Confidence(new)

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Rion who just entered today he does not know if Andara is here too. All he knew was that the little girl was gone. With a giant step he headed to the patient's room to check their condition. Until he arrived at the door of the VVIP, he passed someone who had just come out of the room, it seemed familiar. Like he had seen his face, but he thought maybe he had been a patient here.

His feet stepped in, and like getting a gift he was pleasantly surprised. I don't know if he should be happy or sad. Maybe he seems evil, but honestly he is happy to see the girl again.

"ehem, morning Dara." Rion smiled kindly, he immediately checked the state of Andara.

Andara returned the nurse's sister's smile. It turns out they still meet again.

"For Rion's brother."

"You're better off, but try to cut down on too much activity." Rion finished checking on Andara.

"Yes, sister, it's like Dara is soy sauce" said Andara while showing off her white teeth.

"Yes look, you're a bit messy now." Rion was sitting on a chair, near the bed of Andara. He still had to check on other patients.

"Good dong! You don't need a diet."

"It's not a diet, but it's in the hospital again."

Rion looked at the face of the girl in front of him. Clearly visible eye circumference there and a pale face with cheekbones slightly protruding. The girl's condition has been sick for days.

Because it feels noticed Andara so a little uncomfortable. He put on an awkward smile, this man in front of him was very handsome with a neat look. His eyes glimmered the hospitality.

"Okey, but didn't he say he wanted to be a doctor." Rion said, folding his hands to his chest.

"The circumstances that you make are like this, brother. Even though you have been routinely taking vitamins." Bela Andara who got a smile from Rion.

"You're this. I lived first." Rion got up after giving a sweet smile to Andara. His current task is more important and must be completed first.

"Sir, Alin is gone."

Rion's steps stopped but did not turn around. He did not want to see the sad face of the girl.

"He endured pain for too long, God helped him." After saying that Rion came out of Andara's room.

In front of the door, there was already Saka standing there with a probing look. Regardless of the gaze of the man in front of him he headed straight for another room.

Saka came in and saw Andara's sad face again. He became suspicious of the man earlier, because before he lived by him the mood of Andara was good.

"Well that ugly face, my boss saw that ugly face Lo."

Although it sounds sarcasm but you are not too take heart. He just clucked and turned away, trying not to show his sadness.

"Yes, Sono Buru is late for school." Banish Andara cruelly.

"Gue has also been slipping here for a long time." He approached his cell phone lying on the sofa and waved at Andara before leaving.

"Huh basic bum."

Andara remembers about Mian Alin's favorite cat. He will take the cat after he recovers.

Andara wants to contact Nanta, she's been missing. Where did the lover go.

Tut

Connected but not lifted.

Andara no longer calls. He opened a classroom chat grub. There was a lot of information, and he knew if he had to follow the lessons left behind.

.......

Nanta was staring at the floor while clenching his hands. Today Nadia and her family came to the house. They want to be in touch while talking about Nadia and Nanta's arranged marriage.

They looked at Nanta in surprise. He never saw Nanta angry. But today he was very angry because he did not want to be matched.

"Take care of your attitude, son" Umi scolds Nanta.

"You've dared to speak rudely in front of Abi?" Her heart ached, as it saw her beloved son screaming in front of her.

"Sorry Abi, Umi. Nanta doesn't mean to be rude, but really Nanta doesn't want to be married."

Nanta's answer can actually be received by his parents. It's just that because Nadia still wants this matchmaking to still happen, here there began to be upheaval.

"Son Nadia, what is the reason you still want to continue this matchmaking," asked Abinya Nanta to the veiled girl sitting near her Father and Mother.

"Look Abi, Umi and Dad are also Mother. Nadia feels she's a good person. Nadia Ridho if this matchmaking continues."

Nadia spoke politely looking at them with a still smile, but in each speech was clearly reflected confidence.

"I'm sorry, but I can't." Nanta didn't want to look at Nadia one bit. He avoided settling Nadia out of annoyance.

The old men there were silent as well. However, the two of them will undergo, if one refuses, they can not force.

"Please give Nadia a chance to convince your heart" said Nadia confidently staring at Nanta.

Nanta glared irritatedly towards Nadia. He did not expect a woman who looked gentle to be so stubborn.

As Nanta moved away with an annoyed face, clenched hands and a cold aura. Nadia stopped her steps with a speech that made Nanta stop and everyone looked at her.

"He's different! you can't be together!"

Nanta's parents understand Nadia's intentions, but he does not expect that Nanta is still in touch with the girl Nanta tells. Nanta said he was close to someone with a different religion a year ago.

Nanta turned to look furiously at Nadia, then he turned to look at her parents who saw her with a difficult gaze to understand. Maybe he should say it, however, this is the purpose of returning to Bandung. Cancel the matchmaking and convince her parents about Andara.

"Don't look at her from her religion, because her heart is too beautiful to be valued" Nanta's assertion was also aimed at everyone here, not just at Nadia.

Nanta's parents were silent, they were surprised, but they chose to talk to Nanta later. They had seen Nadia's parents who were surprised, because this was quite complicated.

"Aware son, so you chose a girl of a different religion than our daughter?" asked Nadia's father to ascertain the true circumstances.

He glanced at his parents, there was a hint of disappointment in Abinya's eyes.

"Nadia, let's go home, son. Nanta had already made his choice." take Nadia's father while nodding politely towards Abi Nanta intending to leave.

"Nadia remains at the whims of Nadia, Abi ,Umi, Father, Mother. Let Nadia try to take her heart." Nadia said politely to the elders, ignoring the angry gazes from Nanta.

