Confidence(new)

Go home

The atmosphere of the hospital looks quiet at night. Only a few people are still passing through the silence of the night. Including couples who are still chatting with each other, telling their day. Hearing and telling each other, yes Dara did not come home today, because her condition dropped again. That's because he did not rest properly today, when it should be noon can go home. Don't ask Nanta, he's angry but doesn't show it right away.

Hugging each other looking for warmth, sleeping in a hospital bed, which must be narrow for both of them, they hope that togetherness like this will never end. You are afraid that someday the differences will separate them. No, but actually through the differences that Andara and Ananta can understand each other.

Mature Nanta and naughty Dara. There are other things that may have been on their minds, but really they are only humans who love each other. Do not make differences of belief make humans separate from each other. Ananta and Andara are struggling, despite not knowing they will be one another.

.....

Ananta was still thinking about Dara's question some time ago.

'Darling why is death approaching a child as small as Alin?'

at that moment he answered.

'The color of death does not see age, life, soul mate, sustenance and death is Destiny'

Nanta thinks that fate is God's decision, can he ask if Dara is his soul mate.

He looked down at the face of his lover. Dara's head tilted against her shoulder, she could clearly see the girl's pretty face. How can he convey to Dara if his parents do not want him to be with Dara because of his religion. Let time prove he will try to be with Dara and hope to end up with her. Gently rubbed his lover's cheek, gently dyed Dara's forehead. He fell asleep to dive into a dream to welcome an enigmatic tomorrow.

....

This morning Nanta spoke to the doctor who treated Andara. The doctor said you just need more attention, the food must be proper nutrition and sleep should be regular. Nanta nodded and walked out of the doctor's room after getting permission for Andara's return. He kept thinking of the doctor's words all the way to the Andara Hospital Room.

How do you get that kind of attention? of course Ananta can't always have 24 hours to keep an eye on your routine. That should be your mother's job. But what in the word, even his daughter never came home for 2 years they did not care, busy with each other's lives. Fortunately, Andara can independently meet her needs.

Andara is a model for the cover of a teen magazine. Although not much of it can be to finance his school and in addition to money from the results of his painting, it can pay for apartments, meals and other clothing needs. Dara refuses his help because he says Nanta has no responsibility to support himself.

Until he was unconscious at the door, he leaned against the wall without intending to enter. Indeed, Ananta wanted to marry Andara because he did not want the girl to carry the burden alone, but he was afraid to limit Andara who was still a student.

His eyes were closed tightly.His mind was glaring far away, what a sincere love for Andara, but his parents forbade even before seeing Andara. Though Andara is a good girl, at her age she is already independent and never judge people by material. Their relationship is built on pillars of mutual trust. Indeed, only one shortcoming of their relationship is the difference in beliefs.

The daydream was stopped by the voice of a man who was a nurse in this hospital.

"Andara has been allowed to go home, but I want to check her situation first" said the nurse was friendly because Ananta slightly blocked the entrance.

"Alright please," Ananta replied kindly, he also entered with the nurse earlier.

"Sir Rion, Dara can go home, right?"

"Later brother check first, even though he can go home. At home later must keep the diet yes, he said he wanted to be a doctor," explained Rion while checking Dara's condition which was starting to improve.

Ananta saw the interaction of the two of them were quite familiar and threw each other a smile like they had known for a long time. Actually he was not surprised, because Dara was easy to know people.

"Sister was eating, right? later we stop by the minimarket, brother, buy the ingredients." turned to look at Nanta who stood near Rion.

Rion was just silent he was actually a bit uncomfortable being among them, because of his uncomfortable feelings and a little annoyed.

"Yes dear," Ananta replied with a sweet smile on her handsome face.

"Already, so remember the message of the doctor yes Dara," said Rion quickly with a smile that is still attached to his face. He wants to get out of here.

"Good sister." Youara's smile could soften Rion's upset heart.he nodded and uttered his excuse before leaving.

"You look familiar with the nurse earlier." asked Ananta while cleaning their belongings, because during your treatment here, Ananta brought many items that you might need. To make you comfortable in this hospital.

"Sir Rion was the nurse's sister who was as good as Dara'in sak, sorry to forget to recognize." showed his neat teeth. How could Nanta be upset at that sweet girl.

.......

They were shopping at the fruit shelf.

"Sir, what is this?" Dara holds an apple in her right hand and an avocado in her left hand. Both are Nanta's favorite fruits.

"Left, brother wants to make avocado juice for us later," replied Nanta while choosing citrus fruits in sebrang Andara.

"OK." Andara's typical grin is the prettiest.

They were still going around with the already full fruit troly. Go towards the shelf containing various kinds of dates. It's your favorite fruit and Nanta. Jokingly they continued to pick the fruit with vigor. Without knowing if they are being noticed around it. Incidentally at the minimarket, Nanta's parents were also stopping by, buying drinks and snacks after returning from his Grandpa Nanta's house.

