."

I flinch, as much as I can I have to control myself. It is not time to cry. This is not the time to mourn everything that happened.

"Aeera, are you okay?" I didn't answer Mas Damar's question at all, because I thought they were all so willing to hide this from me.

I'm disappointed.

Trying to calm down, straighten up, I walked towards the single organ next to the stage. I was reluctant to look at everyone, my eyes were only fixed on the microphone, guitar, and chairs that had been prepared.

I sat on that chair, my tears wanting to drip back. But I have to try to calm down.

Hardcore, Aeera, everything will be fine. God will always be with you.

Slowly I plucked the guitar, my eyes reluctant to see the guests and family who had already focused their eyes on me. I could only look down at the guitar strings.

You promised never to hurt

But you hurt your heart repeatedly

Promise not kept

As if I never cared

We're not the same, we're not the same anymore, hoo

My face lifted, I closed my eyes, because all this was too painful.

Never stop again

If you don't really have it

Don't hurt

If not treating

Don't ever come again

If only the ends go

No need to fix it anymore

You came just to go

I opened my eyes, looking right in that direction. He's the one who went, came, and made me fly. Now, he just makes my heart hurt worse, he just makes me more disappointed.

I looked into his eyes, a questioning look. Why is he really so? My tears are starting to drip, you fool! I can't help it, it's embarrassing.

Promise not kept

As if I never cared

We're not the same

It's not the same anymore

Never stop again

If you don't really have it

Don't hurt

If not treating

You're not gonna treat

My tears were dripping more and more, I couldn't pull over with my hands. This time I sang with a heart, a wounded heart, full of fresh wounds. I closed my eyes again, hoping that these tears would no longer shed if I did not see her.

Never stop again

If you don't really have it

Don't hurt

If not treating

Don't ever come again

If only the ends go

No need to fix it anymore

You came just to go

You came just to go

I took a deep breath, looking down while closing my eyes. My hand was holding the guitar in my lap.

Lord, if we will not unite, what is this meeting for? Why is there a feeling of fulfillment from this long wait? If indeed I will be hurt, why is there a sense of trust if everything will be okay? Did you meet again just to separate?

God, I'm gonna let go. I'm going to walk away from her life, carrying a wound that I'm going to remember all the time.

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