They are confused, but it is not good if Nadia managed to take Nanta's heart. It saved Nanta from worry.

Abi turned towards Nanta who just looked down silently with an annoyed face. He awaits the decision of his parents, because it will determine the attitude that must be taken later.

Abi looked at Nadia who kept her eyes down. Nadia is an obedient and good at teaching. Of course Nadia is the girl they want to be made a daughter-in-law. But Nanta's refusal is also being considered.

"Son, give Nadia a chance. Then I'll give you a chance to think." The firm tone that Abi voiced was like telling if his decision was final.

Abi takes a risk if Nanta still chooses the girl of his choice.

But he hopes Nanta will choose a girl who is religious with him, whoever is better because of his faith.

Nanta saw his Abinya. He didn't want to give Nadia a chance, but he didn't want to miss the chance to convince them of Andara.

"Well, as long as it stays within its limits, even if Nanta's decision won't change."

Nanta left the room to his room without saying goodbye. His heart was angry, not at the decision of his parents, but at Nadia, he regretted having trusted the girl. Cover does not show the character of a person.

He looked at the picture of you on his phone. Your beautiful smile, how could he give to another woman to take her heart. He does not want you to be disappointed, he really does not intend to share his heart for other women.

There is a notification of missed calls from Andara. Nanta can't talk to Andara. How will the girl later, if you know there is Nadia who is trying to take her position. Andara must have been injured, enough injuries that Youara suffered because of the neglect of his parents.

Nanta got out of his sleep, grabbed the keys to the car on the table and left his room. There only lived his parents who were still sitting with a confused and disappointed face. Nanta talked a little to go to the mosque, then went to his car.

Umi looked at her son's back which revealed uneasiness. If only Nanta's chosen girl was not from a different religion, she might support her son.

......

After performing the Dzuhur prayer, Nanta did not immediately leave the mosque. He heard a lecture from the ustadz who had been imitating. The talk is about love. Ustadz explains how one should convey his love. To God especially. Because the more we love the creator, the closer we are to faith.

Nanta is still not moving until all the congregation is finished. He was still wondering if he was wrong to love Andara. Is not God the One who found them. Are they not created the same. His heart did not doubt his love for Andara but he was worried about how his relationship would continue.

"You got a problem?" ask ustadz for seeing the look of confusion on Nanta's face.

"Eh sir ustadz, um I'm just thinking about what Mr. ustadz said earlier." Nanta kissed ustadz's hand and sat cross-legged in front of him.

"Is there anything you want to ask?" mr. Ustadz looked at Nanta with his friendly smile.

Nanta hesitated to convey his concerns. He observed the figure of ustadz in front of him, the ustadz did look friendly and not stiff in speaking.

"Did Mr. Ustadz ever experience any anxiety about love?" tanya Nanta stared right in the eyes of the ustadz sir who was also looking at him.

"Of course, when I was your age, I was in a difficult choice about love."

Mr. ustadz spoke while slightly chuckling, so this was what made the youngster in front of him so confused. He was confused by his love. Pak ustadz patted Nanta's shoulder slowly.

"Ask that to God. You just have to be sure of your choices and take responsibility for what you choose." Nanta did not answer, he still looked down like there was a heavy burden on his head.

Mr. Ustadz who understands if the young man in front of him is still confused.

"Does the girl you like like like like you too?" ask ustadz relax

Nanta nodded in confusion as to why Mr. Ustadz questioned this.

"Did you like him sincerely too?" ask ustadz again with a smile on his lips.

Nanta nodded quickly to make Mr. Ustadz chuckle with Nanta's behavior.

"Alright, if so any problems you live with later, go through it with a sincere and patient heart. Do not forget to bring God into your love affairs. Love him for God, do not force feelings! because the feeling in the heart is a gift from God. Don't fight, just follow the flow. You will find a way. God will unite you if he will make you a fool."

Mr. Ustadz said that to Nanta who was also looking at him. He did not understand what problems the young man was going through in front of him, but, if they brought God into every business, surely God would guide their way.

"But mr. ustadz, it's about our different religion." Nanta said slowly.

"Religion?" mr. Ustadz laughed at Nanta's unconvinced tone as he said that to him.

"Be assured that if you believe that God has determined everything that happens, including the meeting and the separation, it is the best for HIS being." ustadz smiled, patted Nanta on the shoulder and left.

Nanta didn't understand what the words meant. Does that mean he should only live what he chooses and surrender to the provisions of God. Or should he stop?

Although Nanta is not sure of what he understands. He no longer doubts, he has a God who will show him the way. Wouldn't the separation still happen if it wasn't meant to be together? is not the meeting will still occur even though it has been avoided.

He read the Koran before returning home. His heart was calm as he taught. His mind was calm as he chanted the Holy Quran.

He drove his car towards the cafe near his home complex. There are very crowded, filled with laughter of those who are with friends or loved ones.

He ordered black coffee with a little sugar.When the message came he was a little surprised because the coffee message was very bitter. He regretted ordering coffee with this non-feeling sugar.

His head turned towards the children in the garden complex that he could see from the cafe where he was sitting. There the adults saw they were enjoying the time, sitting chatting while watching the children running around. One day he might wish he could be like that with Andara. Ah even saw the children were enjoying ice cream, he so remembered with Andara.

Maybe tomorrow he should be home soon. He misses the girl. He had even imagined the annoyed face of Andara because he had not told the girl. I don't know who will be surprised when we meet. Nanta does not know if his girlfriend is being treated in the hospital.

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We learn to walk after we fall.

We learn to smile after we cry.

Fear not! God is there for you.

Just be sure if HIS destiny is the best for you