Actually Nanta and his parents live separately, different cities because of Nanta's lecture which led him to live in this city.

Uminya Nanta was curious about a young couple who were being noticed by some people here. Because of his position behind Nanta and Andara he could not see their faces clearly. She just went to the cashier because her husband had been waiting in the car long enough.

"Udah yuk to the cashier, it's too much of our groceries.like shopping for a month." Canda Dara with a laugh followed by Nanta's laughter, they headed to the cashier who was unfortunately queuing. So Nanta takes Dara around again looking for milk for Dara.

.....

After finishing with the payment affairs, they came out minimarket with plastic groceries in their right and left hands. But because Dara forgot to buy something for her monthly guest needs. He went back in again with the excuse of wanting to buy bread.

Nanta agrees and passes to his car. Bring all the groceries and put them in the trunk of the car.

"Nanta," call the guy.

Nanta turned around and was surprised, "Umi." He kissed her hand

"Why didn't you go to Grandpa's house yesterday? abi and Umi miss you."

"Sorry Umi, emm umi already want to go home? where's Abi?" tanya Nanta is worried because she does not want Dara to meet Uminya now. He wants to introduce Dara to his family in the right way someday.

"Is in the car. When do you get home? why go home should be told or on the phone first. You don't love Umi?" uminya said in a sad tone that also made Nanta sad and feel guilty.

"Nanta dear Umi is also dear to Abi, but Nanta has not been able to go home because of the busy lecture schedule," replied Nanta while holding Uminya's hand.

"Then, now you don't have any classes?" ask Umi because it is still 10 am.

"No Umi, let's go to Abi's car, Nanta wants to hug Abi first." take Nanta while pulling Uminya's hand slowly.

"Yes Abi must be glad we accidentally met here, last night he was disappointed you didn't go to grandpa's house. Abi is waiting for you to get restless from longing."

"I'm sorry Nanta ya umi." they kept walking towards the Abi's car.

......

"Where's Nanta? is the car empty?" Dara was confused because when she got to the car it turned out in the key and the owner was not in the car. He waited to lean against the front door while his arms held the cell phone. I want to contact Nanta.

He clings to find the state of his lover.His call is not answered. He stood bowing his head waiting for Nanta to arrive.

5 Minutes later

"Hey, I'm sorry I waited so long!" he looked at the lover whose face was a little upset and worried.

"Brother from where? I'm confused when my sister comes home," he said without looking into Nanta's eyes.and Nanta had already memorized that this must have been upset.

"Yes, my sister met Abi and Umi, they just came home." Nanta explained as he opened the car door and pushed slowly Andara into the car.

During the trip they just kept quiet until Andara opened the conversation.

"Why brother didn't call Dara. Shy sister ya introduce Dara to parents sister?" ask Andara in a soft voice.This is a slightly sentimental matter for them.

"No! it's just that they're in a hurry, so brother doesn't call you" Nanta replied smilingly without looking into your eyes as he did not want to extend this conversation.

Dara also did not want to continue this conversation anymore.

"Oh yes, brother, Dara forgot to say goodbye to Alin. Tomorrow she's gonna go to Alin's room."

"Tomorrow we'll look at him together. Big brother also wanted to see the strong girl's sweet smile."

They end the conversation with a smile and listen to music on Nanta's phone.

Classical pop music accompanies their journey to the apartment.

.....

They arrive and prepare food for lunch. Nanta cuts while Andara cooks. They cook with the joking jams from Nanta. Laughter filled the room.

"How good is it?" ask Dara enthusiastically.

"Em delicious! you can spend it all because it's like a five-star restaurant meal" replied Nanta, chewing without looking at Andara.

"Aih brother compliments even make Andara know if it's a lie tau." Andara hit Nanta's thigh quite hard by accident.

"Ah, pain dear. red is definitely," said Nanta dramatically

"Eleh, this is pretty good tau sak." Dara had tasted the dish earlier and it tasted quite good on her tongue.

"Yes it's nice baby, I was kidding earlier." seeing Nanta's face made Dara upset but did not mind her smile finally cracked.

Azan zduhur's voice sounded melodious in their ears. Nanta hurriedly finished his meal, as did Dara.

.....

Nanta takes ablution water in Dara's room, because there is only one bathroom here, namely in Dara's room. While Dara he was busy arranging prayer mats for Nanta later. Dara custom when Nanta is here and performing his prayers, he will sit on the bed facing towards Nanta who is performing the prayer. For him when the most beautiful with Nanta is not a time to ngedate, or a romantic dinner at a fancy restaurant, is not it. But when he saw his men praying for him was very beautiful, especially when Nanta taught. But very rarely can he hear Nanta teaching.

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Other people have their own perceptions, through different points of view. Do not confuse what you see with what others see. Because everyone has their own opinion.

For some people love is to have, but there are also some people who see, love is to understand each other.